Postby duke_cicero » Wed Dec 25, 2024 11:34 am
Hey all. We are 13 days out and things are going well. I haven't taken any painkillers — not even ibuprofen — in 2 days. I only have a tiny amount of swelling near my two subcoronal incision areas, but I think a good part of the swelling is actually just my penis being gripped by the steri-strips the surgeon used to seal the incisions. Maybe it's 50/50. I have my follow-up visit with my surgeon in 2 weeks. I'm hoping for the best outcome.
A few observations:
1. The Genesis feels just like a natural erection. I can feel the implant "softening," which is the word my surgeon used. Basically it feels more like it's a part of my body and not a foreign object, which it definitely felt like in the first few days, when I had the wraps on. Back then it felt incredibly stiff. The implant still feels hard, but it no longer feels like I have two Lego pieces inside me. So don't let anyone tell you that the Genesis isn't hard. As a side note, it's hilarious to think that I've had an erection for 2 straight weeks.
2. I still don't believe I have any size loss. It's not safe to do a "bone-pressed" test against my lower abdomen because the incision sites will be stretched a bit by the attempt and I want to be completely safe. But, I figure I don't really have any size loss. The doc said he put in the longest available Genesis, and I'm more happy that I have an erection that's ready to go at a moment's notice, no pumping required. That's the part that's actually important to me. If it were actually necessary to trade size for function, then I would gladly do it (within reason, of course).
3. I am filled with so much optimism and hope for the future. Even with the initial pain of recovery and the inconvenience I put myself through, this is the greatest Christmas gift I've ever given myself. Now I can have real, meaningful romantic relationships with women and never have the fear that I won't have an erection, or that I'll get one but will feel it leaking out of my penis within minutes, or will have to deal with the complexity of pills and injections and simply hoping for the best. No, that's all over now.
Once I'm healed up and back to normal I'll post a pic.
Today is my Christmas dinner experiment! Wish me luck!
Duke