My story.
I have suffered from PE from young age about 22 (I´m 36 now). And have had a constant decrease in erection functionality since my early twenties. I had enough when I was 27 and visited a doctor that prescribed Viagra instantly. They worked really well for me. I never asked my self what the underlying problem was until a few years later.
I tried to get the doctors to investigate the problem from ground up but I faced doctors that almost tried to undermine the problem I had. Finally I got thru with a Doppler test that confirmed venous leakage. (I never got hard from the substance
injected so the conclusion must have been VL but I can maintain erection with Viagra, but it is still a challenge)
I became very depressed 2015-2016 almost thinking of what’s the point of me being in this world.
During these years I experienced a decrease in the effectiveness of my pills. Viagra, Cialis, Levitra etc…
During this time I tried anything….acupuncture, pills, psychologist, training, raw food, juicing, creams, horny goat weed. Jesus I got messed up with the natural pills. Horny Goat weed got me clumsy and slow and I felt like I was drunk all the time.
My co-worker asked me if I was on drugs haha!!
I felt that I was done, nowhere to go. But in this deep depression I found Frank Talk that
Show me the benefits of Implants. I remembered the first time I heard a doctor (on YouTube) talking about implants.
I reacted by physically just slapping down my computer screen on my laptop.
I felt like not living or having an implant was about the same. I was not even prepared to listen to the doctor about
The technology.
This forum has saved me from doing harm to my self and informed me about the benefits of Implants.
I have a super understanding GF. She is my rock and she is so supportive. She will travel with me to NY to
support me thru the process. We are really struggling with our sex life right now.
Mostly because my lack of confidence and the constant disappointment year in and year out has left me almost not trying anymore. I am drained with disappointment and can´t take it anymore so Implant is my one and only solution now.
I´m scheduled with Dr Eid 2019, 18 July. And I´m scared as fuck!
There are so many questions going thru my head.
Will I ever have a proper orgasm?
My dick is a bit thinner at the base and thicker at the top. Will my top have to adjust to the thinner base?
My corpus spongiosum that runs thru the underside of my penis is barely working at all even with pills. My gland and underside of my penis is there for very soft during arousal with pills. Will my penis now be flat with implants?
Is there any chance that my new confidence in the bedroom help my arousal and they is for make my gland a bit swollen?
What if I get an infection?
And the biggest one….WTF I´m I doing?!?!?! I have to cash everything from my pocket thus I am from Sweden
And no insurance etc will cover this for me.
So many questions…not expecting answers.
I will post my journey here and let you know about my progress and what’s going thru my mind.
