Implant is Blessing / My story
Posted: Tue Aug 28, 2018 11:05 pm
It has been 2 full years since I have been implanted with a Titan, but for me the time feels right to share /summarize my story. I am 38 years old (36 at time of implant). No one has ever been able to find a definitive cause to my ED, but I truly believe Propecia/Finasteride deeply hurt my body and my hormone system. I would almost beg anyone not to use that drug. For 5 years prior to my implant surgery I watched my ED get worse and worse over time. The final year before the surgery I was watching my penis actually thin out / shrink before my eyes. I lost all sex drive / leg hair / had terrible brain fog/ and my testosterone
Levels crashed to 150 on multiple tests. With no blood flow in my penis and it being “cold” all the time I would feel as if I had to pee every second and I would drip in my underwear a lot. I literally tried everything from ( reg counseling to sex therapy to taking 200 MG of Viagra and cialis 2 times a day to try and get some blood flow but nothing worked.) I can not count the amount of doctors I saw over that 5 year span. I think the saddest day for me was when I left John Hopkins and they said there was nothing they could do / find why these things were happening to me. I could write so much more but I will spare everyone the ugly details. I will say thank god for my mother and father for being there for me along the way or I would not of been alive to write this. I can not explain how much I thought about / considered taking my life.
I finally found 2 doctors that would change my life. The first was Dr Eugene Shippen ( just retired this summer) who is one of the few doctors in the world who has been affective in treating finasteride suffers. Over the course of a year He was able to get me on a very good TRT / HCG protocol which would allow me to not be tired and weak anymore and also off depression medicine completely ( which I had to go on after a couple years of going through this) . Even though Dr Shippen helped me out a ton physically and mentally no matter what he tried it would not help my penis.
That is what led me to looking into an implant as a answer to having some kind of a life. I stumbled upon this very board and read stories that many of you wrote and I thank you a ton for that. That is also how I found my Implant surgeon Dr Kramer ( Maryland Medical center). Dr Kramer implanted me in June of 2016 and gave me a life again. In fact I have never had a life this good. I was worried I would lose size because of the surgery ( I did not). I remember the last thing I said to Dr Kramer before they put me to sleep was “I don’t expect this surgery to be perfect , but I just don’t want girls to laugh at me cause of this”. He chuckled at me and said “ I promise no one will laugh “ I really didn’t understand what he meant at the time but now I do........ The last 2 years Have been incredible! I have slept with over 30 women , driven cross country for 40 days, traveled to Europe, and have been able to live a life I used to dream / would die for. I can’t explain what this surgery has done for my confidence and overall well-being. I feel like a man again.... and like Dr. Kramer said no girl laughs they only love it / me when I am in bed with them.....
Again I could write so much more, but I just want to Thank everyone on this board and also tell anyone ( especially younger guys this is a wonderful thing and something you will not regret if you are suffering from bad ED.
Levels crashed to 150 on multiple tests. With no blood flow in my penis and it being “cold” all the time I would feel as if I had to pee every second and I would drip in my underwear a lot. I literally tried everything from ( reg counseling to sex therapy to taking 200 MG of Viagra and cialis 2 times a day to try and get some blood flow but nothing worked.) I can not count the amount of doctors I saw over that 5 year span. I think the saddest day for me was when I left John Hopkins and they said there was nothing they could do / find why these things were happening to me. I could write so much more but I will spare everyone the ugly details. I will say thank god for my mother and father for being there for me along the way or I would not of been alive to write this. I can not explain how much I thought about / considered taking my life.
I finally found 2 doctors that would change my life. The first was Dr Eugene Shippen ( just retired this summer) who is one of the few doctors in the world who has been affective in treating finasteride suffers. Over the course of a year He was able to get me on a very good TRT / HCG protocol which would allow me to not be tired and weak anymore and also off depression medicine completely ( which I had to go on after a couple years of going through this) . Even though Dr Shippen helped me out a ton physically and mentally no matter what he tried it would not help my penis.
That is what led me to looking into an implant as a answer to having some kind of a life. I stumbled upon this very board and read stories that many of you wrote and I thank you a ton for that. That is also how I found my Implant surgeon Dr Kramer ( Maryland Medical center). Dr Kramer implanted me in June of 2016 and gave me a life again. In fact I have never had a life this good. I was worried I would lose size because of the surgery ( I did not). I remember the last thing I said to Dr Kramer before they put me to sleep was “I don’t expect this surgery to be perfect , but I just don’t want girls to laugh at me cause of this”. He chuckled at me and said “ I promise no one will laugh “ I really didn’t understand what he meant at the time but now I do........ The last 2 years Have been incredible! I have slept with over 30 women , driven cross country for 40 days, traveled to Europe, and have been able to live a life I used to dream / would die for. I can’t explain what this surgery has done for my confidence and overall well-being. I feel like a man again.... and like Dr. Kramer said no girl laughs they only love it / me when I am in bed with them.....
Again I could write so much more, but I just want to Thank everyone on this board and also tell anyone ( especially younger guys this is a wonderful thing and something you will not regret if you are suffering from bad ED.