IMPLANT JOURNEY of 27 & 78 Yr Old: Same day Surgery 9/20/2022

[AmansinCali]

Minnesota, Minnesota, Minnesota! I am so proud of you man, great write up and great use of your new ever ready dick. I can tell you are very relieved the first use worked out so well, not too graphic at all, we are all grown men here and understand everything you said...perfect!

I can understand how the dry humping would be uncomfortable and possibly painful, it made me wince a bit when I first read about it, but I think most guys would put up with it as you did, just to get back into the swing of things. I am, and I am certainly not alone, very please you were able to have intercourse without pain and everything was normal and actually better than it was before. That is outstanding Minnesota! So, if I am reading you right there was no pain for discomfort during penetration, is that correct? That is unbelievable, 25 days and you are out there fucking, wow!!! The orgasm and ejaculation reports make it even better and words we all want to hear. Did you continue after you ejaculated? Did this gal think you were a super star? Bet she never had anything near what you were able to give her. Curious, how old was she?

I am so glad to hear you were able to discretely pump without her knowing, what more could you ask for? Just outstanding!

Deflated I have those dog ears too, I think it is completely normal. The best description I have heard is imagine a plastic straw you bend, when it is bent at both sides of the crease it makes a sharp point, when your implant is bent uninflated it makes that same point which you can feel through the skin. I have it, you have it and I think everyone else has it. It is something you just get used to when you stuff it back in your jeans, hanging free it is not as noticeable.

I had no feeling of self-consciousness at my reunion, my wife bought me a couple nice silk shirts to wear untucked, which seems to be in style now, which fell below my bulge, but even if they didn't, I would have been fine tucked in. I am trim, so usually have the tucked in look. Actually, it felt good to have a chubby, it makes you more aware of your dick which always feels good when you are around women.

I haven't had time to cycle since I have been back home, but plan to take a hot shower and do my best to pump that sucker up. I will let you know how that goes.

I couldn't be happier for you Minnesota! As you said, I think it is important for guys thinking about getting an implant here of your nearly instant success your first time out. Don't be self-conscious, it is what the guys want to hear, keep posting your adventures.

[Juerhareb]

Hey Minnesota,

I was happy to see your reply and your change of attitude. As I read your latest post it sounded like you were describing my progress, your recovery is like a mirror image of mine.

I was actually glad to hear you had to lay off of pumping for a couple days because I had to also. The skin of my scrotum and the tissue caught between my fingers and the pump really became inflamed and sore. I am at my high school class reunion this weekend and I was really concerned about walking around with a hard on I bought some new shirts I could wear untucked, but, like you I feel like I am hanging lower plus I am just getting more comfortable with my new flaccid. My wife says I could easily go tucked in and no one would notice and she added do you really check out the other guys in the gym shower? LOL! I think we are getting used to our new look.

I am not too concerned about laying off pumping for a few days because a lot of guys don’t begin cycling for 4 to 6 weeks, so I am going to ease into it, makes no sense to me to make yourself that sore. I had more problems pumping than deflating, like you say it is hard to keep the pump from slipping out of your grip, fortunately it hasn’t crashed into anything sensitive if you know what I mean.

I am not sure why, but my flaccid is hanging lower too. We just have to keep in mind we are not that long out of surgery and everything is still cooling off. I think that is why I had such inflammation from pumping, we are just plain not healed yet. I will definitely look up your doctor’s video and let you know it helps. No, I have not had sex with my wife, she was at all my appointments and surgery and there is no way she would let me use it on her, rules are rules! I will definitely let you know how it goes and you do the same. I think it will be a lot easier for me, she is very understanding and wants this to work as much as I do and she doesn’t want any setbacks. Do you have a friend with benefits who could help you launch your new tool? If you will be using it with someone completely new it brings up a bunch of different issues…best of luck with that. Let me know how it goes.

