Agfa13- My journal, 3-piece, then 1-piece, back to 3-piece.

[vajim1]

Damn Agfa13, nobody should have to go through all the shit that you are going through! All I can say is hang tough and life will be hopefully better. Jim

[Agfa13]

Just posted elsewhere that it is going on 5 months of no sex:(. I have to do a check again:), but I think I tried oral and penetrative sex pumped and not pumped.
I know I have increase in length in this short time only because when I start to do the self luv thing, my pinky usually sticks out automatically, without thinking, but lately, I have been able to grab Fred with all 5 fingers. I just notice today that I did not stick my pinky out:)
It still hurts when I pump fully, especially the 1st 2 or 3 min., but once a day is good enough for now.
I gotta ask you guys, does this pumping thing take getting used to? I mean, my ball sac is sore, and this is what turns me off mostly about pumping. The drive is still there, but this soreness is good enough to turn me off.

Edit: I stand corrected. I took a vid of myself and I did start off with my pinky out, but eventually wrapped around my dick:)

[Gt1956]

I've been watching your progress. Hoping for the best. I wish that I had a solution for you, but I just might have your reason. Since you had an infection.(as I remember your background). It seems like there is a chance that your nerves are not responding correctly. My wife had a wrist injury during a car accident almost 30 years ago. Constant pain even though no break or damage could be found. We ended up at a pain specialist. He said that in her case, the air bag had thrown her arm into the air with enough force to stretch her nerve. His position was that when a nerve gets damaged then gets stimulation that it doesn't understand. That it frequently responds with a "pain" signal.
Long story shortened. He numbed her complete arm at least twice & also numbed it a different way for a third treatment. The logic was that by putting the nerve to sleep, then letting it "wake up" that there was a good chance that the nerve would reset itself. Sure enough, the treatments worked quite well. She still gets arthritis type events during the year but they are very minor compared to her former nerve pain.
I wonder if you might have something similar going on? Btw, I think at the time there was only like 2 pain specialists in our state back then. The guy she went to retired a few years later. A very unique speciality.
Btw, he applied a torniquet, pumped almost a whole iv bag into that arm to sedate it. Not very pleasant. The third sedation was a shot into a major artery next to her Adams apple. I can't imagine how his treatments would be done to a penis.

[Agfa13]

Eeek! The IV yes, the shot....yeah, that would be interesting, but I would not like to find out.
How long before you guys went to a pain specialist?

[Gt1956]

Eeek! The IV yes, the shot....yeah, that would be interesting, but I would not like to find out.
How long before you guys went to a pain specialist?

It's been a really long time ago. Just guessing. Around a year. I even forget which doctor suggested it.

[Agfa13]

No worries. I was told that because of my history, that the suture would take a while to heal, so don't know if that is related to my issue of fucking.

[Gt1956]

No worries. I was told that because of my history, that the suture would take a while to heal, so don't know if that is related to my issue of fucking.

Our experience is/was unique. It is difficult to decide if you are in real pain or are the nerves not working correctly. Most doctors just keep prescribing narcotics which don't seem to be very effective on nerve pain.
In our case, the pain management doctor suspected that the nerves were not sending the correct signal. He was correct.
I have only met one other person that had this type of problem. She also went to the same doctor & got good results. It was her that told me that he had retired.

[Agfa13]

Well, I just have to ride this out and see.
I have a funny inkling that, because of my infection and the special way he had to suture things up, that my balls hurt to the point that its painful just to grab the bulb. I did email the Dr. asking him for advice and told him the 'why' of things. Have not heard from him, but I am pretty sure this is the case. He did tell me way back in March that it will be a long while for the suture to heal. I asked him in the email was there anything I could do to heal faster so I could fuck! I doubt it since it is on the inside now.

[Agfa13]

I ordered a rechargeable VED, nothing fancy, about $60, and went to try it this afternoon. It was too uncomfortable to use. I mean, just putting it around my dick felt funny and uncomfortable. My balls are tender. I manage to pump to about 80% and left it for 5 min. before the dogs started in on me, will try to pump again later.

[Agfa13]

Dr. still has not gotten back to me to let me know if there is anything I can do to help things along. I WANT IT ALL BACK! That is all I want to do. I am willing to work for it, but being hit with a the pump being way low discourages the daily pumping.