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I’m 26. My issue happened after first session if jelqing when I was 20. After that I didn’t get morning woods and my libido fell so bad and it got worse every year. Been 24/7 suicidal ever since. I don’t feel much sexual sensation. I can only masturbate if I stimulate too much and then I get a 70-80% erection that lasts only 10 seconds. I’m considering the implant since nothing else works for me.

I’m just mostly concerned about the sensation and if that returns after getting the implant. I so miss having that experience. There has been days that I felt all normal masturbation but it all depends on my scrotum where it gets attached to my penis on the shaft and if my scrotum is too full.. I know the issue lies there in my scrotum cause it’s not contracting like before and the skin bas been pushed backwards. I visited 4 urologists but they didn’t notice anything so I’m planning to get the implant out of pocket. Would be grateful to know about your experiences with implant.

If you get an implant, your sensation will be far better than it is now. And you'll be able to keep an erection as long as you want, rather than only 10 seconds.

It'll be a major improvement.

Everyone with an implant has the same complaint, they complain that they didn't get it sooner. ED makes a lot of men suicidal, especially young guys. I think about suicide a lot as well and have even attempted to take my life a few times. The best thing we can do is get the implant sooner than later. The later we leave it the worse it will be, in terms of penis shrinkage etc

Arian, you might be suicidal but the fact that you survived 6 years having these thoughts tells me that you subconciously know everything will be fine in the end - and you're doing steps in the right direction towards being happy again.
I don't have an implant but I know something about these jelqing injuries, since they often lead to conditions known as Hard Flaccid or Long Flaccid. You gotta know that there are guys who had the same type of injury and also a sexual sensations loss, they've got an implant and the sheer fact they can make their women happy makes them happy. I've also got no sexual sensations in my shaft, but I'm hopeful for neuroregenerational stuff that's on the horizon to help with that sensory loss. You have to be aware there's many people in your position who are trying experimental stuff for that just in this very moment. Sooner or later there'll be some breakthrough.

In the mean time see a psychiatrist and get on some meds..........this will help you big time....you are in a mental hole right now and when you get on meds you will think clearly and see your future as opposed to looking at the negative everyday....pls see a Dr. my man......

Who told you the sensation went away after implant

Sorry you're feeling that way. I know the feeling. Hopefully this helps a little. I'm 7 weeks out of my implant surgery & have had sex 10ish times now. My orgasms have been so much stronger than I ever remember them being. My sensation (at least for climax) somehow seems to have gotten better. My feeling down there seems to be improving & I'm hopeful it will keep getting better as I heal, and I've heard others say theirs has improved over months of healing. I know dark places & have been there before. I hope you get out & into a place of gratitude eventually cuz life's a trip man & we're lucky to experience it. Good luck Brodie