Implant on 8/25, a little nervous!

[JiminFL]

Dr visit today & he taught the wife & I how to cycle. Happy to report no pain or discomfort when fully inflated. That is definitely a strange experience feeling the fluid transfer for the first time. We cycled again as soon as we got home. The pump is very stiff & does require a great deal of effort. Had difficulty finding & using the relief valve. I had visions of a trip right back to the Dr with Little Jim at full attention. Finally got it and now my penis is a little sore from all the squeezing during my deflation attempts. I'm gonna employ the hot bath method tonight & see if it softens things up. After that, it's maiden voyage time. I definitely lost both length & girth, most noticeable in my glans. Still, a very acceptable trade off.

[hopeful_future]

I'm really glad to see that things hang pretty well for you when flaccid, but still stand up well when pumped. Only real concern I've had so far is how I'm going to deal with the 3 o'clock titan flaccid that I seem to have!

Pumping is definitely hard to start...you really have to find the correct hand position to do it properly. Deflating is even tougher...At least for now, I can't get the "one touch" functionality to work. You're supposed to be able to press the button and hold it for a few seconds, then release it and still be able to deflate. I have to hold down the button through the entire deflate process. I have some swelling issues at the moment though, so I'm not pushing my luck. I'll try pushing harder when I've fully healed.

Hope you get a chance to test drive soon! My experience was great with that, even while things are still kind of sore.

[brickbat]

Dr visit today & he taught the wife & I how to cycle. Happy to report no pain or discomfort when fully inflated. That is definitely a strange experience feeling the fluid transfer for the first time. We cycled again as soon as we got home. The pump is very stiff & does require a great deal of effort. Had difficulty finding & using the relief valve. I had visions of a trip right back to the Dr with Little Jim at full attention. Finally got it and now my penis is a little sore from all the squeezing during my deflation attempts. I'm gonna employ the hot bath method tonight & see if it softens things up. After that, it's maiden voyage time. I definitely lost both length & girth, most noticeable in my glans. Still, a very acceptable trade off.

You should be proud of the weapon the Almighty gave you. From what I have read on this site, your glans when aroused will become more engorged so don't count out breathing fire in arousal and checking your lower head out. Arousal and libido is everything for us aging men.

A while back, there was a guy on this site who was into penis enlargement and built a weapon similar to your size and finally was implanted by a doctor in Memphis who did a poor poor job. I felt sorry for the guy as he and I had become friends and were both into body building and penis building/enlargement. It appeared that the Doctor, a Dr. Milam in Memphis, had mis-sized the cylinders on his Titan implant. He suffered from the hinge effect badly and poorer erections than his previous implant days. He found that cock rings greatly helped the hinge effect and his poorer erections. So don't count out cock rings as a rehabilitative avenue for your glans disappointment. Bro, your glans look fine to me but I have not lived in your body and enjoyed the things you enjoyed about your endowment pre implant, so I can understand how you feel if you have lost size in anything concerning your dick. Also do not rule out the guys here who pump and stretch like Donnie post implant.

There are special pump cylinders to improve glans size if this is that big of a problem for you.

Other than that, you said in one of your early posts that your urologist had implanted you with pellets. My uro wants to do that for, but from what I have read and experienced, pellets are stone age Testosterone science and lots of guys are on every other day T shots supplemented with HCG and other hormonal chemicals. What is your regimen on Testosterone supplementation? What has your T supplementation done for your overall health, feelings, libido, and well being. I follow EXCEL MALE which is moderated by Nelson Virgil He has become a specialist in T supplementation.

Thanks for such a detailed account of your journey. Knowing your dedication to the gym and body building, you will get through this and find solutions to your concerns for the penis size you lost. Men who are bodybuilders have a special knack for finding ways to get past any plateaus they hit. I have no doubt you will be bigger and better as you progress.

Again, Thanks for your journey posts.

[JiminFL]

Dr visit today & he taught the wife & I how to cycle. Happy to report no pain or discomfort when fully inflated. That is definitely a strange experience feeling the fluid transfer for the first time. We cycled again as soon as we got home. The pump is very stiff & does require a great deal of effort. Had difficulty finding & using the relief valve. I had visions of a trip right back to the Dr with Little Jim at full attention. Finally got it and now my penis is a little sore from all the squeezing during my deflation attempts. I'm gonna employ the hot bath method tonight & see if it softens things up. After that, it's maiden voyage time. I definitely lost both length & girth, most noticeable in my glans. Still, a very acceptable trade off.

