Really struggling with worsening ED....

[Gavalar09]

5 years on and off since 23..
I've always been able to at worst case, use 5mg cilais to get things going but that no longer seems to be the case and work for me.

I'm scared to try more things and fail because right now my heart feels like it's breaking.

I'm so scared it's Venous Leak as all signs point to that.

I don't get morning wood, and the last few months they've been semi morning wood at best.
My libido has dropped dramatically.
I feel like I am just living for work currently.

Its awful and horrible and I don't know what to do anymore.

UK/NHS doctors do nothing. I'm trying the private route but other than that I just want to give up and die. 5 years is a long time and being young, i just feel robbed of my sex life.