Re: The Implant Journey Begins...Day by Day Journal
Posted: Sun Dec 23, 2018 8:36 pm
So, I guess I'll be the next guy to start a journal on the implant journey. Operation date is set for Jan 7, 2019.
Had my pre-op visit with Dr Gross on Friday, had my urine, MRSA, & blood tests, and an EKG to check my heart. All good.
While I am going through with this, i have to honestly say I am not without concerns. I used to be well-endowed (yes, made porn movies, and erect dick pic will be included at the end of this post.) Had sex with a LOT of guys (over 250), and was almost always the top. About two to three years ago, I simply wasn't getting as hard as I used to, and it got worse over time. Tried pumps, pills, and injections...nothing worked consistently. Along with the ED, my duck shrunk and is a shadow of its former self. (Current pic at the best I can do - kind of a half-way erection - also included below.) Have lost a good two inches.
Part of me says, "Might as well get the implant and get hard again" (Insurance will cover - Yeah!)
Part of me says, "Why bother? Why go into surgery at the age of 59 and subject my body to this trauma? Why not just say good bye to sex and stop dwelling on it?"
The "do it!" side has won out, but I have to be honest and say it's not a slam-dunk. I still have nagging doubts, but those doubts haven't overcome my decision to move forward with this. Part of me thinks this is probably good, because it shows that I'm not just rushing blindly into this. A little cynicism and 'double-checking' is good.
I'll be getting a Titan. Because I've shrunk so much, it wont replicate "the way I used to be," length-wise, but that's OK, because I'll never be there again anyway.
Once I go under the knife, I'll try and make daily posts for the first few weeks. Fingers crossed.
Since there's pix of me already on the net, I dont mind being transparent about stuff.
Had my pre-op visit with Dr Gross on Friday, had my urine, MRSA, & blood tests, and an EKG to check my heart. All good.
While I am going through with this, i have to honestly say I am not without concerns. I used to be well-endowed (yes, made porn movies, and erect dick pic will be included at the end of this post.) Had sex with a LOT of guys (over 250), and was almost always the top. About two to three years ago, I simply wasn't getting as hard as I used to, and it got worse over time. Tried pumps, pills, and injections...nothing worked consistently. Along with the ED, my duck shrunk and is a shadow of its former self. (Current pic at the best I can do - kind of a half-way erection - also included below.) Have lost a good two inches.
Part of me says, "Might as well get the implant and get hard again" (Insurance will cover - Yeah!)
Part of me says, "Why bother? Why go into surgery at the age of 59 and subject my body to this trauma? Why not just say good bye to sex and stop dwelling on it?"
The "do it!" side has won out, but I have to be honest and say it's not a slam-dunk. I still have nagging doubts, but those doubts haven't overcome my decision to move forward with this. Part of me thinks this is probably good, because it shows that I'm not just rushing blindly into this. A little cynicism and 'double-checking' is good.
I'll be getting a Titan. Because I've shrunk so much, it wont replicate "the way I used to be," length-wise, but that's OK, because I'll never be there again anyway.
Once I go under the knife, I'll try and make daily posts for the first few weeks. Fingers crossed.
Since there's pix of me already on the net, I dont mind being transparent about stuff.