It's been nearly 6 weeks now!
Everything has pretty much normalized.
My scar is maybe 10% visible.
Any pain has mostly subsided, other then when wearing the wrong underwear.
The right underwear is crucial.
The pump has softened up and cycling is not really painful anymore.
Other then when I push it all the way, then it becomes really uncomfortable.
I love the look of my new flaccid!
I was going through some old pictures of my flaccid from before and it looked sad, droopy, and impotent, like that of a man much, much older.
Now my dick and balls always look healthy and ready to go.
Pumped up without engorgement it look flat though. Like a hard dick that's been flattened with an iron on both sides.
Glans Engorgement rounds it out and makes my head swell big.
Unfortunately my glans engorgement was always poor and that is still the case with an implant.
But now I don't need it for sex. Score one for the implant.
Speaking of sex I was for the first time in my life able to penetrate a woman!
It didn't last long but not why you would think. She was in a lot of pain due a cyst so I only got a few strokes in before she tapped out.
Despite trying for close to an hour I was not able to cum. I wore a band but still did not have good enough glans engorgement.
It reminded me of and felt similar to my previous attempts with a semi that would come and go.
It still doesn't feel right for me unless I am nearly fully engorged.
I can get there by myself but haven't got there with a woman yet.
I believe this to be due to my unfamiliarity with women and reliance on porn.
My next adventure was a very sensual massage with a lady I instantly felt a comfort with.
She seemed to enjoy my company as well and she definitely enjoyed my dick.
Engorgement was better this time but topped out around 60% and was closer to 25% for the majority of the time.
Again I was not able to cum
She got on her knees and told me to cum on her beautiful face and tits and I just could not.
I could have died from regret at that moment.
Despite not getting my happy ending with both women I had a good time and definitely got my hope back for the future!
Both of the women played with my balls but neither felt the pump.
Both women complimented me on my hard dick!
My plan now is to start exercising, eating better, and refrain from porn and masturbation to regain some sensitivity.
Basically anything I can do to improve glans engorgement I want to know about it and try it.