The experience of this 27 year old is so uplifiting. Here is a very long excerpt from cnidium:
by Cnidium » Mon Nov 13, 2017 1:39 am
Update Day 39
Got a text from the girl I was flirting around with on Thursday. I could tell right away she wanted to fuck. She was just quoting some song in the text messages. Went to her place, went out for some drinks with her and two of her friends. Two shots later and unknown amount of unknown mixed drinks that I was told I needed to drink and we were back at her place without her friends there. I was already pumped up half away before we went to the bar. She wanted to keep drinking, so as she poured some shitty vodka in a mug in her dark kitchen I pumped up some more, about 2 feet away from her. We made our way to the couch, started making out with her laying across me. Started to rub her out. I got too horny to sit there so we went up stairs. She went up first, so I was behind her. While walking up the stairs I tucked my dick up in my pants and pumped it more, probably good enough for sex at this point. We get into her room and she says she needs to use the bathroom. She leaves for a few minutes. I rip off all my clothes and pump that bitch up as hard as I can. I mean I was crushing the hell out of the inflate pump. She comes back in the room and I am just standing there in the dim light of her TV with my dick just sticking out like its the boss. I smashed that pussy. I don't think I was hurting her, but at one point she sounded like she was crying. I took that as a sign of it felt good with a little bit of pain. I think I was right since she wants me to come over again. But ya, she was my bitch. And she had no idea my dick wasn't normal. Problem was I didn't wear a condom, so I bought her plan B the next morning. I guess I don't really like her, because if I made her pregnant and she decided to keep it I would have been depressed. But she took the pill, I made her take it in front of me.
What are the important parts to take away from this?
- You can have it partially inflated before you even meet some girl.
- There are plenty of times to inflate it without her knowing. In the dark light of a room when she is turned way, while walking up the stairs behind her, when she goes to the bathroom, when you go to the bathroom, during foreplay, ect.
- I didn't really think of, much less stress about, having an implant during all of this. Obviously I am aware it was there, but at no point was I thinking to myself 'o shit I hope I can pull this shit off, I hope she doesn't know'. It all flowed naturally without too much effort on my end.
- Wear a condom, even if its been 4 years and you are horny as fuck. You will sleep better knowing you didn't knock her up.
My plan now is to do what I use to do. Go out with the boys, or solo, and meet women. Have fun and not care too much where the night takes me. I will also be trying to move up in my work so the potential financial stress of having an implant the implied future revisions are less of a burden on me. But, I have plenty of time, and I think having fun without too much care is whats really on my mind now.
Ask me some questions. Ill reply for about a week then I am probably out for a long time, maybe months or years maybe forever or until I get a revision. Everything I wanted to happen and get back has come back from having this implant, and I know its only going to get better.
Peace out.
