Update Day16-18(yesterday)
I worked 3 10hr+ shifts in a row each of these last 3 days. Everything was fine. No pain, some mild discomfort here and there. Last night I pumped to 23 pumps, and tonight I got to 25 pumps. I got to measure. I am measure from by abdomen above my penis. I didnt press into my abdomen because I can't, I have about 5% body fat, and its not like you can stick the part of your dick in your abdomen into a woman.
As of now, my pumped length is 6.5in and my girth is 5.5in. I am not aroused while I take these measurements, so I am confident I can hit my pre-surgery length of 7 as I increase pumps and with glans engorgement when aroused. Im pretty sure my pre-op venous leak girth was 5.5, but I can't remember for certain. I was about 5.5 girth pre-op, and I am very happy to stay here. Maybe there will be an increase with arousal and more pumps in the future, maybe not. Either way I am very happy so far.
Im going to keep trying to add 1 more pump every day or few days for the next few weeks. I know a lot of titan guys do 40+ pumps.
Im 27. I have an implant. This is my log.
Re: Im 27. I have an implant. This is my log.
Titan OTR. Dr. Hakky - successful surgery and very happy with outcome.
My advice: choose a world-class surgeon and make yourself the healthiest you can.
My advice: choose a world-class surgeon and make yourself the healthiest you can.
Re: Im 27. I have an implant. This is my log.
Fuck me... You have glans engorgement, the original size, and sensitivity... with no pills!!!!!??? Must feel like your old dick pretty much, that's incredible! How do you feel? Are you fucking stoked? Are you in the post implant what the fuck did I do phase? I'm in the pre implant I can feel scar tissue up my entire dick and never get morning wood anymore phase dreaming about being implanted!
Talked to my girlfriend about implants a couple days ago and she could totally understand why myself and others would want one. Although, she hasn't experienced any erection issues since the first three times when I discovered the ED. She said might be weird for a hook up but otherwise if everyone was sexually satisfied there shouldn't be any issues. I think I would just own it with a girl I liked. Fuck, it was from an accident. I'd especially own it if my surgical outcome was as favorable as yours.
I've been spending most of my time during sex kegeling to keep my dick hard, it's exhausting! I can't imagine it just being hard and not having to flex my pelvic floor and push blood into it. Would be interested in your explanation of what happens when you kegel or flex your pelvic floor, does this get it engorged, does it change the erection angle at all?
Talked to my girlfriend about implants a couple days ago and she could totally understand why myself and others would want one. Although, she hasn't experienced any erection issues since the first three times when I discovered the ED. She said might be weird for a hook up but otherwise if everyone was sexually satisfied there shouldn't be any issues. I think I would just own it with a girl I liked. Fuck, it was from an accident. I'd especially own it if my surgical outcome was as favorable as yours.
I've been spending most of my time during sex kegeling to keep my dick hard, it's exhausting! I can't imagine it just being hard and not having to flex my pelvic floor and push blood into it. Would be interested in your explanation of what happens when you kegel or flex your pelvic floor, does this get it engorged, does it change the erection angle at all?
27
Peyronie's: 6 months, indents cause loss of 0.5 inches of girth, fibrosis growing, caused ED.
ED: 10mg Cialis daily, getting headaches, not interested in VED/injections.
Considering implant to avoid a lifetime of cialis and to correct deformity.
Peyronie's: 6 months, indents cause loss of 0.5 inches of girth, fibrosis growing, caused ED.
ED: 10mg Cialis daily, getting headaches, not interested in VED/injections.
Considering implant to avoid a lifetime of cialis and to correct deformity.
