Hi, guys. I’m sorry for waiting so long for posting again. Believe me, it was necessary. Life is like a rollecoaster. I had to deal with some troubles, like death of a family member and depression. But I’m here and I’ll try to help everyone I can. If I miss some important points in my update, don’t hesitate to ask.
ANGLE:
Deflated, it points to 5 o’clock approximately.
Inflated, it points to 3 o’clock
SENSIVITY:
I feel pleasure and feel all my shaft.
When inflated and aroused, I have a feeling that the site of the incision is a bit weak and it can tear apart doing rough sex. Maybe this is just insecurity.
When I’m cumming, I feel a bit of pain and a numb sensation in my glans. The first shot is a bit painful and kind of gets clogged in my urethra, and the next shots unclog it. It’s very weird!
The numb sensation is just when I’m cumming, and it last two or three seconds. I think it will get better, though. Nerves can get months to heal entirely. Patience, patience.
I’ve seen in FT some guys that got nerve problems just by an implant. There’s a guy that took 8 months to cum. Well, my surgery was much more complex and it can get a long time to heal too. It’s frustrating cause there’s no certainty whether it will get better or not. If don’t, then I’m fucked because this sensation is not good at all.
Another thing: inflated to the max my glans get cold. Probably the corpus spongiosum gets pressed by the implant.
PAIN:
As I wrote above, I feel some pain when cumming, but I think it will resolve after some months.
I also feel an annoying discomfort in the middle of the shaft, on the right side, when the implant is deflated and pointing down. This is all day long. If I’m standing up, I feel it.
PAIN RELATED TO PEYRONIE:
I still feel pain If I eat foods that used to trigger pain in my penis. Peyronie is an auto-immune condition I guess.
I just avoid eating sugar, milk, gluten and all this shit and I feel ok.
SIZE:
Now after a good amount of time has passed and all the swelling went down, I can measure the real size.
I’m not measuring bone-pressed. In my opinion, there’s no sense in measuring bone-pressed if we don’t have a ruler standard. I have three rulers here with me: two of them start the 0 mark 1 cm post the beginning, and one of them starts the measurement at the beginning. Depending on the ruler I use, I gain 1 cm. What’s the point, so?
So my measurement is like I described in my first post: starting the 0 of the ruler from the base of my shaft. The ruler doesn’t touch my bone.
-Length pre-peyronie: 15 cm
-with Peyronie: 13.5 cm
-almost 3 months post-surgery: 14.5 cm (aroused and glans engorged. Without engorgement, it’s 13 cm).
I think I can gain 0.5 cm with cycling, but I’m not worried about length.
What got me upset and disappointed is girth...
-Circumference pre-peyronie: 13.5 cm
-With peyronie: 13.5 cm at the base / 10.5 cm below the glans
-Post-surgery: 13 cm at the very base / 10.5 cm below the glans
Very disappointed here.
At least my glans, when engorged, is girthier than a good part of my shaft…
AESTHETICS:
I can’t understand exactly the incision site. It’s very ugly and looks like I got a STD. I doubt women would be OK sucking this dick. I think this shit is a keloid. I think it won’t heal and look normal again by itself. I’d like to see more subcoronal incisions, but it’s difficult to find men that got it. Damn, circumcision sucks. Keloid after circumcision is rare. Well, Peyronie is uncommon; in my age is rare; severe peyronie in my age is rarer; keloid after circumcision is rare too. If I had the money compared to my unluckiness, I’d be rich as Elon Musk.
I won’t post pics of my implant deflated. A totally deflated Titan looks horrible and very unnatural. If you care about a natural-looking flaccid, you should get AMS. If I have the money to buy it, I’ll get AMS CX (or LGX) in my next revision.
COMFORT:
Well, it got a lot better comparing the last time I posted, but I still thinking about my penis during a good amount of my day. There’s a plastic that’s inside me. It’s almost 3 months post surgery, probably comfort will get better… but for now, I lack that feeling of movement and freedom I had prior to surgery. I feel my penis pressing my underwear when I get up, when I run, when I walk…
Also, circumcision is shit. I don’t like it, I need to wrap my glans with gauze every day. I miss my foreskin lol.
