Worried that sexual desire won’t come back with an implant

[Lost Sheep]

I’ve wondered if viewing porn and intense weird disgusting shock things online from a super young age permanently fried my mind. I’ve done “no fap” and no porn for long periods of time and I still don’t have any sort of rush, even when I get somewhat of an erection (that goes away in literally 2 minutes). I can’t feel blood flow or anything. I’ve been in this awful condition for so long, I’m worried I have a permanent mental disorder or some issue with dopamine in my head. I know I’m attracted to girls still and I have a girlfriend I’m attracted to. I just don’t have the normal sexual response. I genuinely believe I’ll need an implant (have already needed one) but I’m worried now that the physical sensation even with it will be lacking. Anyone experienced something like this?
Thanks

If you do not get mentally aroused, physical arousal (erection) is unlikely. Some men, after implantation, do get mentally aroused easier simply because they know they can get an erection on demand, but I doubt that is applicable to your situation. I would suggest counselling. I happened to hear on the radio today that the MDMA combined with counselling is being used to tread PTSD. (NOTE: This drug is used in conjunction with professional counselling - the drug itself does nothing therapeutic - to sort of "reset" the patient's mind and thought/emotional processes.) It might be applicable to a man desensitized to mental sexual stimulation

[oldbeek]

I had huge hopes for implant but recently i was informed here from others that implant will kill your glans engorgement meaning u will have hard base with floppy glans. Im lost now and lost all hope. You can have implant plus wear a cock ring but for me its too much lol. Being bionic + adding cockring jesus christ all that shit combined just to have „normal” penis…

Not true that the implant operation kills glans engorgement. Generally speaking, whatever spongiosum (glans and the shaft outside the tunica) engorgement you had before the operation, you will have the same after. Unless some medical error occurred during the surgery.

I suggest you reread the posts that indicated loss of engorgement more carefully. I am sure you either misunderstood or the posts were badly written.

Lost is correct. I fully agree with him.