My Journey

[REM1947]

My Journey

I am 68 years old, married three times and all three of my ex-wives told me the same thing, worst lover they ever had. That is in the past and I am looking forward now. After my last marriage and some, no a lot of counseling finally accepting myself as gay. If you would like to talk about that, send me a private message.

I have used pills, pumps, injections, gels, and none of them worked for me. Had a ultrasound of my erect penis. It showed that the contraction of the arteries was not happening. This was like 30 years ago. So I was told to use the injections and increase the dosage. It would work one or maybe two times out of 10. I hated the shots and gave up. I can remember my wife begging me to take her to bed. It would end up a quicky and I was done.

After accepting myself as gay, it was worse, and I closed my self off. I am with the VA Medical System, (Department of Veterans Affairs), for my medical care. My urologist has been trying for years to have me get evaluated for an implant. The last time I see her, two months ago, I told here I would like to be evaluated and they she says that the last three she send down to the VA Pittsburgh Hospital did not make it. So anyways I went down and gave the resident doctor my life story. I go a call two days ago, surgery is scheduled for Sept.12, 2016.

The implant is going to be a AMS 700 LGX Penile Prosthesis. My penis length is so much shorter that it use to be that I am gong to use a pump to see if it will help stretch it before I have my surgery. I do not know if this will work but it can not hurt. Have a month to work at it.

I am in the Show & Tell Topics. Live in NE Ohio, (Ashtabula, OH). If anyone has any comments or questions, please let me know. If there are any other gays, please let me know, have some questions for them. I will update this has things progress. Thanks for reading.

[dirtman1993]

Not gay but pump will help. Use at least twice a day as it helps retrain the penis to expand. Good luck