The reason I don't masturbate anymore
Posted: Tue Nov 02, 2021 10:56 pm
I smashed my genitals up pretty bad. I'm 16 years going into this with the injury (almost 16 and a half) I damn near tried to rip my cock off with a death grip after gelqing and watching porn. I feel pain everyday and I believe that I am 78 % healed. I really started focusing on healing starting of October 2021. I slept naked so I wouldn't have to have pressure on my dick from clothing. I slept in my back so I wouldn't jam my erection into the mattress. Speaking of erections, I can get subpar ones but the tunica albuginea is all effed up around it. I can literally move the sheath of my penis while I'm erect. I get pain during the day as I try to keep myself busy, at night I like to stay at home. I get scared about taking extra rides (joyrides like to get coffee or so) because I don't want to damage my penis while driving. I can barely lift a 4 litre jug without hurting my dick. I also have implications on my pelvic floor. If my belly hurts or I feel a bubble that usually means there is trouble down there. This is a very sensitive injury. I've taken off over a month from work. Sometimes I shower twice a day to get rid of smegma. My inner voice (consciousn) is telling me to beat this in about 7 days I hope. One more week.
Dr bard told me it would heal in 2 weeks that was a lie. Dr McMahon told me it would heal in three months, so that would mean November and December too. That would suck because then I would have to shovel.
How many others on here have messed up their penis physically ? They call it hard flaccid disease at times. It's like a light bid (an easy sentence of jail). I also have low testosterone. Dr Silha tested me after I tested positive for low t. I go see him on November 22nd to talk about t- treatment, yay or nay. Dr Patel told me "there are testosterone replacement therapy receptors in the penis that can help heal the penis by doing trt. That is my dilemma right now. Just had to get it out to vent. Sometimes I question my sanity.
Dr bard told me it would heal in 2 weeks that was a lie. Dr McMahon told me it would heal in three months, so that would mean November and December too. That would suck because then I would have to shovel.
How many others on here have messed up their penis physically ? They call it hard flaccid disease at times. It's like a light bid (an easy sentence of jail). I also have low testosterone. Dr Silha tested me after I tested positive for low t. I go see him on November 22nd to talk about t- treatment, yay or nay. Dr Patel told me "there are testosterone replacement therapy receptors in the penis that can help heal the penis by doing trt. That is my dilemma right now. Just had to get it out to vent. Sometimes I question my sanity.