I too have new feelings in my dick, I think it is from having a ‘semi’ all the time, it just makes everything more sensitive, a lot of guys have reported this which seems like a good thing. I will be so relieved when and if I get glans engorgement, that is really important. I was getting a lot with tri-mix so I hope that transfers over. It will be so nice to get back in the saddle, we have some catching up to do.

Overall, I am very happy with my recovery, never any pain, except for the soreness from beginning to cycle. It was all just irritation from trying to pump, it takes a lot more pressure than I anticipated, one video I watched said there is 20 lbs of pressure when the implant is filled, that makes the little pump really hard.

So glad you are feeling better Minnesota, I know it is hard to be patient. Best of luck!

WEEK 4 UPDATE (Actually 27 days but 4 weeks as of tomorrow morning from the date of this posting)

*This update is also in response to AmansinCali. I personally feel our reciprocal conversations adds a lot of value to my updates and those of you out there following along given our journey beginning on the same day.

AmansinCali - I am glad we are on the same path to recovery and can offer each other some help and hopefully others as well. I still have that inflammation between the sac (hematoma) which likes to sit right where the deflation valve is. I need to really move things around and basically push right through it just to get to the deflation valve. I am visiting a friend in St. Louis and have actually been out partying a bit and have been to clubs and even used my new toy the other night which I will get to in a bit!

As far as your reunion, AmansinCali, I think it will go great. Maybe deflate it as much as possible, put that one pump back in and put it to whatever side it hangs best.. I found it helpful to practice in public. What I mean is you almost need to get uncomfortable before you get comfortable with it. I knew I had to look nice and wear nice clothes to some of the places I have been this past week and I just forced myself to be uncomfortable, and eventually as these last few days and nights went on, I only noticed a small bulge when I laid it the right way for me, and my tubes got more used to laying to the left and down my thigh. I just got more used to it.. For me, what is most uncomfortable as of now is at the top of the tubes when I bend it to the left and down my leg when flaccif and trying to be in public wearing nicer tighter fitting clothing.. I believe this is what people describe as dog ears? That bend sort of feels uncomfortable. I am most comfortable wearing baggy sweats or shorts and free balling it at home but obviously not always feasible. I have found that lululemon underwear feel the best when I do need to wear nicer and tighter pants or shorts. I just stretch out the side of the underwear a bit where my penis hangs for a little extra room so it doesn’t bend down so much that it is way too uncomfortable and unbearable to do. But it gives it just enough room.. Keeps it tight enough to where I can get used to it and there’s not a bulge that just looks a boner lol. Just a nice bulge.

As far as other guys and the showering, I am probably the straightest gay person you would ever meet (I mean this playfully and with respect to gays. I have buddies who are gay so no offense to this) so my buddies and I like to give each other shit in the locker rooms and stuff so I know they will definitely see I am hung and it will be funny, idc! I will need to wait til it sits down more though before I shower with anyone…. Especially at work with guys who aren’t tight friends and will see my “flaccid bruised boner” in the shower. I know it will get better tho.

The other night (2 nights ago, 25 days after surgery) and gave it a go! I brought a girl home and found it extremely painful as I was being teased with her riding on top of me with underwear on. Basically riding and pressing down right on the bottom of my dick with her on top and her body weight pressing down… but I fought through it and acted like it was enjoyable lol. I pumped in the bathroom right before I went into the bedroom. BJ and HJ were a bit awkward in my own head, not sure about hers. Reason being is because I knew she had to of felt the tubing a bit with her hand when giving me a HJ while I laid on my back and she was on top… and mainly the pump in my balls given it is so hard and she kept touching down there. She never said anything tho. And keep in mind this is my first time and only awkward because this is a partner that has no clue, and I didn’t tell her. With a partner who knows, would not have been a thing at all… Anyway, what is extremely natural is the sex. There is absolutely nothing unnatural feeling about it for me or the partner as I can tell. You just have a rock hard boner and it feels great for them. As far as ejaculation, wayyyy stronger than in the past. I don’t know why, but it is. I also should add that the next morning I felt things were getting hot and heavy and I actually succeeded at pumping with one hand underneath the covers! I did not go to the bathroom or anything. I should note that the night before all I did was hit my deflate valve a few times without squeezing on the penis to get everything out because it was like 5am and I figured what is the big deal if I wake up with a slight boner or chub. Well, it went down to probly 50% before bed, and with some pumps with my one hand under the covers It got me to like 70% the next morning, which was enough. After I pumped with one hand I didn’t really have the chance to do more because that would have required both hands given how hard it gets to pump as you get harder… and she was already on me. I didn’t know I could do that with one hand but I was under pressure and I guess I am good under pressure?!! It worked out and felt good to get the first one out of the way. My first discreet one that is, even better! I don’t mean to get so personal, but I think this helps people get the best understanding of real life moments with the implant life.

