any ideas on my problem??

[Themlogical]

I'm 21years old.
So, my problems started 3 month ago. Me and my partner were foreplaying, she was on top slightly moving front and back but all of a sudden we heard pop sound, it didnt hurt(at least at the time) , we stoped immediately therefore i cant remember lossing erection suddenly(i was high) but i think i didnt.we were going for the third round when the accident happened so we just gave up, all that stress fucked us instead:))
Any way, things was pretty normal the next day except for a 3-4/10 pain, i masturbated like 3 to 4 time next day to make sure everything is okay, but every time erections was weaker, next day was same scenario i mean it wasnt that weak and i thought it's probably because i'm masturbating alot. I knew i fucked up by the 4th day, my penis was inflamed visibly, and i couldnt have a 100 percent erection(at most it would have been 80%).i rushed to visit a urologist and he check and say" well, it is swollen for sure but nothing major, probably dorsal vein injury", prescribed me some anti inflammatory medicine and send me home. Just to mention, even after the swelling I had morning woods which were good by all means. Time passed (like 2 weeks) and I still couldn't get more than 75% erection. So just visited another urologist who didn't even listen, just wrote me an ultrasound (not even a Doppler) which showed no fracture(i mean, i knew it wasn't fracture, the idiot didn't even bother to examine me) .i was getting mental, visited third urologist who was passionate, after examining me, he said ''man, i will be frank and there is a good possibility that its venous leakage, the only reason i'm not sure is that u r having good morning woods, i mean u had some good morning wood after the injury and some bad ones, visit me in a month, if u r lucky ur body heals it self".
In the month of suffering, I cannot remember any period of time that I was more troubled and depressed, i went through alot before but this was in another league of suffering.
Shit started to get weird, erections were weak, but whenever i visited my partner i could get a good boner,(at least i can remember a good one which lasted like 30 minutes) but because of the situation we could always meet in the car, therefore i couldn't stand up. So u guys r probably thinking what is the weird part?? I still couldn't get good erections with porn, and even if i did, when i stood up it would have been dead in like 20 seconds.that never happened to me before, i was a guy who was horny 24/7:))
The time to visit my urologist came, I went there and told him about the situation(fool of me, I just mentioned the standing up part), he said u r fine. Long story short, I visited my partner today and this scared me the most. I wasnt that horny, I could get an erection, but it was 75% erected. I mean, this kindda things never happened to me,I know something is wrong. I should be 150 % horny to get a full erection which will go away a lot easier than before. i did have all stand up sex today but i felt like it wasn't fully erected and even my partner after sex said its like u lost some length(i thought i was paranoid to think i lost some girth and length even having a good erection).
I was definitely getting better over the past 3 month. All of a sudden everything got worse. I mean I had no problem getting erection only while visiting my partner but now, losing length and girth and not being able to achieve good erections even when she is around???that's scary. Not sure what caused it but i can remember after the accident while my erections were pretty normal , the were a bit curved upward so i slightly tried to make them straight,i didnt even even pushed it hard. i was scared to get peyronies after the accident ,i got scared as fuck. I mean all of a sudden my anxiety raised to sky. i dont know what to do, i wanted to go for a doppler(with injection) but its not available in my city and at the time ( at least for 45 days) i cant go to another city. Only u guys understand how it feels ,the loneliness , anxiety and everything. I don't know if it's PTSD or not because the first few days everything was ok and after some time I have seen some improvement.
Any advice or ideas?? Things are getting worse from last week and I don't know what I am supposed to do. I think it was a partial damage which is getting worse by time. I have used vitamin e ever since just to avoid peyronies. Sorry for typos and grammatical mistakes, I'm not native.

[iwantanewone]

Hello,

I certainly understand your panic especially being so young. Read about PEYRONIES disease.
It’s a break or injury to the penis. It can take up to 18 months to heal. The results will depend on your body and how much scar tissue known as plaque forms. There is not much you can do for now. Do you feel lumps or bumps in your dick. A thickening feeling? Does your dick ever look like an hour glass when hard? Read about Peyronies. Also, find a good urologist and make an appointment for the next few months where you can have an ultrasound with the injection. You will need that so the doctor can see if there is damage and scar tissue. Some doctors recommend taking viagra or Cialis now to increase blood flow which promotes healing!
Do some research and make your appointment.
Good luck. Wishing you the best!

[iwantanewone]

Also….you may want to repost in general forum instead of young members…you may get more replies…..

[Themlogical]

Hello,

I certainly understand your panic especially being so young. Read about PEYRONIES disease.
It’s a break or injury to the penis. It can take up to 18 months to heal. The results will depend on your body and how much scar tissue known as plaque forms. There is not much you can do for now. Do you feel lumps or bumps in your dick. A thickening feeling? Does your dick ever look like an hour glass when hard? Read about Peyronies. Also, find a good urologist and make an appointment for the next few months where you can have an ultrasound with the injection. You will need that so the doctor can see if there is damage and scar tissue. Some doctors recommend taking viagra or Cialis now to increase blood flow which promotes healing!
Do some research and make your appointment.
Good luck. Wishing you the best!

Well, i have studied alot about peyronie's and i should say there is no bump or plaque as far as i checked, i had another accident the same as this wich i tought wasnt important, but today i saw another post with same description so will post the other side of story in genral discussion forum. Thanks for the reply.