My life would’ve been so amazing
Posted: Mon May 05, 2025 5:38 am
If it wasn’t for this effin ED. I’m 28. Even before i ever had sex a a teenager i somehow knew performance anxiety was gonna be an issue so i self sabotaged dates. I had 2 relationships because they accepted my ED in the beginning and I could subsequently get myself erect fantasizing about weird porn scenarios in my head during sex (very exhausting and not fair to the girls). Also if we’re being honest i probably settled for them since they were accepting.
I think porn during my early years are part of the problem, but obviously not the full problem. My main issue is with libido.
I recently had a one night stand, miraculously went successfully (with viagra + PT141 ofcourse, otherwise i dont even have to try). I saw her a few timesafter but couldnt get it up anymore, even with the usual pharmaceuticals. I’m about to break it off because i cant handle the embarrassment anymore.
This may sound like a luxury problem for some here. But I fucked like a rockstar that first round, which makes all the subsequent failures more frustrating.
A few months ago i had another one night stand abroad in NYC, very beautiful girl. She begged me to fuck her, but i didn’t have any viagra with me so it was a failure. Having a hot and wet girl begging you to fuck her but you can’t might be one of the worst things a man can experience
I’m a pretty goodlooking guy, i have a big dick, i get so many opportunities for sex, but I just know i can’t make it happen. It’s been my #1 dream since a boy to be a womanizer. And god has given me everything to be that, except the only thing that matters in the end. Life feels completely useless. I can’t enjoy anything, and i’m getting older. I could have had many romantic adventures with many beautiful women. I could have looked back on my life with pride, but it’s instead it’s just empty.
I’m gonna demand penile injections next week, but the missed opportunities will never be won back. Not to mention the soft glans you supposedly still have with trimix and the like
I think porn during my early years are part of the problem, but obviously not the full problem. My main issue is with libido.
I recently had a one night stand, miraculously went successfully (with viagra + PT141 ofcourse, otherwise i dont even have to try). I saw her a few timesafter but couldnt get it up anymore, even with the usual pharmaceuticals. I’m about to break it off because i cant handle the embarrassment anymore.
This may sound like a luxury problem for some here. But I fucked like a rockstar that first round, which makes all the subsequent failures more frustrating.
A few months ago i had another one night stand abroad in NYC, very beautiful girl. She begged me to fuck her, but i didn’t have any viagra with me so it was a failure. Having a hot and wet girl begging you to fuck her but you can’t might be one of the worst things a man can experience
I’m a pretty goodlooking guy, i have a big dick, i get so many opportunities for sex, but I just know i can’t make it happen. It’s been my #1 dream since a boy to be a womanizer. And god has given me everything to be that, except the only thing that matters in the end. Life feels completely useless. I can’t enjoy anything, and i’m getting older. I could have had many romantic adventures with many beautiful women. I could have looked back on my life with pride, but it’s instead it’s just empty.
I’m gonna demand penile injections next week, but the missed opportunities will never be won back. Not to mention the soft glans you supposedly still have with trimix and the like