AmansinCali, Interesting you had more issues pumping versus deflating, unlike me.. Don’t you find it tough deflating with all that hematoma in the sac? For those of you who don’t know, hematoma is; “a bad bruise. It happens when an injury causes blood to collect and pool under the skin. The pooling blood gives the skin a spongy, rubbery, lumpy feel.”

That is one thing we are opposite on, AmansinCali. That spongy like pooling blood underneath is what makes it tough to get to that deflate valve. However, I am able to get it after some work. As far as engorgement in the head, if it isn't succesful for you, would cialis or viagra help that possibly? I have noticed that my head did seem a little floppier when I use it for sex when rubbing my head on her in certain spots... Again, tough to explain without being completely blunt!

Next time I pump and update on here, I will count how many pumps it takes to get hard from full deflation. I have found mine is not very many at all in respect to many I’ve read on here, and I have a decent sized reservoir and tubes as well… I am pretty happy about that inflating aspect, and I know deflating will be better once that internal inflammation subsides a bit.. As you said though it makes no sense to pump this early when you are too sore… I also know it isn’t good to wait too long, as Spanish on here told me. I guess the hematoma won’t become worse or cause damage if working through it when pumping and deflating… I began cycling again after my first use two nights ago but only once per day in the evening.

When you inflated it in the bathroom, did you put tour trousers or at lesst underwear on or is that imposible and you just went With her nude.

[AmansinCali]

Minnesota,

I have another technical question for you.

How was the engorgement of your glans during your romp? I don’t remember what you were using to get hard before the implant, pills or injections. Is your engorgement the same as prior to implant?

I have noticed when I cycle my glans does not engorge, but I am not sexually stimulated either. Is that the case with you? When I pump up my glans does not expand like the rest of my dick, so the penis looks engorged, but it looks like the poor fellow has a small hat on. I would like to compare those reactions with you. I am trying not to worry about that. LMK.

[Running Bare]

Thank you Minnesota and AmansinCali for your updates. I just had my surgery moved up from Dec.14th to Nov. 15th in Miami with Dr. Perito. I'm really looking forward to this next step. Four months ago I even knew about this process. I had a salesman from a "Sleeve" manufacturer tell me about this site and now I'm all set. I am a 68yo from TX who has had ED for about the last six years. "T" Pellets, Pills, Shots and Aromatherapy (jk)have not worked. I seem to miss the Super TriMix "Sweet Spot" more often now which makes for a painful 24-48 hour period. I have been giving myself shots for the past year and now add a pill with the shot.

Please keep us updated, this is very useful information for us all.

Miami, here I come...no pun intended!

[AmansinCali]

Hey Running Bear,

Consider yourself very fortunate you found this site, I don't think many of us go around advertising we have ED and suggest people go to this site, at least I don't. Most find FT by doing searches to try to solve their problem, that's the way I found it, and it took me into my injection phase and now the implant phase. Without FT I wouldn't have this wonderful device implanted.

