Im 27. I have an implant. This is my log.

[Larry10625]

Geophd,

Shit I didnt realize I replaced my original post, definitely didnt want to do that. Is there anyway a moderator can replace it, and move whats in its place down the thread?

Was I planning on hiding is from long term partners? - I don't know yet. I certainly dont care to tell them, but if they don't need to know then I don't need to tell.

Does my glans engorge? - Yes. I still get discomfort when I pump to the max, so Im not exatly horny. But, if I think of something sexual while pumped up, my glans will engorge as big as it use to.

Is my penis sensitive? - Yes, it feelings and sensations are just like they were before. Doctor said no sex until at least week 3, so I haven't tried to ejaculate yet, but I am sure I can.

No, sorry, there is nothing that can be done.

Larry
Moderator

[Cnidium]

Update Day 25

So I really discovered some decent pain last night. But, before that how about the other two nights.

Three nights ago I cycled for a full hour. Much discomfort was experienced, and some pain at the end, but nothing too bad. The next night (2 nights ago), I cycled only 20 minutes as I felt sore from the night before.

Then last night I got in my head that I was just going to pump the shit out of it and just man handle the pain no matter what. About a month before surgery I broke out my old hand-grippers (captains of crush) and started working on my hand strength like I used to when I rec powerlifted. By the other night I was able to close the 195lb gripper (use to be able to do the 237lb), so whatever that pump in my sac was thinking I was going to keep pumping it. So after 20 minutes of being pumped to a decent amount, I took the pump and just kept pumping it no matter how hard it got. But let me tell you, I didnt stop because it got too hard to pump, I stopped because it was so painful at that level of erection. Bros, that shit was on fire. But I was determined to keep it there for 10 minutes. I was squirming and twisting in my bed, breathing like I was almost drowning, and time felt like it was moving backwards.

Finally I hit 10 minutes at that level. Holy shit. Holy fuck. The abductor muscle in my left leg felt like it just went through a gauntlet. Seriously felt like it got the shit punched out of it. Not only that, but random parts of my left leg felt bruised and sore. When I stood up immediately after deflating, my entire left leg felt like it just went through a hardcore leg workout. It felt the same the next day when I woke up, about after about 10 minutes of walking around the pain went away completely... except for when I touched ''bruised' parts of my leg. They weren't actually bruised, there was no discoloration, but to the touch they felt bruised when poked. Oddly enough, not an ounce of pain in my dick.

Makes me think that I pumped so much that I might have pinched some nerves that werent used to having that implant in there yet. But ya, I wont be doing that again.

Tonight I'm just going to pump to a 'decent' level and let it chill for an hour, no pain tonight.

Future Plans

So I really want to go out halloween, but that will still put me under 4 weeks post-op. This girl at work is telling she wants to meet somewhere, and o my god do I want to. Been flirting with her for too long to want to waste more time, but instinct is telling me to wait. If I'm not healed enough I dont want to compromise anything, and if I cant fuck without pain yet then I don't want to fuck. So Im going to call the staff at Eid's office tomorrow and ask their opinion. Can I go to a nigthclub yet? Can I have her dancing against me? If my inflating at a 'fuckable' level is really uncomfortable at 20 minutes inflated, should I just wait? And, what is doc's opinion on me pumping so hard that my one leg felt assaulted? These will be my questions.

Might just pop some codeine's too and just say fuck it.

But ya thats about it boys! Lesson of the day is: If you can out muscle your pump, well, you might not want to.

Peace out!

[geophd]

Were there any gains in your cycling efforts? What does your new dick feel like when you're erect and aroused? Does it feel like your old pumping hard as fuck dick? Do you feel like you want to fuck with it!? (if you can see through the pain).

Good luck tonight.

