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DaveKell wrote:Well, I got approved and scheduled for August 2nd. Apprehension... it's finally going to happen. Then a half hour later another call... would I like to be scheduled for a cancellation on July 18th? Okay let's do it. Now it's full blown anxiety. The other 18 surgeries that were a walk in the park went out the window! All the thoughts, "if they screw it up my dick stands no chance of EVER working again... I've gone this long without sex, what's the rest of my life?". To hell with it. I'm in. My doc heard my expectations in no uncertain terms and he routinely makes the list of top 100 docs in Texas. Maybe it will be his finest hour.

sliphill wrote:

DaveKell wrote:Well, I got approved and scheduled for August 2nd. Apprehension... it's finally going to happen. Then a half hour later another call... would I like to be scheduled for a cancellation on July 18th? Okay let's do it. Now it's full blown anxiety. The other 18 surgeries that were a walk in the park went out the window! All the thoughts, "if they screw it up my dick stands no chance of EVER working again... I've gone this long without sex, what's the rest of my life?". To hell with it. I'm in. My doc heard my expectations in no uncertain terms and he routinely makes the list of top 100 docs in Texas. Maybe it will be his finest hour.

Damn Dave, this is exactly the way I was thinking. I went in for consultation, and did not know if my insurance would cover it. So I get a call a few days later, and the nurse said your scheduled in 3 weeks. I'm like holy chit, I'm not ready this soon. I had read about negative stuff which didn't help, but I went ahead with it and I'm glad I did. He sounds like a great doctor, and your going to be fine.

DaveKell wrote:Well, I got approved and scheduled for August 2nd. Apprehension... it's finally going to happen. Then a half hour later another call... would I like to be scheduled for a cancellation on July 18th? Okay let's do it. Now it's full blown anxiety. The other 18 surgeries that were a walk in the park went out the window! All the thoughts, "if they screw it up my dick stands no chance of EVER working again... I've gone this long without sex, what's the rest of my life?". To hell with it. I'm in. My doc heard my expectations in no uncertain terms and he routinely makes the list of top 100 docs in Texas. Maybe it will be his finest hour.

DaveKell wrote:My Uro's office said they'd be calling me this coming week to schedule implant surgery. It's funny how anxious/nervous I'm feeling already. After having had 18 major surgeries on my abdomen, I've talked to a number of people facing surgery for the first time to calm their fears. I tell them the only thing I fear is the first IV insertion, after that it's a calm walk in the park. I even tell them my favorite request of the anesthesiologist. "Hey, can you shove the plunger in slowly so I can watch the corners of the room bounce before going out?". It's true. The last 10 or so surgeries caused me no anxiety at all. Fun and games mostly. But now we're talking my dick! And the fact that I'll never have a natural hard on again, even though they aren't sufficient to use, but still happen every morning.

Like all guys, I liked the feeling of my dick being hard naturally. The slight throbbing feeling when you were aroused. Now I'm thinking the feeling of being aroused will only be in my head, the one on top of my shoulders. No more throbbing desire. But hey, I'm ready to be able to get the job done to full satisfactory completion again after a 20 year dead dick. The upcoming golden years should be a veritable fuck fest!!!