Postby alibaba » Fri Apr 01, 2016 1:37 am
As I posted after that office visit, doc pumped it up the first try, then I did it on two tries, then for 2 days it would not pump, then intermittently from time to time. I maintained then and do now it was a fluke. What he showed me to do was no different than has been from day 1 other than the release after 3 second deflate which sometimes works, sometimes doesn't. Now it pumps more regularly but issues continue to develop. Now I cannot take the pain any longer than 1 1/2 to 2 minutes. Sometimes it self inflates, sometimes it locks out. Sometimes it will pump up in 15 pumps, sometimes it takes 45, sometimes the momentary squeeze will release, sometimes it has to be held the entire time, sometimes it pops then pumps, sometimes not, sometimes it pops, then pops again then will work after the 2 pop. sometimes it will pump a few hard squeezes and then the bulb turns to mush for 5 or so squeezes then starts pumping again. The other doc worked at it for 1 1/2 hours trying to get it to pump. Another doc gets to try it Monday. Will see how it works for him. He is a friend and would not do the implant but he has asked to check it out. There are getting to be more days that I say just fuck it. Wife asks me all the time if I have pumped it up. I do not know if it will be a 5-6 minute ordeal or 45 minutes. I cannot find out if this is a preassembled unit. Debris in valve has been suggested but it seems Vanderbilt keeps no records. It could have come either way. Pain wise this thing bothers me much more now than a week after the implant. Left bend is less when pumped now, still near 9 o'clock deflated, modeling makes no difference any more but now it has quite an upward curve. Wife asked me tonight if I thought intercourse is possible with the curve and I told her I do not know. I CANNOT bend it ( modeling ) to straighten out the up curve like I could the left curve. It gets to hurting enough I can't leave it pumped enough to find out. Still hurts 20 minutes after deflating. Last 3 attempts now the soft glans has just folded. It is now like an empty balloon. The tips will go about 1/3rd glans when pumped, are at the bottom flaccid. The upper 2/3rds of the glans just folds up over the top of the penis shaft cylinders I tried to get a picture but I have to hold it with my finger to show how it folds and I could not get a good angle to see anything but the 2 cylinder tips bulging under the skin on the bottom side below the glans. I'll try to take a picture again tonight. I think it is going to take an in office visit with Eid to find out what can and cannot be repaired. He has already stated he does not think he can get the size back. Very little if any. Skin on the shaft is still blue/purple but the glans has a little pink to it from time to time now. Oddly, if I sit to pee, the glans will turn to the normal color it always was. For several years when I would poop after the prostatectomy the dick would fill up and get fat. Not hard but almost. Now when I pee it has a slight similar effect. Milam refused to hear about that nor would Lavine. I think there is some blood flow issue that repositions when I sit and certain muscles do whatever they do. The only doctor who would listen about it said the destruction from the prostatectomy was considerable. I have CT and MRI scans on CD's.
LGX 21cm .Milam 01/13/16. Horror; both service and surgical outcome. hated infrapubic installation. Kramer revision 03/01/17. 22cm Titan +1.5cm extender. Those who think their opinion is the only one that matters are a danger to themselves and others.