[Cnidium]

Update Week 4

I went out on halloween as I said I would before. Everything went great. Met the girl at the bar. Had a few drinks, chatted, flirted for about an hour. I told her we were going to the club down the street, so I went to the bathroom and pumped up quickly before we left. I was already pumped up like 12 times before I even met her at the bar, but I pumped up a few more times before the club. Got to the club, had another drink, told her I wanted her on me. We danced and were grinding heavy for a long time. Probably an 1.5 hrs. After dancing with her for a while at some point we started making out. I told her in a direct and suave way that I wanted to split her in half. She said she wouldnt let me, she didn't trust me. She knows what I use to be like with girls, so I dont blame her. Made out some more and she drove me up when she felt sober because I was feeling kinda fucked up after popping the codeine's before drinking (dont do this). Meeting her tonight at a friends. She has been texting me telling me how much she enjoyed her night on halloween, shit like that. I don't think I will try to push her to go all the way with me, for a funny reason I will explain below.

So anyone who has been reading this log knows that I have really wanted to go back to nightclubs. My first nightclub experience with the implant went really well. That thing was hard up against her the entire time we were dancing, and I knew she loved it. So yes, nightlife like your young in your 20s (which I am) is very possible, you just need to make a few adjustments.

So I wasn't even 4 weeks post-op when I did this. Did I experience pain? I did not experience pain while I was grinding with her, but immediately afterwards I felt pain. But its not what I thought it would be. I thought the pain was from the tips being pressed into the end of my dick for so long. However, when I got hope, I realized that wasn;t the case all. All that dancing with her while pumped up the entire time chafed the shit out my dick head. If it wasn't for the chafing there would have been absolutely no pain at all. I think in the future I might put a small piece of silking cloth around my dick head in the future, maybe tape it or something, so that doens't happen.

Other than that, I couldnt have asked for a better experience.

However, that doesn't mean everything is 'normal'. I still need to cut holes in pockets so I can pump it discreetly at the bar while drinking instead of going the bathroom. Also, if I were to pump too much, Im not sure how easy it would be to hit the deflate button through my pants to balance it out.

Also, a girl might be suspicious if you are always hard. I don't know what she would be suspicious of exactly, but if she surprises you and gets up on you without warning, she might wonder why the fuck you are already hard. Like, if you are just chillin there, minding your business having a drink, and she, or some other girl, shows up and gives you a hug right away, she would think it strange your were already stiff. Or, she might just really like that. Who knows, just something to think about adapting too.

So my plan now is too let this chafing heal, cut my work hours back so I can actually have time to go out and still manage my time well, then try to smash the women. I am meeting that girl tonight, but my dick head is still tender, not painful, but enough to make me think I should wait. She really likes me, but she is suspicious as all hell that I will use her then drop her... which I really might do. But ya, I don't mind waiting. Now that I have the thing and my first nightclub experience with it went fine I feel like I have time to be patient and just let things flow naturally.

If you have any questions let me know!

Ill probably only do 1 or 2 more posts since everything seems to be going well, but I keep checking for questions.

Peace out.

PS Noteable Milestones So Far
Day 3: Began pumping/cycling every day
Day 14: went back to work with only minor discomfort, scrotum pain gone
Day 20ish: began pumping/cycling for an hour each day
Day 26: went to a nightclub and danced/grinded with a girl I like
Day 28 (4 weeks): got through the work day and realized I never noticed any discomfort and I wasn't aware of the implant being there at all

[Sirsarcastic]

Plot twist: you end up marrying her. Lol

Congratulations on the recovery hope it continues to go well

[geophd]

DOPE. Back in the game.

While you were dancing did you get harder/engorge at all and could you feel it? Did you get arousal out of this and then get more aroused from having her ass on your cock?

Also, for me it always seems to be that I get hard while dancing. Was she not kinda surprised that you were fully torqued right away? No way around this of course but now when you're dancing with girls you're either always hard or always soft I guess. What's the strategy there?

Are you going to tell her (or whoever) before, after, or only if she discovers it?

The implant was probably on your mind during the night but could you imagine sometime in the future where you are not thinking about it really at all. Where maybe you're pumping a bit but it's almost second nature. Do you feel any insecurity about the implant, not that you should, but you know what I mean....

Fucking hilarious Sirsarcastic...