Did Dr. Perito mention using a VED to exercise your penis before your implant? Six years is a long time; hopefully, you have been having some erections with your injections. It is believed that if you don't use it you lose it, mostly in length. Have you noticed over the years that you have lost any length. Most doctors, it is reported here, encourage the use of vacuum devices to pull the much-needed blood into your penis and keeps it from atrophying and actually somewhat restores some of what has been lost. If Perito recommended it, follow his advice, he is well respected, if he didn't mention it, call his office and get his recommendations. My doctor suggested I stop using the VED 10 days before surgery, but he did not say why and I didn't ask. I think the group of surgeons who do this work are like angels, the joy they bring back to men and their relationships is nearly holy.

I am pretty sure you have discovered many of Peritos MTP (Meet the Penis) videos on YouTube, if you haven't, watch as many as you can, it will build confidence in Perito and answer nearly any question you might have. You are in good hands.

FT is a wonderful site, it works because of the postings of its members, either personal experiences or questions. Welcome aboard, you will be a great addition to FT.

[Minnesota#2]

Hey Minnesota,

I was happy to see your reply and your change of attitude. As I read your latest post it sounded like you were describing my progress, your recovery is like a mirror image of mine.

I was actually glad to hear you had to lay off of pumping for a couple days because I had to also. The skin of my scrotum and the tissue caught between my fingers and the pump really became inflamed and sore. I am at my high school class reunion this weekend and I was really concerned about walking around with a hard on I bought some new shirts I could wear untucked, but, like you I feel like I am hanging lower plus I am just getting more comfortable with my new flaccid. My wife says I could easily go tucked in and no one would notice and she added do you really check out the other guys in the gym shower? LOL! I think we are getting used to our new look.

I am not too concerned about laying off pumping for a few days because a lot of guys don’t begin cycling for 4 to 6 weeks, so I am going to ease into it, makes no sense to me to make yourself that sore. I had more problems pumping than deflating, like you say it is hard to keep the pump from slipping out of your grip, fortunately it hasn’t crashed into anything sensitive if you know what I mean.

I am not sure why, but my flaccid is hanging lower too. We just have to keep in mind we are not that long out of surgery and everything is still cooling off. I think that is why I had such inflammation from pumping, we are just plain not healed yet. I will definitely look up your doctor’s video and let you know it helps. No, I have not had sex with my wife, she was at all my appointments and surgery and there is no way she would let me use it on her, rules are rules! I will definitely let you know how it goes and you do the same. I think it will be a lot easier for me, she is very understanding and wants this to work as much as I do and she doesn’t want any setbacks. Do you have a friend with benefits who could help you launch your new tool? If you will be using it with someone completely new it brings up a bunch of different issues…best of luck with that. Let me know how it goes.

I too have new feelings in my dick, I think it is from having a ‘semi’ all the time, it just makes everything more sensitive, a lot of guys have reported this which seems like a good thing. I will be so relieved when and if I get glans engorgement, that is really important. I was getting a lot with tri-mix so I hope that transfers over. It will be so nice to get back in the saddle, we have some catching up to do.

Overall, I am very happy with my recovery, never any pain, except for the soreness from beginning to cycle. It was all just irritation from trying to pump, it takes a lot more pressure than I anticipated, one video I watched said there is 20 lbs of pressure when the implant is filled, that makes the little pump really hard.

So glad you are feeling better Minnesota, I know it is hard to be patient. Best of luck!

WEEK 4 UPDATE (Actually 27 days but 4 weeks as of tomorrow morning from the date of this posting)

*This update is also in response to AmansinCali. I personally feel our reciprocal conversations adds a lot of value to my updates and those of you out there following along given our journey beginning on the same day.

AmansinCali - I am glad we are on the same path to recovery and can offer each other some help and hopefully others as well. I still have that inflammation between the sac (hematoma) which likes to sit right where the deflation valve is. I need to really move things around and basically push right through it just to get to the deflation valve. I am visiting a friend in St. Louis and have actually been out partying a bit and have been to clubs and even used my new toy the other night which I will get to in a bit!