Re: Im 27. I have an implant. This is my log.
cnidium....I am so very happy for you.....This will be life changing in terms of giving you confidence and in terms of getting rid of the depression associated with ED....for me, life has returned to being an adventure once again because "knowing that I can have sex any time, any place, for as long as I want" is just the most awesome feeling.....sounds like Eid did everything just right for you and you are healing really well....I stopped the baths at the 14 day point...I am now 8 months after surgery, the implant feels like it is part of me, my penile sensations are totally normal and my erections are so awesome...I could not be happier and this was truly an amazingly positive decision for me....when I dream about sex, I have incorporated my pump up routine, it is just fine since I have that inner confidence of being 100% capable in the bedroom ---something that was not the case in my pre-implant dreams which were sometimes nightmares of failure....so, in terms of my personal identity and feeling of self worth, I have incorporated the implant into my self identity and self awareness, and it is actually a part of my body that I am very fond and proud of.
So, everything will only get better, and in three months, as Dr Eid says, you will feel completely back to normal in terms of any residual pain or weird sensations.
Thrilled for you, really thrilled !
From, TANGERINE
So, everything will only get better, and in three months, as Dr Eid says, you will feel completely back to normal in terms of any residual pain or weird sensations.
Thrilled for you, really thrilled !
From, TANGERINE
"Strive to find the best surgeon--experience really matters"
(63 yo, Titan 22cm implant Feb 2017 by Dr Eid) I'm super pleased with my length/girth/implant performance. See my story at "The road to becoming a bionic male: Answers ..."
(63 yo, Titan 22cm implant Feb 2017 by Dr Eid) I'm super pleased with my length/girth/implant performance. See my story at "The road to becoming a bionic male: Answers ..."
Re: Im 27. I have an implant. This is my log.
Tangerine and Cnidium... absolutely incredible. Seriously a marvel of modern technology to have surgical outcomes like yours. Reading your posts make me feel like I'm living in the future. It sounds refreshing to hear you say you're proud of your implant tangerine, I think that's the attitude I would have with successful implantation. Please keep updating.
27
Peyronie's: 6 months, indents cause loss of 0.5 inches of girth, fibrosis growing, caused ED.
ED: 10mg Cialis daily, getting headaches, not interested in VED/injections.
Considering implant to avoid a lifetime of cialis and to correct deformity.
Peyronie's: 6 months, indents cause loss of 0.5 inches of girth, fibrosis growing, caused ED.
ED: 10mg Cialis daily, getting headaches, not interested in VED/injections.
Considering implant to avoid a lifetime of cialis and to correct deformity.
Re: Im 27. I have an implant. This is my log.
geophd wrote:a marvel of modern technology
A great way to describe the implant! Wonderful!!
Re: Im 27. I have an implant. This is my log.
Geophd,
If I flex my pelvic muscles my glans gets bigger, like it always has. I haven't had a 'wtf did i do' phase, and I dont expect to have one. As for being stoked about it? Well I am certainly happy I have it, but until I use they way I want I am not going to say I am super excited about it. Maybe that is just how I am after 4 years of nothing.
I can tell you this though, the pump is in such a good place that I can actually access and use it through my pants' pockets. I really like this because I want to go back to nightclubs like I use to. This should let me pump it up a certain amount if I am or about to dance with some chick. Yes I know I can most likely have sex again, but how about the other sexual things I use to enjoy doing? Well, things like going out to nightclubs, I think will be possible.
I think if you are wearing the right type of underwear and pants, then a semi will be decently concealed. This is great because if I am flirting with a girl and we make contact off an on at the bar, then she will probably think I am getting stiff when we are getting near each other (which is how I was before my accident).
But ya, I can't say for certain it will work out, but the possibility seems to be there. Likewise, I can't say I am feeling super exhilarated about anything. I just feel that the probability of being able to do what I want is high.
Tangerine,
Hey I stopped the baths at day 17. I pumped a few times now outside of the bath, and it went fine. I actually find it easier to pump standing up and not in the water, doing it this way keeps my pump and balls from sliding around.
At what point did you start keeping it pumped up for 1hr+? I reread half of Merrix's log and it seemed like he was doing long sessions within 3 weeks. Until yesterday, I had only been pumping for 20 minutes. Then it dawned on me that I should have been increasing the time. So I did two 30 minute pumps yesterday. Was uncomfortable as all hell for the last 5-10 minutes, as I reached 25 pumps, my new high.
