ViaSwiss' Titan Journal | 34yo | 6.25.21 | Revision 11.16.21

[Gt1956]

ViaSwiss. "Been a while" can be taken a couple of ways. Good chance she meant "quite a while" since someone other than her fiancee. Add the dating time to the fiancee time plus the unsure feelings about a post child body. All that together could of made her nervous. Either way, it sounds like she didn't put up much resistance to your advances. If she responded to your movements & didn't just lay there. You hit a home run. In a way, you might of been her maiden voyage as much as she was yours.
Be sure to call/text that you enjoyed your time together. Don't leave her feeling jilted or used. Bad karma doing that.

[cbinspok]

Happy for you ViaS. May you have many more happy times, soon you will be graduating from the group Lol, way to hit a homer

[ViaSwiss]

Implanted breasts meet implanted penis

The lady that I had over the other week (not the one I had sex with) came over last night. We'll call her lady #2 for future encounters. She looked much better tonight as she didn't have fake tan on. We had some wine and chatted in the kitchen for a while. I basically followed the same routine as the previous chick I had over. Semi-pumped, chat in kitchen, invite into room for a movie, start making out, move to some light foreplay, excuse myself to bathroom to piss, pump, and get a condom, back to bed, some more foreplay, condom on, pound town. The only variance this time was that it took me a bit longer to move from being in the bed to making the move, whereas the first chick it was within minutes.

So this was my first encounter with fake tits and I must say they were much much different than expected. Honestly, had she not told me they were implants, I would have thought they were real. Implant surgery had come a long ways, aye? haha.

We probably had sex for 20 minutes. All missionary and then with her legs up, same storyline as lady #1.This girl was just a little bit more relaxed and vocal. I probably came about 10 minutes in, then kept going for 10 more. I don't think she realized I came. Chick was pretty sexy in bed and if I have her back I have a feeling would have some pretty good, open sexual encounters.

During foreplay, she did have her hands on my dick a good amount. Mainly through my shorts, so I doubt she noticed anything strange. But she also for a quick sec rubbed my balls and didn't mention anything. If she would have kept them there any longer I probably would have just said I just had a vasectomy so was sensitive and didn't want that.

There is still this "different" feeling when thrusting in the vagina, this is probably more individual to me, but my tips not being much into my glans... I can tell that part of my dick is realllllyyy hard and then my glans is not quite as hard, just makes for a different feel. I am still timid due to all this, so I've been afraid to go too hard. A few times I did slip out and then slip right back in, so that was nice to know that I still could slip right back in without even meaning to. I do slightly notice the 1.5cm loss of length, but I may gain that back someday. If I don't, not the end of the world.

We ate pizza and chatted in the kitchen afterwards. She mentioned that I was just the second guy she has had sex with since her divorce 1.5 years ago. This chick could have sex almost anytime she wants, most girls can, in fact she was showing me this dude who sliding her DMs as we were eating pizza. I actually know the guy and he is married! She said you wouldn't believe how many random dudes slide in her DMs and then get pissed when she tells them she doesn't want to hear from them. Around midnight, she took off and I went to bed. She texted me when she got home that she wants to stay the night next time. Which makes me realize somethings... so far I've had sex with 2 hot chicks, but I knew prior that I didn't want any type of actual relationship with these 2. So the emotional connection was not there. And because of PFS, my sex drive is pretty low. These sexual encounters have been more rote than anything. Its just conquering land, planting a flag, and looking for more land to conquer. I am not overly interested in doing that long term. I'll fuck a number of more girls, including these 2, but I'd much rather have sex with someone that there is at least "something there" emotionally on my end along with the comfort of exploring more. I've also realized that "conquering this land" isn't going to bring me "happiness" and "fulfill" my life. My children, career, health, family, friends, trips do that. But being able to have sex with anyone at any given point sure does take a dark cloud away from your head. It opens up some head space to be able to focus on other aspects of life.

