Im 27. I have an implant. This is my log.

[Cnidium]

Update Day 30

Some good information here for those wondering about pumping without a woman noticing. Well two nights ago I met the same girl at a friends house. We both were kinda not interested in being there and, strange turn of events, we actually went for a workout. Theres a workout park in our area so, even though it was dark and past park hours, we went. Did our thing for about 30 minutes. Started chatting on a bench. She gave me the eyes that said 'I want physical attention'. So shit, what do I do now. I couldn't pump right there on the bench, too obvious. I could have pumped at the end of the workout, we werent right next to each other, mental note to think ahead next time. So I told her we should head back. While we walking back in the park it dawned on me it was dark enough while not under the lights that I could pump the shit up without her noticing. And I did exactly that. I was standing about 6 inches away from her, walking, talking to her, pumping that shit up through my pocket. And she had no idea. We walked by a pavilion and I told her I needed some water. Took a swig from a bottle in my backpack. Next thing I know we are making out. Our hands were all over each other, getting really into it. Basically an hour goes by and I'm feeling high because I want to fuck her so bad. I basically tell her shes going to give it up to me at some point so it may as well be now. She said she doesn't give it up fast ever. Thats fine, I can wait.

Anyways, lesson is, you can pump right fucking next to them in the right environments and they will have no clue. And I could have done it even better if I just pumped right after the workout, especially since I had a feeling she would want me to engage her afterwards. And, honestly, I think my titan is big enough in the flaccid state that with the addition to natural arousal and engorgment that she would have gotten the hint anyways.

One more thing. I haven't even had sex with this girl yet. It could easily be another month before I do. And still, I am having so much fun. OFC I want to smash her. But, as I have said in other posts, there is a lot more to sexuality or a sex life than just fucking. The dancing, the flirting, the making out, the getting frisky at random moments (in a park after a workout that wasn't even planned, right?!), are all aspects of my life that I really wanted back, that I thought an implant could give me back, and are things in which I have in fact received back. Even if I never go all the way with this girl I am still happy. Once I can cut my work schedule back I will going out a lot, so there will be plenty more females to pursue in addition to this one. Even still, it would be greedy to ask for more at 4 weeks post-op, and I am extremely pleased with the parts of my life that I have gotten back so far.

OK seriously this time I will probably not post for a while, I just thought this whole discreet pumping thing right next to her was good information for the guys here.

Peace out.

[geophd]

No dude! These are gold, you gotta keep us in the loop until you use it. It really provides hope for young men who are curious about a normal single life following an implant and you’re on the fucking frontier right now, we need regular reports! Have you found that you’re generally happier now, not feeling as “numb” as you felt before?

Personal update requests:

1. Sexual activity

2. First girl you tell or find out, what does she do?

[dias_ultima]

awsome ! the updates and the stories that you are posting are encouraging . Ive been around women many times in situations like that and ED ruined it for me , its the courage that i had is what i miss the most lol. its absolutely incredible that now you can finally act on these moments and get laid !! your back in the game man ! im also 27 and have ED from an injury, still saving money which has been kinda hard being in college. can't wait to get the implant , im gona try to get done by dr eid too. and thanks again keep us posted.

[Cnidium]

Update Day 39

Got a text from the girl I was flirting around with on Thursday. I could tell right away she wanted to fuck. She was just quoting some song in the text messages. Went to her place, went out for some drinks with her and two of her friends. Two shots later and unknown amount of unknown mixed drinks that I was told I needed to drink and we were back at her place without her friends there. I was already pumped up half away before we went to the bar. She wanted to keep drinking, so as she poured some shitty vodka in a mug in her dark kitchen I pumped up some more, about 2 feet away from her. We made our way to the couch, started making out with her laying across me. Started to rub her out. I got too horny to sit there so we went up stairs. She went up first, so I was behind her. While walking up the stairs I tucked my dick up in my pants and pumped it more, probably good enough for sex at this point. We get into her room and she says she needs to use the bathroom. She leaves for a few minutes. I rip off all my clothes and pump that bitch up as hard as I can. I mean I was crushing the hell out of the inflate pump. She comes back in the room and I am just standing there in the dim light of her TV with my dick just sticking out like its the boss. I smashed that pussy. I don't think I was hurting her, but at one point she sounded like she was crying. I took that as a sign of it felt good with a little bit of pain. I think I was right since she wants me to come over again. But ya, she was my bitch. And she had no idea my dick wasn't normal. Problem was I didn't wear a condom, so I bought her plan B the next morning. I guess I don't really like her, because if I made her pregnant and she decided to keep it I would have been depressed. But she took the pill, I made her take it in front of me.