[jelquinginjury]

Hey cnidium congratulation for your successful implant!
You have shared a lot of information with many guys here and you have really been a great help to me, happy that everything is going well

[Smetro]

PS Noteable Milestones So Far
Day 3: Began pumping/cycling every day
Day 14: went back to work with only minor discomfort, scrotum pain gone
Day 20ish: began pumping/cycling for an hour each day
Day 26: went to a nightclub and danced/grinded with a girl I like
Day 28 (4 weeks): got through the work day and realized I never noticed any discomfort and I wasn't aware of the implant being there at all[/quote]

Hey Cnid
just wondering about your measured length now with your total implant at 25cm
I am at 23.5 cm and pumped up am almost 170mm or around 6 3/4 inches
Obviously I am a LOT older than you.....but I figure on balance, measured along the top from pubic bone to tip of the glans, you should be a bit over 7 inches??? Am I correct?

[Larry10625]

Hey cnidium congratulation for your successful implant!
You have shared a lot of information with many guys here and you have really been a great help to me, happy that everything is going well

Please create a signature. It makes things much easier to answer your questions without asking a lot of questions. Here's how you do it
Click on your name in the top right corner and select "user control panel"

Then under the big letters "User Control Panel" there is a row of words... select "Profile"

Then down the left had side of the "User Control Panel" select "Edit Signature" (You might have Create Signature or something. I don't know exactly what you'll get because I already have a signature to edit)

Most guys put something like what I have, but you can put whatever you want. Here is mine -
"AMS 700 (18 + 2 rte's). Implanted March 30, 2017 by Dr. Brock of London, Ont, CANADA. Great surgeon. Went in to septic shock and had to have implant removed April 29, 2017. I'm from Belleville, Ontario, CANADA. Appt. for consult for second attempt is on November 6, 2017... I can't wait."

Don't get too carried away with the doctor like his name, address, phone number, etc (anything that looks like advertising for him).. you can certainly say Dr. Jones (great Dr.)

If you need further help, please ask, that's what I'm here for.

Larry
Moderator

[Cnidium]

Smetro,
The best length I measured so far was just over 6.75in, girth was about 5.6in. I haven’t tried measuring while max pumped and aroused simply because it would be next to impossible. I don’t think I can become aroused at max pump because of the pain. Im sure my body will get used to it in time, but not at the 4 week post-op mark. Im sure ill get back to my 7” length in time.
Geophd,
I definitely was aroused dancing, and I probably was more engorged during that time. But, I was kinda fucked up on the codeine and alcohol so maybe I wasn’t really aware. The best part of it was that I was just having a good fucking time. I wasn’t even really thinking about the implant and all the bullshit leading up to that night, just enjoying myself.
She didn’t seem surprised at all by me being hard when we made contact. I mean I was flirting with were for a while before we were dancing, so Im sure she could have guessed I was hard then. I used to get hard just flirting with girls. Also, if I was dancing and I found some girl who seemed interested in me, I would get hard dancing (but not grinding with her) with the anticipation of grinding with her. So ya, a lot of the time I was hard before they even got up on me. But, sometimes, if some girl just came onto me out of the blue, or if she was kind of busted, it might take me 10-15 seconds to get hard with her against me. So what is the strategy? Pump before you got on the dance floor. If its dark enough (which it should be) or if the floor is crowded enough no one will see your hard dick in your jeans, and if they do then o well. Furthermore, its very possible to pump at the bar. If I had the right pockets no one would have even known that I did that. Or, as I did that night, excuse yourself to the bathroom (I mean who doesn’t need to take a piss after drinking for a while), pump, go back. Its very doable and you have multiple ways to do it.
Am I going to tell her? I really don’t know at this point. I wouldn’t care if she knew. She’s been through enough shit herself to not freak out about it. She is also a secret keeper, I would trust her to not tell people. But, its still information that I would prefer to not be known. I don’t know how far I will go with her, if we will date, if so for how long. If I end up dating her I would prob tell her if she doesn’t find out soon. If it’s a quick fling then why bother. But, as Ive said in the past, if it becomes known then o well.
Was the implant on my mind during the night? Not really. It was on my mind when I realized I had to pump it in the bathroom. After I started dancing and making out with her I didn’t think about it at all. I was thinking about her ass, titties, and fucking her. The implant was going to stay hard against her just like I wanted it to, so it wasn’t anything to worry about. After I get my pockets cut the right way I’m sure pumping it up will be even less of a problem, just a quick discreet 20second maneuver while getting a drink at the bar or something.