If I flex my pelvic muscles my glans gets bigger, like it always has. I haven't had a 'wtf did i do' phase, and I dont expect to have one. As for being stoked about it? Well I am certainly happy I have it, but until I use they way I want I am not going to say I am super excited about it. Maybe that is just how I am after 4 years of nothing.
I can tell you this though, the pump is in such a good place that I can actually access and use it through my pants' pockets. I really like this because I want to go back to nightclubs like I use to. This should let me pump it up a certain amount if I am or about to dance with some chick. Yes I know I can most likely have sex again, but how about the other sexual things I use to enjoy doing? Well, things like going out to nightclubs, I think will be possible.
I think if you are wearing the right type of underwear and pants, then a semi will be decently concealed. This is great because if I am flirting with a girl and we make contact off an on at the bar, then she will probably think I am getting stiff when we are getting near each other (which is how I was before my accident).
But ya, I can't say for certain it will work out, but the possibility seems to be there. Likewise, I can't say I am feeling super exhilarated about anything. I just feel that the probability of being able to do what I want is high.
Tangerine,
Hey I stopped the baths at day 17. I pumped a few times now outside of the bath, and it went fine. I actually find it easier to pump standing up and not in the water, doing it this way keeps my pump and balls from sliding around.
At what point did you start keeping it pumped up for 1hr+? I reread half of Merrix's log and it seemed like he was doing long sessions within 3 weeks. Until yesterday, I had only been pumping for 20 minutes. Then it dawned on me that I should have been increasing the time. So I did two 30 minute pumps yesterday. Was uncomfortable as all hell for the last 5-10 minutes, as I reached 25 pumps, my new high.
Titan OTR. Dr. Hakky - successful surgery and very happy with outcome.
My advice: choose a world-class surgeon and make yourself the healthiest you can.
My advice: choose a world-class surgeon and make yourself the healthiest you can.
Re: Im 27. I have an implant. This is my log.
Update Day 20
So last night I figured I would really increase my pump cycling time. I did two separate 30 minute sessions. They were very uncomfortable as I did 25 pumps by the 20-25minute mark, which is the highest number of pumps I have done yet. The first 20 minutes I stayed at 20-22, which although doing so doesn't produce a good feeling, its uncomfortable at worst. But ya, sitting there with my new max # of pumps was special, and not in a good way.
But this all seems normal. Reading logs of other titan guys there seems to be a standard practice of pumping to discomfort and letting it sit there for a while. I dont have the link, but there are studies floating around on this forum that Titan's dont reach their max size for the implantee until 6-12months, which requires daily cycling of 1hr or so. I know I cant damage my self pushing it with the pumps, my doctor already maxed me out during the surgery. Basically, no pain no gain. In a sick way, I like good pain.
Tonight I will cycle for 1hr straight. Ill start at a tolerable #, say 20, then at the 30 minute mark go to 23, then for the last 10 minutes go to 25 or 26 (26 would be a new high). I figure if I can add a pump every other day or so I will be good.
I think I might reach my max potential a little slower then some guys. After my accident, my dick was contracted a lot, like a hard flaccid. I think it wants to keep doing that, so pumping through it will not aroused may be more uncomfortable. Anyways, its not painful, just uncomfortable to pump to new highs.
Work was even better today. Almost forgot the last lingering feelings of discomfort in my scrotum. While caught up in the rush of work I often forgot the implant was even there. I think by next week the last remnants of discomfort will be gone.
Just to sumarize some pro and cons:
Pros
- erect penis is very straight and points to 2:30
- pump is very accessible, low in my scrotum and slightly behind my balls
- my glans is much warmer than pre-op, even hot sometimes, and it engorges when I get aroused
- most of my pain was gone before my 14th day post-op, and I went back to work 15 days post op with no issues
- minimal RTE's, which matters to me but may not matter to others
Cons
- I can feel the tubing near the base of my shaft on the left, maybe a 1/3 of an inch from my abdomen. Its in that weird area of your dick where your dick skin is turning into scrotum skin. I have a feeling it might be noticeable during intercourse, but theres just a good chance that I won't be... hell it may even feel good to her. However, it will definitely be noticeable by her hands and if shes gets really into oral, and it will definitely wont feel natural.
