Titan Implant with Dr. Taj - Journal

[FinallyBionic]

Excellent result Mricher!
Everything looks good, despite being only a few weeks post-op.
I don't think you need 2 hours of inflation in the morning. Is that Dr. Taj's advice? Most people do 30 mins in morning and same in the evening.

[Mtricher]

Week 5

Hi everyone, time for my update. This is probably going to be a boring one because not too much has changed.

Probably my biggest news is that I have finally been using it for sex. I decided to have a hook up with a guy and I seem to do pretty well. It was all doggy. Things felt odd and I could sort of feel the tips poking into my glans. Overall, it felt good and I was able to come, but it wasn’t entirely pleasurable. Since then I’ve had sex with my husband a couple of times. He is not used to being a bottom so he tends to be tight and has a harder time with it. He did say it felt uncomfortable because I was so hard. Also, I tended to go a bit deep and that made it hurt. I think he’s just not used to it because I’m not unusually large. We also tried cowboy, and while it worked, it was a really uncomfortable for me. I think the squeezing and twisting and not being in control made me really nervous. It just felt like my dick was being torqued. Kind of painful really. The first time with him was not good and I actually felt bad about it because he didn’t seem to be getting much pleasure. We tried again the next day and things were better. I think we both just need to have the right attitude that is going to take some time. I read multiple posts where people had amazing sex right away. I was hoping for that but probably should have been more realistic with my expectations.

Still healing and swelling is very gradually going down. I can feel the tubes and some fullness to the left side of my dick. Also, my pump has taken to rotating a bit and now the button sits facing down. That means if I want to press it. I have to rotate the whole thing upward so I can get my thumb on it. Kind of annoying. But, my scrotum is settling down, and I have less swelling and bruising. Pumping up to fully hard is getting easier. I can do it pretty quickly without any pain. I’ve even gotten to the point where I can squeeze the bulb to where I can’t get any more saline into the cylinders. It’s still uncomfortable when it’s that hard but not as bad as it was. Cycling is getting a little less painful and I try not to pump too hard or I just can’t handle it. Dr. Taj did say that I don’t have to do two hours in one stretch. I can spread it out throughout the day. I have been making that change and it does make things easier.

We were in Florida over the weekend and went to a nude beach. At first, I was a little self-conscious, but then I really started to have fun being a shower. When I walked out of the water, I definitely got some stares. After a while, I sort of enjoyed it and when lying on the towel, I made sure people could get a good view. Proud of my new deflated look. They were plenty of guys with big dangling dicks so I didn’t feel like I was that unusual. Made me comfortable.

I’m thinking about my dick less and less each day. I can now hang comfortably in my underwear for the most part without noticeable pain. Sometimes it does flare up with a dog ears, but overall it’s much better. I still have pain at night that wakes me up sometimes, but it is getting better.

I’m including a picture of my incision. Healing pretty well and I am starting to use scar gel. I don’t tend to trim down or shave so eventually it’s going to be well hidden.

Not really seeing any changes in length that I can tell. It’s possible that my girth has bumped up just a tiny bit. Maybe an eighth of an inch? I’m really hoping that I can get up to 5 inches around across the entire shaft. Time will tell. Still leaning and rotated to the left. I don’t like it, but overall it’s not that bad.