What are the important parts to take away from this?
- You can have it partially inflated before you even meet some girl.
- There are plenty of times to inflate it without her knowing. In the dark light of a room when she is turned way, while walking up the stairs behind her, when she goes to the bathroom, when you go to the bathroom, during foreplay, ect.
- I didn't really think of, much less stress about, having an implant during all of this. Obviously I am aware it was there, but at no point was I thinking to myself 'o shit I hope I can pull this shit off, I hope she doesn't know'. It all flowed naturally without too much effort on my end.
- Wear a condom, even if its been 4 years and you are horny as fuck. You will sleep better knowing you didn't knock her up.

My plan now is to do what I use to do. Go out with the boys, or solo, and meet women. Have fun and not care too much where the night takes me. I will also be trying to move up in my work so the potential financial stress of having an implant the implied future revisions are less of a burden on me. But, I have plenty of time, and I think having fun without too much care is whats really on my mind now.

Ask me some questions. Ill reply for about a week then I am probably out for a long time, maybe months or years maybe forever or until I get a revision. Everything I wanted to happen and get back has come back from having this implant, and I know its only going to get better.

Peace out.

[jackhammerdreamz]

Update Day 39

Got a text from the girl I was flirting around with on Thursday. I could tell right away she wanted to fuck. She was just quoting some song in the text messages. Went to her place, went out for some drinks with her and two of her friends. Two shots later and unknown amount of unknown mixed drinks that I was told I needed to drink and we were back at her place without her friends there. I was already pumped up half away before we went to the bar. She wanted to keep drinking, so as she poured some shitty vodka in a mug in her dark kitchen I pumped up some more, about 2 feet away from her. We made our way to the couch, started making out with her laying across me. Started to rub her out. I got too horny to sit there so we went up stairs. She went up first, so I was behind her. While walking up the stairs I tucked my dick up in my pants and pumped it more, probably good enough for sex at this point. We get into her room and she says she needs to use the bathroom. She leaves for a few minutes. I rip off all my clothes and pump that bitch up as hard as I can. I mean I was crushing the hell out of the inflate pump. She comes back in the room and I am just standing there in the dim light of her TV with my dick just sticking out like its the boss. I smashed that pussy. I don't think I was hurting her, but at one point she sounded like she was crying. I took that as a sign of it felt good with a little bit of pain. I think I was right since she wants me to come over again. But ya, she was my bitch. And she had no idea my dick wasn't normal. Problem was I didn't wear a condom, so I bought her plan B the next morning. I guess I don't really like her, because if I made her pregnant and she decided to keep it I would have been depressed. But she took the pill, I made her take it in front of me.

What are the important parts to take away from this?
- You can have it partially inflated before you even meet some girl.
- There are plenty of times to inflate it without her knowing. In the dark light of a room when she is turned way, while walking up the stairs behind her, when she goes to the bathroom, when you go to the bathroom, during foreplay, ect.
- I didn't really think of, much less stress about, having an implant during all of this. Obviously I am aware it was there, but at no point was I thinking to myself 'o shit I hope I can pull this shit off, I hope she doesn't know'. It all flowed naturally without too much effort on my end.
- Wear a condom, even if its been 4 years and you are horny as fuck. You will sleep better knowing you didn't knock her up.