So ya, really only 1 con so far, and it may not even be a problem at all.
As a side note, now that I have a seemingly good and well installed implant, I had this feeling to never come back to this forum again. Im not saying I want to just abandon the people here, more like 'hey i finally have the thing, time to go have fun and not worry about anything else'. It makes me feel like there are a lot of happy implantees out there who don't post here, which would imply that there are a portion of the guys with bad experiences posting here. Just a feeling, may have no actual merit.
Ill update again in a few days.
Peace!
So last night I figured I would really increase my pump cycling time. I did two separate 30 minute sessions. They were very uncomfortable as I did 25 pumps by the 20-25minute mark, which is the highest number of pumps I have done yet. The first 20 minutes I stayed at 20-22, which although doing so doesn't produce a good feeling, its uncomfortable at worst. But ya, sitting there with my new max # of pumps was special, and not in a good way.
But this all seems normal. Reading logs of other titan guys there seems to be a standard practice of pumping to discomfort and letting it sit there for a while. I dont have the link, but there are studies floating around on this forum that Titan's dont reach their max size for the implantee until 6-12months, which requires daily cycling of 1hr or so. I know I cant damage my self pushing it with the pumps, my doctor already maxed me out during the surgery. Basically, no pain no gain. In a sick way, I like good pain.
Tonight I will cycle for 1hr straight. Ill start at a tolerable #, say 20, then at the 30 minute mark go to 23, then for the last 10 minutes go to 25 or 26 (26 would be a new high). I figure if I can add a pump every other day or so I will be good.
I think I might reach my max potential a little slower then some guys. After my accident, my dick was contracted a lot, like a hard flaccid. I think it wants to keep doing that, so pumping through it will not aroused may be more uncomfortable. Anyways, its not painful, just uncomfortable to pump to new highs.
Work was even better today. Almost forgot the last lingering feelings of discomfort in my scrotum. While caught up in the rush of work I often forgot the implant was even there. I think by next week the last remnants of discomfort will be gone.
Just to sumarize some pro and cons:
Pros
- erect penis is very straight and points to 2:30
- pump is very accessible, low in my scrotum and slightly behind my balls
- my glans is much warmer than pre-op, even hot sometimes, and it engorges when I get aroused
- most of my pain was gone before my 14th day post-op, and I went back to work 15 days post op with no issues
- minimal RTE's, which matters to me but may not matter to others
Cons
- I can feel the tubing near the base of my shaft on the left, maybe a 1/3 of an inch from my abdomen. Its in that weird area of your dick where your dick skin is turning into scrotum skin. I have a feeling it might be noticeable during intercourse, but theres just a good chance that I won't be... hell it may even feel good to her. However, it will definitely be noticeable by her hands and if shes gets really into oral, and it will definitely wont feel natural.
So ya, really only 1 con so far, and it may not even be a problem at all.
As a side note, now that I have a seemingly good and well installed implant, I had this feeling to never come back to this forum again. Im not saying I want to just abandon the people here, more like 'hey i finally have the thing, time to go have fun and not worry about anything else'. It makes me feel like there are a lot of happy implantees out there who don't post here, which would imply that there are a portion of the guys with bad experiences posting here. Just a feeling, may have no actual merit.
Ill update again in a few days.
Peace!
Titan OTR. Dr. Hakky - successful surgery and very happy with outcome.
My advice: choose a world-class surgeon and make yourself the healthiest you can.
My advice: choose a world-class surgeon and make yourself the healthiest you can.
Re: Im 27. I have an implant. This is my log.
I was wondering about pumping through the pocket, I never understood why "pocket pumping" isn't a universal technique that everyone is using. I think you're all set, you can be partially torqued all night in the club and every girl will think you're ready to go. I can't imagine how it could fail, I just wonder if it feels good and is arousing to be grinding with the implant because I'm curious about this too. Please update on your experience grinding/clubbing etc.