GLANS ENGORGEMENT:
Yea it engorges if I’m excited. I also wake up with it engorged.
BULGE:
Oh, man. I don’t like it. I try always to hide it, and I can because it’s cold in this period of the year in my country and I can use jeans, sweaters... But if I wear shorts and go for a run, it gets clear I have something strange or a big dick.
Some men are more perv and love to show the bulge, but I don’t. And the bulge is a lie because I don’t have a big penis.
INFLATING/DEFLATING:
It’s easy to inflate or deflate.
STEALTH:
The pump is well hidden behind my balls. Aesthetically, nothing can be perceived.
But my ballsack is small and if I’m sitting/lying down, a tubing and the deflate valve can easily be touched.
There are stories of men pumping their implant in the bathroom, pointing it to the side, and going to the foreplay with their women. Lol, there’s no way I can fully pump my implant and point it to the sides. It gets very rigid. A guy sent me a video of him pumping his implant and pointing it totally to the left… I just thought: WOWW, how can he do that? It was like rubber. I never was capable of doing that, and if you can’t do that today without an implant you probably won’t be capable of doing it after the surgery too. If you're like me, it'll be difficult to hide your implant from a girl. I imagine myself always doing oral sex and pumping it while eating the pussy, but what if the girl doesn’t accept me going down? FUUUU hahaha
A lot of doctors (even Eid!!) talk about some wives not knowing their husbands have an implant… Cmon, if this happens, the woman is stupid. Maybe you can have sex with a girl 2 or 3 times without her knowing, but soon enough she’ll perceive things are weird. So if you are a young and single guy and are imagining yourself with an implant banging all girls in your city… I’m sorry, this can happen but probably you’ll get “caught”. Some of them will perceive you have a third ball, but won’t ask you what’s that.
An implant is something weird in the eyes of society. It’s not something you tell to everyone. Almost no one knows what it is. If a girl (especially these b1tches you find in nightclubs and bars) knows you have one, she can get very mean about it and gossip this subject with their bitchy friends.
My verdict:
Do I recommend TEP? Based only on my experience, the answer is NO. It recovered a bit of length and nothing regarding girth. This is very, very disappointing. It’s an unnecessary risk (infection and loss of sensitivity are the worst. But you can get some random pains, weird sensations, etc…).
Maybe without it I’d lose more size, who knows. Some guys lose size after the implant surgery when the surgeon is not skilled enough. And maybe if I didn’t get this procedure I’d be here crying and regretting not recovering my size. Life is that. We never know what will happen till it happens.
I’m sorry guys, I’d love to be here talking about the miracle of this procedure and how my penis now is girthy again and blablabla, but I think we need to accept some losses. Maybe I’ll recover a bit of girth with daily cycling, but if this happens it has nothing to do with TEP. Read its paper. It says the relaxing incisions can recover size intraoperatively. I’m thinking now… probably scar tissues were formed in the process of healing of the incisions, so my tunica is less stretchy now and this can prevent more gains I’d have with Titan cycling. Or maybe I’m just overthinking.
Do I recommend an implant? Humm it depends on a lot of factors: age, if you tried other treatments before, how bad is your peyronie (or/and ED), your socioeconomic status, your job (are you a karate teacher/civil worker/lifeguard?), etc.
If you chose this option, seek the best surgeon you can afford.
My message for young guys: in my opinion, for young men, an implant should be treated as a last resort because there’s no way back and after you put one inside your body you’ll have to live with it for decades and decades. It’s not the same thing for older men.
My peyronie was severe, I tried all conventional treatments and just got worse. It was very unlikely my tunica would heal from nothing, and my situation was just getting worse. I just wanted to get rid of this disease and resume my sexual life. Things can get better and I imagine 1 year from now they will.
1993 born. Brazil.
Peyronies since Sep 2019.
Penis developed curvature, lots of plaque, loss of size and axial rigidity. Severe peyronie.
Mar/21 Titan Touch 20 cm + 1.5 RTE.