You should be proud of the weapon the Almighty gave you. From what I have read on this site, your glans when aroused will become more engorged so don't count out breathing fire in arousal and checking your lower head out. Arousal and libido is everything for us aging men.

A while back, there was a guy on this site who was into penis enlargement and built a weapon similar to your size and finally was implanted by a doctor in Memphis who did a poor poor job. I felt sorry for the guy as he and I had become friends and were both into body building and penis building/enlargement. It appeared that the Doctor, a Dr. Milam in Memphis, had mis-sized the cylinders on his Titan implant. He suffered from the hinge effect badly and poorer erections than his previous implant days. He found that cock rings greatly helped the hinge effect and his poorer erections. So don't count out cock rings as a rehabilitative avenue for your glans disappointment. Bro, your glans look fine to me but I have not lived in your body and enjoyed the things you enjoyed about your endowment pre implant, so I can understand how you feel if you have lost size in anything concerning your dick. Also do not rule out the guys here who pump and stretch like Donnie post implant.

There are special pump cylinders to improve glans size if this is that big of a problem for you.

Other than that, you said in one of your early posts that your urologist had implanted you with pellets. My uro wants to do that for, but from what I have read and experienced, pellets are stone age Testosterone science and lots of guys are on every other day T shots supplemented with HCG and other hormonal chemicals. What is your regimen on Testosterone supplementation? What has your T supplementation done for your overall health, feelings, libido, and well being. I follow EXCEL MALE which is moderated by Nelson Virgil He has become a specialist in T supplementation.

Thanks for such a detailed account of your journey. Knowing your dedication to the gym and body building, you will get through this and find solutions to your concerns for the penis size you lost. Men who are bodybuilders have a special knack for finding ways to get past any plateaus they hit. I have no doubt you will be bigger and better as you progress.

Again, Thanks for your journey posts.

The glans size & loss of length/girth are all very acceptable trade-offs for me. After having used my bionic penis the past 2 nights, I could not be more pleased. To have sex without worrying about maintaining my erection is a godsend.

As for the TRT, I absolutely love my pellets. Been on them 3yrs and it was an absolute life changer. Dropped fat & added serious muscle with minimal workouts. My mental outlook as been transformed. My depression has been replaced by confidence & clarity. BP & cholesterol are down. Libido is off the charts. Orgasms are mind blowing in intensity & I can cum 3-4 times in an hour. As for using the pellets as a delivery system, it suits my needs. My levels remain very consistent & it requires less monitoring via bloodwork. After 2yrs of trimix, I've had more than my fill of needles, lol.

[JiminFL]

5 weeks in....Just returned from a mini vacation and I'm happy to report that after having sex 5 days in a row, I love my bionic penis (and so does my wife)! I did discover last night that we hadn't been pumping it to the max. Those extra pumps at the end definitely add hardness & both length & girth. I am having difficulty pumping this thing myself. A hot soak in the tub worked well but I think I have a mental block that is preventing me from pressing hard enough on my scrotum. The wife thankfully has no such issues, lol. The flaccid state of my Titan is taking some getting used to as it's not really that flaccid. It also seems to be partially filling back up a little on it's own. I'm not sure if that's possible, but it certainly seems that way. It's been said before on here that nothing beats a blood-filled cock...but this thing is mighty close!

[longdayze]

To keep the Titan as flaccid as possible, squeeze your dick while holding the deflate button. You will know when the cylinders are completely deflated, you can feel the flat cylinders, then do one quick pump to lock out any auto fill. After doing this, it should stay in the flaccid state until you decide to take it for a ride. Do keep in mind, your new flaccid state will never be as before your surgery.
Good luck!!!

[October26]

Dr visit today & he taught the wife & I how to cycle. Happy to report no pain or discomfort when fully inflated. That is definitely a strange experience feeling the fluid transfer for the first time. We cycled again as soon as we got home. The pump is very stiff & does require a great deal of effort. Had difficulty finding & using the relief valve. I had visions of a trip right back to the Dr with Little Jim at full attention. Finally got it and now my penis is a little sore from all the squeezing during my deflation attempts. I'm gonna employ the hot bath method tonight & see if it softens things up. After that, it's maiden voyage time. I definitely lost both length & girth, most noticeable in my glans. Still, a very acceptable trade off.

I am assuming this photo shows the inflated state, right? What is your flaccid state at this point? I am asking because I am getting a Coloplast Titan and I swim laps daily in a Speedo.