My plan now is to do what I use to do. Go out with the boys, or solo, and meet women. Have fun and not care too much where the night takes me. I will also be trying to move up in my work so the potential financial stress of having an implant the implied future revisions are less of a burden on me. But, I have plenty of time, and I think having fun without too much care is whats really on my mind now.

Ask me some questions. Ill reply for about a week then I am probably out for a long time, maybe months or years maybe forever or until I get a revision. Everything I wanted to happen and get back has come back from having this implant, and I know its only going to get better.

Peace out.

You can like someone and still not want them to get pregnant
So glad I got a vasectomy and never ever have to worry about that again. Condoms(and kids) are the worst.
That said glad you finally got to test out your equipment!

Did you feel any positions were weird? or felt odd? Any that felt better than before the implant??

Keep having fun! Don't work too hard

[geophd]

Congratulations. No worries about the effectiveness of pills, no worry about injections, ready to go whenever you need. Seems like you’re as close to pre accident as you can be.

What did the sex feel like? Did it feel different? How? Better or worse?
Was climaxing more difficult? Was the orgasm the same?
Did you take any precautions in avoiding her touching your balls? Did she? Any reaction?
How was the deflation like? Awkward at all? How about laying after, did you try to avoid it being discovered?

I’m curious about already being naked and laying with a girl, maybe in the morning or a while after having sex and her trying to get me hard again. Would you have just said fuck it and start pumping and get to work right there? Or went to the bathroom and made it a little awkward?

How much time from essentially flaccid to ideal sex inflation?

What is the biggest difference between your erection from before accident and after the implant?

We’re you ever preoccupied with it being discovered or were you completely care free?

Could you imagine telling a girl and then enjoying the implants “perks” even more or do you Prefer to just have her not know?

Could you have the best sex of your life with the implant or do you feel that it’s inferior in some way?

[edsince18]

Update Day 30

Some good information here for those wondering about pumping without a woman noticing. Well two nights ago I met the same girl at a friends house. We both were kinda not interested in being there and, strange turn of events, we actually went for a workout. Theres a workout park in our area so, even though it was dark and past park hours, we went. Did our thing for about 30 minutes. Started chatting on a bench. She gave me the eyes that said 'I want physical attention'. So shit, what do I do now. I couldn't pump right there on the bench, too obvious. I could have pumped at the end of the workout, we werent right next to each other, mental note to think ahead next time. So I told her we should head back. While we walking back in the park it dawned on me it was dark enough while not under the lights that I could pump the shit up without her noticing. And I did exactly that. I was standing about 6 inches away from her, walking, talking to her, pumping that shit up through my pocket. And she had no idea. We walked by a pavilion and I told her I needed some water. Took a swig from a bottle in my backpack. Next thing I know we are making out. Our hands were all over each other, getting really into it. Basically an hour goes by and I'm feeling high because I want to fuck her so bad. I basically tell her shes going to give it up to me at some point so it may as well be now. She said she doesn't give it up fast ever. Thats fine, I can wait.

Anyways, lesson is, you can pump right fucking next to them in the right environments and they will have no clue. And I could have done it even better if I just pumped right after the workout, especially since I had a feeling she would want me to engage her afterwards. And, honestly, I think my titan is big enough in the flaccid state that with the addition to natural arousal and engorgment that she would have gotten the hint anyways.

One more thing. I haven't even had sex with this girl yet. It could easily be another month before I do. And still, I am having so much fun. OFC I want to smash her. But, as I have said in other posts, there is a lot more to sexuality or a sex life than just fucking. The dancing, the flirting, the making out, the getting frisky at random moments (in a park after a workout that wasn't even planned, right?!), are all aspects of my life that I really wanted back, that I thought an implant could give me back, and are things in which I have in fact received back. Even if I never go all the way with this girl I am still happy. Once I can cut my work schedule back I will going out a lot, so there will be plenty more females to pursue in addition to this one. Even still, it would be greedy to ask for more at 4 weeks post-op, and I am extremely pleased with the parts of my life that I have gotten back so far.

