41 Implant Dr. Clavell 7-12 updated
Posted: Tue Jul 11, 2023 7:45 pm
Well, my number is finally being called. As I sit here in my hotel room the night before I'm feeling all sorts of emotions. Anxiety, excitement, and nervousness.
I have been a member on this site since March, and the only way I found this site was because I was googling things as a man that was hopeless. I had just failed for the 4th time in a row with a beautiful woman I had been seeing and talking to for a good bit of time. I have been battling ED since I was a teenager. I would chalk most of it up to extreme performance anxiety as it would take me a few times before I was comfortable with a sexual partner to have penetrative sex. I can think of atleast 10-15 different women I could not perform over the years and blamed it on too much alcohol only to never contact them again to avoid further embarrassment.
I'm a true believer in whatever kind of ED you are suffering from it is still ED and it only gets worse. 5 Months ago pills stopped working, I even took 3 100 mg viagras with a cialis and still couldn't stay hard through the sexual act. ED has been worse than ever before, and I knew in my mind I couldn't correct it this time on my own.
I realized it is unhealthier for me to get drunk/ high and take all those pills only to still fail and risk a heart attack. lol. I was taking THC gummies to relieve the anxiety of sex.
I also may mention that my wife and I separated in December, I'm not sure if ED was the sole reason because I was able to perform with pills, but sex had to be planned and I couldn't do certain positions because I would lose it. So in a way I blame ED for the marriage.
Throughout this period from March to now I've read Tangerines PDF 4xs, read every relatable story I can find on FT, and did my homework on the doctors. I know the risks, and I know the reward.
I want to thank everyone who I have talked to behind the scenes and all the other folks on FT who have shared their experience. I'll take any kind of support and prayers for my big day tomorrow morning.
"Living with fear stops us from taking risks, and if you don't go out on the branch, you're never going to get the best fruit.--- Sarah Parish
I have been a member on this site since March, and the only way I found this site was because I was googling things as a man that was hopeless. I had just failed for the 4th time in a row with a beautiful woman I had been seeing and talking to for a good bit of time. I have been battling ED since I was a teenager. I would chalk most of it up to extreme performance anxiety as it would take me a few times before I was comfortable with a sexual partner to have penetrative sex. I can think of atleast 10-15 different women I could not perform over the years and blamed it on too much alcohol only to never contact them again to avoid further embarrassment.
I'm a true believer in whatever kind of ED you are suffering from it is still ED and it only gets worse. 5 Months ago pills stopped working, I even took 3 100 mg viagras with a cialis and still couldn't stay hard through the sexual act. ED has been worse than ever before, and I knew in my mind I couldn't correct it this time on my own.
I realized it is unhealthier for me to get drunk/ high and take all those pills only to still fail and risk a heart attack. lol. I was taking THC gummies to relieve the anxiety of sex.
I also may mention that my wife and I separated in December, I'm not sure if ED was the sole reason because I was able to perform with pills, but sex had to be planned and I couldn't do certain positions because I would lose it. So in a way I blame ED for the marriage.
Throughout this period from March to now I've read Tangerines PDF 4xs, read every relatable story I can find on FT, and did my homework on the doctors. I know the risks, and I know the reward.
I want to thank everyone who I have talked to behind the scenes and all the other folks on FT who have shared their experience. I'll take any kind of support and prayers for my big day tomorrow morning.
"Living with fear stops us from taking risks, and if you don't go out on the branch, you're never going to get the best fruit.--- Sarah Parish
