10 Years of ED, implant is not going as well as planned.
Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2017 12:14 pm
This a re-post from my introduction post. They guys commented I may get more responses if I post it here.
First off, i’d like to say thanks to all of you. Post op I would read your stories all night, it gave me hope. My story begins at age 35, 10 years ago. I began to notice a lack of staying power. My wife was felt like it was her fault and began to distance herself. I began taking 5mg cialis, soon it was 10, then 20, it worked nicely for years. When it stopped working, I tried all of the others up to 100mg and almost went blind. I’d say 1 in 15 times it actually worked. Sex was so bad it was almost bringing her to divorce me. She’s smart, sexy, makes a whole lot of money, it wouldn't be hard for her to find someone new. Limp dick would be a much harder sell for me. Roughly 2 years ago, one evening she strolled out in super sexy lingerie and I was stoked. I picked her up and got her super hot. I bent her over a chair we started to have sex, I thought I was doing great, but my dick was nowhere near as full as my brain wanted/thought it to be. She asked me to stop. I honestly felt like killing myself that night. She could not understand what was happening and was fed up as well. My next step was the injection, super fun. The first office visit I injected myself, had a positive reaction and went home. It lasted 8 hours. I called after 4 and they said it would be OK. I then received my first trimix, I have bachelors in Biology so I knew how to properly mix the injection. The mix took a long time to be effective, but it did the job. I fell asleep and in the morning he was still there, in the afternoon I became really worried. After 24 hours I went to the hospital. They stuck we with literally about 20 needles, all over my dick and surrounding area. They finally cut into my head and shoved a tube in. I caution anyone against using trimix. It was truly a nightmare of blood and pain. I was in the hospital for 3 days. Afterwich I was no longer able to have an erection. My doctor then suggested an implant which I received this past January, 2017. A titan. The valve malfunctioned and I was self inflating for almost 2 weeks post op. 9 months later it works properly. Still slightly smaller than my original self. My issue now is that though it’s hard, the head doesn't stay filled, in particular when I lay on my back. I can only keep an erection that is actually useful for about 2 minutes and then the blood flows out and I'm left with this useless little, super stiff, dick. If she doesn't cum super fast, it won't happen, and then she gets frustrated and cries or becomes angry. I don't know what to do anymore. Does anybody have any tricks, creams, prayers? I’ll try anything short of lighting him on fire. Which is not true, I would actually light my dick on fire, if it were possible to give her a solid orgasm again.
First off, i’d like to say thanks to all of you. Post op I would read your stories all night, it gave me hope. My story begins at age 35, 10 years ago. I began to notice a lack of staying power. My wife was felt like it was her fault and began to distance herself. I began taking 5mg cialis, soon it was 10, then 20, it worked nicely for years. When it stopped working, I tried all of the others up to 100mg and almost went blind. I’d say 1 in 15 times it actually worked. Sex was so bad it was almost bringing her to divorce me. She’s smart, sexy, makes a whole lot of money, it wouldn't be hard for her to find someone new. Limp dick would be a much harder sell for me. Roughly 2 years ago, one evening she strolled out in super sexy lingerie and I was stoked. I picked her up and got her super hot. I bent her over a chair we started to have sex, I thought I was doing great, but my dick was nowhere near as full as my brain wanted/thought it to be. She asked me to stop. I honestly felt like killing myself that night. She could not understand what was happening and was fed up as well. My next step was the injection, super fun. The first office visit I injected myself, had a positive reaction and went home. It lasted 8 hours. I called after 4 and they said it would be OK. I then received my first trimix, I have bachelors in Biology so I knew how to properly mix the injection. The mix took a long time to be effective, but it did the job. I fell asleep and in the morning he was still there, in the afternoon I became really worried. After 24 hours I went to the hospital. They stuck we with literally about 20 needles, all over my dick and surrounding area. They finally cut into my head and shoved a tube in. I caution anyone against using trimix. It was truly a nightmare of blood and pain. I was in the hospital for 3 days. Afterwich I was no longer able to have an erection. My doctor then suggested an implant which I received this past January, 2017. A titan. The valve malfunctioned and I was self inflating for almost 2 weeks post op. 9 months later it works properly. Still slightly smaller than my original self. My issue now is that though it’s hard, the head doesn't stay filled, in particular when I lay on my back. I can only keep an erection that is actually useful for about 2 minutes and then the blood flows out and I'm left with this useless little, super stiff, dick. If she doesn't cum super fast, it won't happen, and then she gets frustrated and cries or becomes angry. I don't know what to do anymore. Does anybody have any tricks, creams, prayers? I’ll try anything short of lighting him on fire. Which is not true, I would actually light my dick on fire, if it were possible to give her a solid orgasm again.