As far as your reunion, AmansinCali, I think it will go great. Maybe deflate it as much as possible, put that one pump back in and put it to whatever side it hangs best.. I found it helpful to practice in public. What I mean is you almost need to get uncomfortable before you get comfortable with it. I knew I had to look nice and wear nice clothes to some of the places I have been this past week and I just forced myself to be uncomfortable, and eventually as these last few days and nights went on, I only noticed a small bulge when I laid it the right way for me, and my tubes got more used to laying to the left and down my thigh. I just got more used to it.. For me, what is most uncomfortable as of now is at the top of the tubes when I bend it to the left and down my leg when flaccif and trying to be in public wearing nicer tighter fitting clothing.. I believe this is what people describe as dog ears? That bend sort of feels uncomfortable. I am most comfortable wearing baggy sweats or shorts and free balling it at home but obviously not always feasible. I have found that lululemon underwear feel the best when I do need to wear nicer and tighter pants or shorts. I just stretch out the side of the underwear a bit where my penis hangs for a little extra room so it doesn’t bend down so much that it is way too uncomfortable and unbearable to do. But it gives it just enough room.. Keeps it tight enough to where I can get used to it and there’s not a bulge that just looks a boner lol. Just a nice bulge.

As far as other guys and the showering, I am probably the straightest gay person you would ever meet (I mean this playfully and with respect to gays. I have buddies who are gay so no offense to this) so my buddies and I like to give each other shit in the locker rooms and stuff so I know they will definitely see I am hung and it will be funny, idc! I will need to wait til it sits down more though before I shower with anyone…. Especially at work with guys who aren’t tight friends and will see my “flaccid bruised boner” in the shower. I know it will get better tho.

The other night (2 nights ago, 25 days after surgery) and gave it a go! I brought a girl home and found it extremely painful as I was being teased with her riding on top of me with underwear on. Basically riding and pressing down right on the bottom of my dick with her on top and her body weight pressing down… but I fought through it and acted like it was enjoyable lol. I pumped in the bathroom right before I went into the bedroom. BJ and HJ were a bit awkward in my own head, not sure about hers. Reason being is because I knew she had to of felt the tubing a bit with her hand when giving me a HJ while I laid on my back and she was on top… and mainly the pump in my balls given it is so hard and she kept touching down there. She never said anything tho. And keep in mind this is my first time and only awkward because this is a partner that has no clue, and I didn’t tell her. With a partner who knows, would not have been a thing at all… Anyway, what is extremely natural is the sex. There is absolutely nothing unnatural feeling about it for me or the partner as I can tell. You just have a rock hard boner and it feels great for them. As far as ejaculation, wayyyy stronger than in the past. I don’t know why, but it is. I also should add that the next morning I felt things were getting hot and heavy and I actually succeeded at pumping with one hand underneath the covers! I did not go to the bathroom or anything. I should note that the night before all I did was hit my deflate valve a few times without squeezing on the penis to get everything out because it was like 5am and I figured what is the big deal if I wake up with a slight boner or chub. Well, it went down to probly 50% before bed, and with some pumps with my one hand under the covers It got me to like 70% the next morning, which was enough. After I pumped with one hand I didn’t really have the chance to do more because that would have required both hands given how hard it gets to pump as you get harder… and she was already on me. I didn’t know I could do that with one hand but I was under pressure and I guess I am good under pressure?!! It worked out and felt good to get the first one out of the way. My first discreet one that is, even better! I don’t mean to get so personal, but I think this helps people get the best understanding of real life moments with the implant life.

AmansinCali, Interesting you had more issues pumping versus deflating, unlike me.. Don’t you find it tough deflating with all that hematoma in the sac? For those of you who don’t know, hematoma is; “a bad bruise. It happens when an injury causes blood to collect and pool under the skin. The pooling blood gives the skin a spongy, rubbery, lumpy feel.”

