What will I still feel re arousal, stimulation post Implant?

[dg_moore]

I get really pissed off with myself, this waiting for surgery still has me wondering if I will go through with it while at the same time I know that it is what I want and that I have made the decision. Your comments that it is the best thing possible for those of us that really have no other option has hit home and I do look forward to the time when we can have spontanious sex without the mental and physical torture as to the ability to perform. With just under two weeks to go I just need to hold it all together, why am I screwing with my mind I am a really a positive guy normally is it something that the rest of you went through?
I know I need a good boot up the arse but it is taking so F---ing long to happen. I have a great wife but I don't want her to go through these thoughts also so I continue to tell her how strong I am and so ready for it and I am, so why am I being so stupid!!! The only word I can think of to explain what I'm being. Stupid, Stupid, Stupid!
Sorry guys don't mean to be a pain but just need to voice these crazy thoughts somewhere, not the type of discussion that you have with just anyone except people like you who have experienced the whole thing.
I will make it and it will be the Best
Thanks for letting me get it out
Zac

I don't think anybody who's been through this didn't experience doubts and fears beforehand. The anticipation is truly the worst part, and waiting is indeed difficult, but it's all part of the process. Hang in there - before you know it it will all be over and you'll forget about this period.

Best of luck to you!
Dave

[zac white]

Thanks Dave it' is helpful to know first that you have someone to talk too even with the stupid shit, secondly that your raving is being understood.
Knowing it's all part of the process and your not the only one who has experienced these feelings sure helps with the sanity.
Ticking off the days 12 to go, just keep telling myself "It's all part of the process"
Zac

[zac white]

Starting to really look forward to the Op and what it will offer us, no more crazy thoughts starting to think of all the good stuff (no pun intended) but it will be good!!!! This time next week and I will be joining all of you that sing its praises, OK I may not be singing too much for a few days
Will be very happy if it's as good as the majority of you say, I love that comment "I should have had it done Fucking years ago"
if I can say that I will be a very happy man!
6 sleeps to go
Zac

[zac white]

5 days post op and very impressed with the amount of feeling and sensation that I have. My penis feels pretty much the same, head feels and looks the same, can feel the tips of the cylinders at the base of the head but OK. Am still able to twitch my cock on command and exert the pressure when pissing for some reason I thought that some of these feelings that you've experienced your whole life may have gone with the surgery. This gives me a real confidence with what ejaculation will feel like, hopefully still an explosive feeling. As the healing takes place I get more and more excited about our future sex life and the pleasure that we both will experience.

[zac white]

7 weeks tomorrow, and now I can answer my own question ?
I have no loss of feeling or sensation, the head of my penis still swells with arousal, I have great ejeculations and the length and girth are looking very good both flaccid and erect.
Why did I worry so much ? But with good reason.
I really appreciate the support and encouragement I got from this post it was what I needed at that time to decide to go ahead.
Sure things can go wrong but they can also go wright I am very thankful that I made the decision and that it all went so very wright. For those of you that are at the big decision stage it is a gamble as to the overall outcome but as we all know ED sucks !
Best wishes to those of you about to embark on your journey to restored sexual activity and pleasure.
Cheers
Zac