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Posted: Wed May 09, 2012 12:56 am
I'm in my mid 40s and from the East coast. I didn't know what e d was until almost 2 years ago when I realized it just wasn't working very good. I'm a former Army veteran and I've suffered from ptsd going back to the late '80s.
I didn't know what ptsd was back then either, the military wasn't pro active about ptsd back then, so I didn't realize that problem and lack of sleep and depression, set in. I spent the years without a job or any relationships.
Then I enlisted again into the guard when they needed people badly, and went to operation iraqi freedom. I had just turned 40. It still worked then, but I couldn't readjust to life back here after, and the stress increased even more.
Then I met a woman online who I love. She has lots of emotional problems too, and we just understand each other, she was separated from a marriage at at the time, and I met her the summer before last on the West coast.
I knew I would be nervous being with her sexually, not having had sex in years, actually decades. So I thought losing erections after penetration to be nervousness. And we still had a good time doing other things.
I looked it up online after i was back, and learned of e d. I was tested for low testosterone at the va, but everything seems good. Overall I'm very healthy for my age, and active. I did have hernia surgery in the early 90s do to a hernia
caused during national guard training. Other than that it must be stress, or just a veinous leak.
I went back to be with her and used Viagra with some success. I couldn't tell her though. It was very stressful too. I had to come back here because I couldn't make it there, living in my jeep with my dogs, and she wants me to come back. It's been a year and the e d is worse and I'm concerned the viagra won't work. I want to try the shots and see if those will work. It's holding back building a relationship with a woman I love. I want an implant.
I didn't know what ptsd was back then either, the military wasn't pro active about ptsd back then, so I didn't realize that problem and lack of sleep and depression, set in. I spent the years without a job or any relationships.
Then I enlisted again into the guard when they needed people badly, and went to operation iraqi freedom. I had just turned 40. It still worked then, but I couldn't readjust to life back here after, and the stress increased even more.
Then I met a woman online who I love. She has lots of emotional problems too, and we just understand each other, she was separated from a marriage at at the time, and I met her the summer before last on the West coast.
I knew I would be nervous being with her sexually, not having had sex in years, actually decades. So I thought losing erections after penetration to be nervousness. And we still had a good time doing other things.
I looked it up online after i was back, and learned of e d. I was tested for low testosterone at the va, but everything seems good. Overall I'm very healthy for my age, and active. I did have hernia surgery in the early 90s do to a hernia
caused during national guard training. Other than that it must be stress, or just a veinous leak.
I went back to be with her and used Viagra with some success. I couldn't tell her though. It was very stressful too. I had to come back here because I couldn't make it there, living in my jeep with my dogs, and she wants me to come back. It's been a year and the e d is worse and I'm concerned the viagra won't work. I want to try the shots and see if those will work. It's holding back building a relationship with a woman I love. I want an implant.