That is one thing we are opposite on, AmansinCali. That spongy like pooling blood underneath is what makes it tough to get to that deflate valve. However, I am able to get it after some work. As far as engorgement in the head, if it isn't succesful for you, would cialis or viagra help that possibly? I have noticed that my head did seem a little floppier when I use it for sex when rubbing my head on her in certain spots... Again, tough to explain without being completely blunt!

Next time I pump and update on here, I will count how many pumps it takes to get hard from full deflation. I have found mine is not very many at all in respect to many I’ve read on here, and I have a decent sized reservoir and tubes as well… I am pretty happy about that inflating aspect, and I know deflating will be better once that internal inflammation subsides a bit.. As you said though it makes no sense to pump this early when you are too sore… I also know it isn’t good to wait too long, as Spanish on here told me. I guess the hematoma won’t become worse or cause damage if working through it when pumping and deflating… I began cycling again after my first use two nights ago but only once per day in the evening.

When you inflated it in the bathroom, did you put tour trousers or at lesst underwear on or is that imposible and you just went With her nude.

Good question. I inflated and had it hang to the side and just walked with my arms covering. I wasn't too shy because we both knew what was going on. Also didnt want her to see me walk out of the bathroom like that either so I just sort of held my phone there as I walked to the bed.

[Minnesota#2]

Minnesota,

I have another technical question for you.

How was the engorgement of your glans during your romp? I don’t remember what you were using to get hard before the implant, pills or injections. Is your engorgement the same as prior to implant?

I have noticed when I cycle my glans does not engorge, but I am not sexually stimulated either. Is that the case with you? When I pump up my glans does not expand like the rest of my dick, so the penis looks engorged, but it looks like the poor fellow has a small hat on. I would like to compare those reactions with you. I am trying not to worry about that. LMK.

Thank you AmansinCali! It has been nice because I am off of work for a bit, and starting to feel better so I have been getting out there and going to concerts and everything. It is to the point where I don’t even think of my new dick when out having a good time. When exercising, it is not so easy, especially doing lunges. Dick gets in the way lol… I have only done very light workouts with very little weight since it has only been 4 weeks.

Yes the dry humping… Terrible lol. Makes me not want to do anything for awhile til I have no pain at all or someone agrees to only sex lol! Penetration there is not pain. I also don’t pump to 100%. I would say around 85%. And honestly I didn’t keep going because it was like 5am, she had to work at like 11 the next day! She was 31 years old. Nice gal. Ejaculation is much stronger than before. Mind blowing orgasms. I discreetly pumped without her knowing. It wasn’t easy but got the job done!

Thanks for clarifying on the dog ears. It can be uncomfortable but becoming to be less noticeable. Just as you said, something we get used to…

I am really happy to hear the reunion went well!! Walking around with confidence, I love that. I am with you on the cycling as well. I have been doing once per day which I am fine with because I am sore after deflating.

I appreciate the kind words. I am looking forward to hearing your progress moving forward as well. Please keep us informed.

As far as engorgement question, it was definitely there, but different. When I rubbed my head on her clit, it felt more floppy for sure. I think that is because the actual shaft is just so hard. That is why I like 80-85% hard. It matches the hardness of the head better if that makes sense. I think it is normal for the head to not engorge though I have heard. I will say if I am not sexually stimulated or horny, my head does not engorge. When I am it does, but it is not as hard. I wonder if a daily Cialis would help the head engorge more when sexually stimulated…?

[Minnesota#2]

Thank you Minnesota and AmansinCali for your updates. I just had my surgery moved up from Dec.14th to Nov. 15th in Miami with Dr. Perito. I'm really looking forward to this next step. Four months ago I even knew about this process. I had a salesman from a "Sleeve" manufacturer tell me about this site and now I'm all set. I am a 68yo from TX who has had ED for about the last six years. "T" Pellets, Pills, Shots and Aromatherapy (jk)have not worked. I seem to miss the Super TriMix "Sweet Spot" more often now which makes for a painful 24-48 hour period. I have been giving myself shots for the past year and now add a pill with the shot.