You seem indifferent about this experience, going from no good erections for 4 years to solid infinite erections. I can't wrap my head around it.
I'm in full support of people getting off FrankTalk. I hope they do! But seems important to document your experience so that it is in the record before leaving. Especially for the young guys, the old guys have a lot of data. Please keep updating until you can comment on what sex/dating is like with the implant. You will be doing your fellow man a favor.
You seem indifferent about this experience, going from no good erections for 4 years to solid infinite erections. I can't wrap my head around it.
I'm in full support of people getting off FrankTalk. I hope they do! But seems important to document your experience so that it is in the record before leaving. Especially for the young guys, the old guys have a lot of data. Please keep updating until you can comment on what sex/dating is like with the implant. You will be doing your fellow man a favor.
27
Peyronie's: 6 months, indents cause loss of 0.5 inches of girth, fibrosis growing, caused ED.
ED: 10mg Cialis daily, getting headaches, not interested in VED/injections.
Considering implant to avoid a lifetime of cialis and to correct deformity.
Peyronie's: 6 months, indents cause loss of 0.5 inches of girth, fibrosis growing, caused ED.
ED: 10mg Cialis daily, getting headaches, not interested in VED/injections.
Considering implant to avoid a lifetime of cialis and to correct deformity.
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Larry10625
Re: Im 27. I have an implant. This is my log.
geophd wrote:I was wondering about pumping through the pocket, I never understood why "pocket pumping" isn't a universal technique that everyone is using. I think you're all set, you can be partially torqued all night in the club and every girl will think you're ready to go. I can't imagine how it could fail, I just wonder if it feels good and is arousing to be grinding with the implant because I'm curious about this too. Please update on your experience grinding/clubbing etc.
You seem indifferent about this experience, going from no good erections for 4 years to solid infinite erections. I can't wrap my head around it.
I'm in full support of people getting off FrankTalk. I hope they do! But seems important to document your experience so that it is in the record before leaving. Especially for the young guys, the old guys have a lot of data. Please keep updating until you can comment on what sex/dating is like with the implant. You will be doing your fellow man a favor.
I don't understand why you are encouraging or members to abandon ship after they no longer require information. That is where we get our experience to offer new members. Guys like Donnie, Hugh, Maxx, newtoed, etc. I am grateful that these members have stuck with us.
Larry
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Re: Im 27. I have an implant. This is my log.
Larry10625 wrote:geophd wrote:I was wondering about pumping through the pocket, I never understood why "pocket pumping" isn't a universal technique that everyone is using. I think you're all set, you can be partially torqued all night in the club and every girl will think you're ready to go. I can't imagine how it could fail, I just wonder if it feels good and is arousing to be grinding with the implant because I'm curious about this too. Please update on your experience grinding/clubbing etc.
You seem indifferent about this experience, going from no good erections for 4 years to solid infinite erections. I can't wrap my head around it.
I'm in full support of people getting off FrankTalk. I hope they do! But seems important to document your experience so that it is in the record before leaving. Especially for the young guys, the old guys have a lot of data. Please keep updating until you can comment on what sex/dating is like with the implant. You will be doing your fellow man a favor.
I don't understand why you are encouraging or members to abandon ship after they no longer require information. That is where we get our experience to offer new members. Guys like Donnie, Hugh, Maxx, newtoed, etc. I am grateful that these members have stuck with us.
Larry
I agree, Larry. There are so many unique circumstances that have affected the great men here that sticking around could really benefit brothers of the future. For example, I posted several months ago seeking advice from guys with below-average sized members, as I am smaller than average and wanted to ask questions specific to us. I immediately received responses and even had a member meet me in person to do a show and tell. I was so grateful that this brother was so willing to help. He even came with me to the urologist.
This site is a gift from God. I'm not one who advocates for a particular social contract, but if there is one thing that I personally would pay forward, it would be helping other men who have faced this terrible issue.
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