duke_cicero wrote:Day 52. Had sex for the first time since getting surgery.
All I can say is: Wow. I had the best sex of my life last night. For almost 4 hours. I tried positions I was either too nervous to try before or simply couldn't manage because of venous leak. I definitely put my cardio training to the test last night. All that work on the treadmill and the bicycle really appears to have paid off. I gave my lady a pounding that thedriver would no doubt be proud of.
I made her finish 9 times last night, 2 times with my mouth and 7 times with my Genesis. I take an anti-depressant (Wellbutrin) that sometimes makes it difficult for me to finish, but I came 3 times in total, myself. I haven't lost any sensation in my penis. And, importantly, my girlfriend wasn't able to tell that anything was different with me. There's no visible signs of scarring or swelling or anything.
I almost can't believe it. But holy shit, I did it. I feel like my entire life is ahead of me, romantically speaking. This has given me so much confidence. I feel almost high from my accomplishment. I'm so glad that I took the risk and went in and just did this for myself. It's one of the best things I've ever done for myself.
Other notes:
I still have some sexual anxiety. Incredibly, I still had some occasional anxiety about whether I would lose my erection. Which, logically, is ridiculous. I have a $10,000 pair of rods inside my cock. But that's the nature of anxiety. I literally double-checked myself a couple times last night to make sure I hadn't lost it.
The Genesis is very malleable when you're having sex. I noticed that particularly after a hard cowgirl session, my penis would be gently bent in the direction that it ended up in. It didn't feel painful to bend it back into its "natural" position, but I think maybe I was a little sensitive. Healing is definitely still occurring. Probably it's the case that the Tactra doesn't have this characteristic. I don't think it's a problem with the Genesis, since the device is designed to be this way.
I'm a little sore, but probably no more sore than I should be. I have a very small amount of residual soreness from last night, but I think this is normal, especially considering the fact that I had sex for 4 hours. I think anyone would probably be a little sore.
Thank you all for your support. Means the world to me.
I’m late to the party, congrats Duke on your first successful field test! This is an excellent update. Stoked to hear how much confidence it’s given you and your excitement for the future.