Please keep us updated, this is very useful information for us all.

Miami, here I come...no pun intended!

Keep us informed! Glad you are making the jump. The shots sound awful... I had that experience when they did my doppler. I will keep updating, for sure. Good luck Running Bear! Things will go well.

[Spanishxb]

Thank you Minnesota and AmansinCali for your updates. I just had my surgery moved up from Dec.14th to Nov. 15th in Miami with Dr. Perito. I'm really looking forward to this next step. Four months ago I even knew about this process. I had a salesman from a "Sleeve" manufacturer tell me about this site and now I'm all set. I am a 68yo from TX who has had ED for about the last six years. "T" Pellets, Pills, Shots and Aromatherapy (jk)have not worked. I seem to miss the Super TriMix "Sweet Spot" more often now which makes for a painful 24-48 hour period. I have been giving myself shots for the past year and now add a pill with the shot.

Please keep us updated, this is very useful information for us all.

Miami, here I come...no pun intended!

Keep us informed! Glad you are making the jump. The shots sound awful... I had that experience when they did my doppler. I will keep updating, for sure. Good luck Running Bear! Things will go well.

Nice! You got it done! Sweet! Yes orgasms are way stronger. Little different. I agree you can pump to 70% hard one handed but trust me once you figure out how hard you actually can squeeze that thing and keep it pumping, I gain 1/2" in width from 70% to 100%...which with my average dick size, I think is worth the squeeze. Brings me above average.

Glad to hear yah got er done!! I wonder what she thought during HJ and BJ. But that's just my anxious mind, who cares as long as yah got some.

[Juerhareb]

WEEK 4 UPDATE (Actually 27 days but 4 weeks as of tomorrow morning from the date of this posting)

*This update is also in response to AmansinCali. I personally feel our reciprocal conversations adds a lot of value to my updates and those of you out there following along given our journey beginning on the same day.

AmansinCali - I am glad we are on the same path to recovery and can offer each other some help and hopefully others as well. I still have that inflammation between the sac (hematoma) which likes to sit right where the deflation valve is. I need to really move things around and basically push right through it just to get to the deflation valve. I am visiting a friend in St. Louis and have actually been out partying a bit and have been to clubs and even used my new toy the other night which I will get to in a bit!

As far as your reunion, AmansinCali, I think it will go great. Maybe deflate it as much as possible, put that one pump back in and put it to whatever side it hangs best.. I found it helpful to practice in public. What I mean is you almost need to get uncomfortable before you get comfortable with it. I knew I had to look nice and wear nice clothes to some of the places I have been this past week and I just forced myself to be uncomfortable, and eventually as these last few days and nights went on, I only noticed a small bulge when I laid it the right way for me, and my tubes got more used to laying to the left and down my thigh. I just got more used to it.. For me, what is most uncomfortable as of now is at the top of the tubes when I bend it to the left and down my leg when flaccif and trying to be in public wearing nicer tighter fitting clothing.. I believe this is what people describe as dog ears? That bend sort of feels uncomfortable. I am most comfortable wearing baggy sweats or shorts and free balling it at home but obviously not always feasible. I have found that lululemon underwear feel the best when I do need to wear nicer and tighter pants or shorts. I just stretch out the side of the underwear a bit where my penis hangs for a little extra room so it doesn’t bend down so much that it is way too uncomfortable and unbearable to do. But it gives it just enough room.. Keeps it tight enough to where I can get used to it and there’s not a bulge that just looks a boner lol. Just a nice bulge.

