On the way to my Implant
Posted: Tue Aug 01, 2017 11:53 am
Greetings!
First of all, let me introduce myself: Iam a 28 year old guy from Germany suffering from ED since my birth.
From where iam now , i traveled a long and rocky road, as maybe a lot of you.
But lets keep this part short: I was basically born with a venous leak, but it took a while till i noticed that sth is wrong with me, and so i started to ask questions and see doctors by the age of 20. At that age i was diagnosed with that disorder. I guess you can understand that i tried every therapy that i heard or read of. During that time i developed a major depression, which i basically am still suffering from. It took me 7 years to finally accept that there are no more therapies left and concentrate on the implant. 2 months ago i had a appointment with an implant surgeon and i felt in good hands. Although he answered all my questions i still am frightened and irresolute... I really want my situation to improve but on the other hand i have to think about all the negative things like: the pain, the revisions and things that could go wrong during the surgery. I really have to constantly motivate myself. But really wanna change sth so i scheduled the surgery for about mid october.
The doctor basically lets me decide which model i wanna go for...he said: both will work for me.
I said i will contact him when i made a decision about the model. That will be the last step before the surgery.
For me this decision is really hard to make, since I constantly have the feeling to sit between two chairs and miss out on sth.
I would really appreciate if you could help me with your knowledge to make a decision.
So here are my thoughts about both models and my individual demands:
- My penis is about 16cm long and 4cm thick(in diameter) when erected. Doctor said both models will fit, but when i compare the girth sizes of the implants i think that the Coloplast could be a little bit too wide, so that it could might be uncomfortable to wear.....I did some maths: AMS 18mm x 2= 36mm plus some skin and tunica layers= about 39mm maybe, coloplast 22mm x 2 =44mm plus skin etc= about 47mm...
-For me its important to have a good comfort since its deflated most of the time
-I want to have the implant as long as possible (as maybe all of you)
-In general iam a rather slim guy (77kg 179cm)
-Penis-size is important to me
-Iam a young guy, i wanna have an penis that is efficient
-A natural look is important to me: both erected and flaccid.
-The pump should work right out of the box
Some additional questions:
-Is there a major difference between the cx and the lgx in width(inflated), and durability?
If AMS then which one would you suggest (I heard the CX lasts longer?)
-Alibaba said that his first impl(LGX) looked very flat (as smashed between a car-door), does the LGX really not give the penis its natural round shape?
From what i saw on phots the coloplast always looked rounder and the lgx kinda flat is that the case/are the such big differences?
I really appreciate your attention.
Iam glad that this forum exists. In the next days i will use this as a kind of journal to keep you updated about my process and decisions i make.
I hope to have the surgery done by Mid-October.
Lots of love and greetings from:
Liber.tine
First of all, let me introduce myself: Iam a 28 year old guy from Germany suffering from ED since my birth.
From where iam now , i traveled a long and rocky road, as maybe a lot of you.
But lets keep this part short: I was basically born with a venous leak, but it took a while till i noticed that sth is wrong with me, and so i started to ask questions and see doctors by the age of 20. At that age i was diagnosed with that disorder. I guess you can understand that i tried every therapy that i heard or read of. During that time i developed a major depression, which i basically am still suffering from. It took me 7 years to finally accept that there are no more therapies left and concentrate on the implant. 2 months ago i had a appointment with an implant surgeon and i felt in good hands. Although he answered all my questions i still am frightened and irresolute... I really want my situation to improve but on the other hand i have to think about all the negative things like: the pain, the revisions and things that could go wrong during the surgery. I really have to constantly motivate myself. But really wanna change sth so i scheduled the surgery for about mid october.
The doctor basically lets me decide which model i wanna go for...he said: both will work for me.
I said i will contact him when i made a decision about the model. That will be the last step before the surgery.
For me this decision is really hard to make, since I constantly have the feeling to sit between two chairs and miss out on sth.
I would really appreciate if you could help me with your knowledge to make a decision.
So here are my thoughts about both models and my individual demands:
- My penis is about 16cm long and 4cm thick(in diameter) when erected. Doctor said both models will fit, but when i compare the girth sizes of the implants i think that the Coloplast could be a little bit too wide, so that it could might be uncomfortable to wear.....I did some maths: AMS 18mm x 2= 36mm plus some skin and tunica layers= about 39mm maybe, coloplast 22mm x 2 =44mm plus skin etc= about 47mm...
-For me its important to have a good comfort since its deflated most of the time
-I want to have the implant as long as possible (as maybe all of you)
-In general iam a rather slim guy (77kg 179cm)
-Penis-size is important to me
-Iam a young guy, i wanna have an penis that is efficient
-A natural look is important to me: both erected and flaccid.
-The pump should work right out of the box
Some additional questions:
-Is there a major difference between the cx and the lgx in width(inflated), and durability?
If AMS then which one would you suggest (I heard the CX lasts longer?)
-Alibaba said that his first impl(LGX) looked very flat (as smashed between a car-door), does the LGX really not give the penis its natural round shape?
From what i saw on phots the coloplast always looked rounder and the lgx kinda flat is that the case/are the such big differences?
I really appreciate your attention.
Iam glad that this forum exists. In the next days i will use this as a kind of journal to keep you updated about my process and decisions i make.
I hope to have the surgery done by Mid-October.
Lots of love and greetings from:
Liber.tine