I am assuming these chicks are happy with our encounters so far. Both want to come back. I mentioned how these encounters are rote. I guess part of that is due to the first time hooking up with them. If I were to get implanted, and then have sex with a wife I had been with for years, I'd imagine I'd immediately be more comfortable to test out more positions, etc. Tomorrow night girl #1 is coming back over. I may not even fuck her, because she appears to be too attached after 1 visit, and I may need to have a talk with her about what we are and what we are not and what we won't be.

[BuffaloMaxx]

Hey ViaSwiss, been reading you for awhile. You are moving along great. Your experiences after one month sound fantastic, imagine 3 months or a year later with full healing?? I would normally say I’m totally pumped for you, but that might come across wrong now. . You give me great hope with a bit of jealousy. It’s been decades success I’ve had some strange.


Edit: I meant to ask you about using hcg and getting testicle size back. I’ve been in trt for years and hate the 2 little peas I have for balls. I haven’t looked into that before. I’m going to Google it, but appreciate anything you know. Thanks

[ViaSwiss]

Hey ViaSwiss, been reading you for awhile. You are moving along great. Your experiences after one month sound fantastic, imagine 3 months or a year later with full healing?? I would normally say I’m totally pumped for you, but that might come across wrong now. . You give me great hope with a bit of jealousy. It’s been decades success I’ve had some strange.


Edit: I meant to ask you about using hcg and getting testicle size back. I’ve been in trt for years and hate the 2 little peas I have for balls. I haven’t looked into that before. I’m going to Google it, but appreciate anything you know. Thanks

Appreciate it Maxx, just read your story and while I agree with you, I would have loved to have been able to rebuild my relationship w my wife like you have. Congrats to you guys.

[Gt1956]

ViaSwiss. A point to consider. I've seen a YouTube video by a woman that offers relationship advice. She mentioned that if, by chance, the man hits a home run in the first encounter & causes the woman to orgasm. That the emotions from that orgasm can really skew their minds. She made it sound like they could become overly attached way too quickly. Not accusing either of these women of that. But try to keep that in the back of your mind. A very receptive woman can really influence a man to make committments that they aren't ready for.
That aside, have fun & good luck.

[smphead]

ViaSwiss, nice to hear you already using it on two woman. I can relate that you don't have the urge to go from one woman to the other.

Do you have stares now at your crotch? Don't know if you like naked beaches, sauna's, spa's but do you think if that's possible or is it to obscene?

[smphead]

ViaSwiss, nice to hear you already using it on two woman. I can relate that you don't have the urge to go from one woman to the other.

Do you have stares now at your crotch? Don't know if you like naked beaches, sauna's, spa's but do you think if that's possible or is it to obscene?

[OregonStrong]

Hey ViaSwiss, been reading you for awhile. You are moving along great. Your experiences after one month sound fantastic, imagine 3 months or a year later with full healing?? I would normally say I’m totally pumped for you, but that might come across wrong now. . You give me great hope with a bit of jealousy. It’s been decades success I’ve had some strange.


Edit: I meant to ask you about using hcg and getting testicle size back. I’ve been in trt for years and hate the 2 little peas I have for balls. I haven’t looked into that before. I’m going to Google it, but appreciate anything you know. Thanks

that happened to me with testosterone replacement, the balls completely vanished. I ended up with testicular prostheses to give me the look of having balls still. Wish my real ones hadn't been affected that way.

[ViaSwiss]

ViaSwiss, nice to hear you already using it on two woman. I can relate that you don't have the urge to go from one woman to the other.

Do you have stares now at your crotch? Don't know if you like naked beaches, sauna's, spa's but do you think if that's possible or is it to obscene?

I have actually noticed less stares. I used to gave a big bulge flaccid that you could see. Now, I tend to keep it pointed up, so while there is a bulge, its easier to hide that pointed down or to the side. I really have to keep it pointed up or it would look like I have a mini erection.

Flaccid, all the way deflated would get looks at a spa or beach because it looks sort of squished. But a few pumps should look fine just like a big dick.