As far as other guys and the showering, I am probably the straightest gay person you would ever meet (I mean this playfully and with respect to gays. I have buddies who are gay so no offense to this) so my buddies and I like to give each other shit in the locker rooms and stuff so I know they will definitely see I am hung and it will be funny, idc! I will need to wait til it sits down more though before I shower with anyone…. Especially at work with guys who aren’t tight friends and will see my “flaccid bruised boner” in the shower. I know it will get better tho.

The other night (2 nights ago, 25 days after surgery) and gave it a go! I brought a girl home and found it extremely painful as I was being teased with her riding on top of me with underwear on. Basically riding and pressing down right on the bottom of my dick with her on top and her body weight pressing down… but I fought through it and acted like it was enjoyable lol. I pumped in the bathroom right before I went into the bedroom. BJ and HJ were a bit awkward in my own head, not sure about hers. Reason being is because I knew she had to of felt the tubing a bit with her hand when giving me a HJ while I laid on my back and she was on top… and mainly the pump in my balls given it is so hard and she kept touching down there. She never said anything tho. And keep in mind this is my first time and only awkward because this is a partner that has no clue, and I didn’t tell her. With a partner who knows, would not have been a thing at all… Anyway, what is extremely natural is the sex. There is absolutely nothing unnatural feeling about it for me or the partner as I can tell. You just have a rock hard boner and it feels great for them. As far as ejaculation, wayyyy stronger than in the past. I don’t know why, but it is. I also should add that the next morning I felt things were getting hot and heavy and I actually succeeded at pumping with one hand underneath the covers! I did not go to the bathroom or anything. I should note that the night before all I did was hit my deflate valve a few times without squeezing on the penis to get everything out because it was like 5am and I figured what is the big deal if I wake up with a slight boner or chub. Well, it went down to probly 50% before bed, and with some pumps with my one hand under the covers It got me to like 70% the next morning, which was enough. After I pumped with one hand I didn’t really have the chance to do more because that would have required both hands given how hard it gets to pump as you get harder… and she was already on me. I didn’t know I could do that with one hand but I was under pressure and I guess I am good under pressure?!! It worked out and felt good to get the first one out of the way. My first discreet one that is, even better! I don’t mean to get so personal, but I think this helps people get the best understanding of real life moments with the implant life.

AmansinCali, Interesting you had more issues pumping versus deflating, unlike me.. Don’t you find it tough deflating with all that hematoma in the sac? For those of you who don’t know, hematoma is; “a bad bruise. It happens when an injury causes blood to collect and pool under the skin. The pooling blood gives the skin a spongy, rubbery, lumpy feel.”

That is one thing we are opposite on, AmansinCali. That spongy like pooling blood underneath is what makes it tough to get to that deflate valve. However, I am able to get it after some work. As far as engorgement in the head, if it isn't succesful for you, would cialis or viagra help that possibly? I have noticed that my head did seem a little floppier when I use it for sex when rubbing my head on her in certain spots... Again, tough to explain without being completely blunt!

Next time I pump and update on here, I will count how many pumps it takes to get hard from full deflation. I have found mine is not very many at all in respect to many I’ve read on here, and I have a decent sized reservoir and tubes as well… I am pretty happy about that inflating aspect, and I know deflating will be better once that internal inflammation subsides a bit.. As you said though it makes no sense to pump this early when you are too sore… I also know it isn’t good to wait too long, as Spanish on here told me. I guess the hematoma won’t become worse or cause damage if working through it when pumping and deflating… I began cycling again after my first use two nights ago but only once per day in the evening.

When you inflated it in the bathroom, did you put tour trousers or at lesst underwear on or is that imposible and you just went With her nude.

Good question. I inflated and had it hang to the side and just walked with my arms covering. I wasn't too shy because we both knew what was going on. Also didnt want her to see me walk out of the bathroom like that either so I just sort of held my phone there as I walked to the bed.

So I guess it is impossible to inflate it and put your trousers or even your underwear on? As you can when you are hard with a regular penis.