[hopeful_future]

5 weeks in....Just returned from a mini vacation and I'm happy to report that after having sex 5 days in a row, I love my bionic penis (and so does my wife)! I did discover last night that we hadn't been pumping it to the max. Those extra pumps at the end definitely add hardness & both length & girth. I am having difficulty pumping this thing myself. A hot soak in the tub worked well but I think I have a mental block that is preventing me from pressing hard enough on my scrotum. The wife thankfully has no such issues, lol. The flaccid state of my Titan is taking some getting used to as it's not really that flaccid. It also seems to be partially filling back up a little on it's own. I'm not sure if that's possible, but it certainly seems that way. It's been said before on here that nothing beats a blood-filled cock...but this thing is mighty close!

Congrats on all the enjoyment you're getting out of it! Those last few pumps sure do make a difference, but damn do I ache when I get to that point. I actually enjoy sex more at a little less than 100%. I still cycle up to that point though, since I still haven't maxed out the implant (the soreness/stretch gets too much to handle before the pump gets impossible to squeeze). If I were to guess, I've got some more to stretch before I'm at my final size.

As for the deflated state: Yeah, it's not exactly easy to manage, is it? It's impossible to tell since it's internal, but my theory on the "reinflation" is that a good amount of that is actually live tissue that's still there, and it fills out a bit. Right now, for example, I am fully deflated since last night, I can squeeze around and feel that the tubes are completely flat, but my dick isn't flat. If I put lots of pressure on it with squeezing, my dick will go back to flat as well, but it will fill back out again in 10-15 minutes. I can bend it just fine to tuck into pants, so I don't think it's actually inflating. What's your experience so far?

[JiminFL]

Dr visit today & he taught the wife & I how to cycle. Happy to report no pain or discomfort when fully inflated. That is definitely a strange experience feeling the fluid transfer for the first time. We cycled again as soon as we got home. The pump is very stiff & does require a great deal of effort. Had difficulty finding & using the relief valve. I had visions of a trip right back to the Dr with Little Jim at full attention. Finally got it and now my penis is a little sore from all the squeezing during my deflation attempts. I'm gonna employ the hot bath method tonight & see if it softens things up. After that, it's maiden voyage time. I definitely lost both length & girth, most noticeable in my glans. Still, a very acceptable trade off.

I am assuming this photo shows the inflated state, right? What is your flaccid state at this point? I am asking because I am getting a Coloplast Titan and I swim laps daily in a Speedo.

This is my flaccid state as of now. A Speedo might be tough for me to do. I'm used to wearing my penis straight down but that doesn't work now due to the lack of flexibility.

[JiminFL]

5 weeks in....Just returned from a mini vacation and I'm happy to report that after having sex 5 days in a row, I love my bionic penis (and so does my wife)! I did discover last night that we hadn't been pumping it to the max. Those extra pumps at the end definitely add hardness & both length & girth. I am having difficulty pumping this thing myself. A hot soak in the tub worked well but I think I have a mental block that is preventing me from pressing hard enough on my scrotum. The wife thankfully has no such issues, lol. The flaccid state of my Titan is taking some getting used to as it's not really that flaccid. It also seems to be partially filling back up a little on it's own. I'm not sure if that's possible, but it certainly seems that way. It's been said before on here that nothing beats a blood-filled cock...but this thing is mighty close!

Congrats on all the enjoyment you're getting out of it! Those last few pumps sure do make a difference, but damn do I ache when I get to that point. I actually enjoy sex more at a little less than 100%. I still cycle up to that point though, since I still haven't maxed out the implant (the soreness/stretch gets too much to handle before the pump gets impossible to squeeze). If I were to guess, I've got some more to stretch before I'm at my final size.

As for the deflated state: Yeah, it's not exactly easy to manage, is it? It's impossible to tell since it's internal, but my theory on the "reinflation" is that a good amount of that is actually live tissue that's still there, and it fills out a bit. Right now, for example, I am fully deflated since last night, I can squeeze around and feel that the tubes are completely flat, but my dick isn't flat. If I put lots of pressure on it with squeezing, my dick will go back to flat as well, but it will fill back out again in 10-15 minutes. I can bend it just fine to tuck into pants, so I don't think it's actually inflating. What's your experience so far?

I suspect that you are correct as I swear it feels often times like a natural erection that's in it's early stages. As for pumping, I don't reach a point of stretching or pain. We just go until it doesn't pump anymore.