OK seriously this time I will probably not post for a while, I just thought this whole discreet pumping thing right next to her was good information for the guys here.

Peace out.

Congratulations on your successful surgery!
How many pumps is enough for sex?(not fully erect..just enough for sex)
How much time does it take?

[Cnidium]

I copied a bunch of Geophd's questions and placed answers right next to them.

What did the sex feel like? Did it feel different? How? Better or worse? – Sex felt great. It wasn’t the same feeling as I am only just a month over my surgery. When I am pumped to the max there is still discomfort, but I didn’t really notice it while fucking. So, I guess to be fair, sex is slightly worse feeling just because of the discomfort I still have, but I didn’t care.

Was climaxing more difficult? Was the orgasm the same? – Climaxing wasn’t easy or difficult to achieve, just happened when I felt like it should. The orgasm was the same, I barely got to pull out of her then I blew all over her sheets and it felt great.

Did you take any precautions in avoiding her touching your balls? Did she? Any reaction? – Nope, I was just letting things happen as they may. However, she never did touch my balls. I am dominating during sex so she didn’t have many opportunities to touch my junk that much.

How was the deflation like? Awkward at all? How about laying after, did you try to avoid it being discovered? – I didn’t deflate right away, she wasn’t aware that I was still hard or not while we were laying next to each other. I did not try to keep it hidden at all. At some point she went to clean up in the bathroom and I deflated.

I’m curious about already being naked and laying with a girl, maybe in the morning or a while after having sex and her trying to get me hard again. Would you have just said fuck it and start pumping and get to work right there? Or went to the bathroom and made it a little awkward? – Im not a person that really experiences awkward. I usually don’t give a shit what is happening. But, if I had spent the night at her place, slept in her bed, then woke up for sex then hopefully one of the following would have happened: 1. I wake before her and inflate, 2. We are both awake and one of us goes to the bathroom, 3. Inflate during foreplay again 4. Pretend to not wake up from her advances, then inflate when she stops. There are really so many ways to do this that its not something I worry about.

How much time from essentially flaccid to ideal sex inflation? – Hard to tell, since I have not gone from complete flaccid to ideal sex inflation yet. I was partially inflated before I had sex with her, and when I am at home cycling I don’t go to max ASAP or I can’t keep the inflate up for as long as I want to. Im guessing 30-45seconds though

What is the biggest difference between your erection from before accident and after the implant? – Loss of true spontenaiety. There is just a little bit of thought and manual work to do before its good to go. Before, obviously, my dick would just get hard when I needed it to without any extra thought.

We’re you ever preoccupied with it being discovered or were you completely care free? – I wouldn’t care.

Could you imagine telling a girl and then enjoying the implants “perks” even more or do you Prefer to just have her not know? – Yes, I could imagine telling a girl about it and then enjoying everything about it. I prefer this one to not know because I don’t feel like explaining a million things to her. Also, the reason I have an implant is kind of a sob story, and I don’t tell sob stories to women, or really anyone I know.

Could you have the best sex of your life with the implant or do you feel that it’s inferior in some way? – Interesting… you know in a way the implant might give me the best sex of my life depending on what that criteria is. The fact that I can smash non-stop round after round is a huge plus. Before, even if we had great sex for 2 rounds, sometimes getting it up for the 3rd round as good as the first 2 was a somewhat difficult sometimes, depending on who she was. But, its hard to explain, what I want from sex isn’t necessarily great physical pleasure or a deep connection with someone. I really like the fact that I am fucking the shit out of some girl, making her scream or twitch or shake, and feeling good about my conquest. I mean the orgasm and the ejaculation feels good, but its not what I like to think about afterwards. The implant lets me get what I want.

Edsince18,

Id say about 18-20 pumps the minimum for sex. When I had sex the other day I'm guessing I was at 30 or maybe a little more. Its hard to keep track of number of pumps because, as you become more inflated, the pump wont squeeze all the way with the later pumps. So you will end up doing a bunch of half, third, or quarter pumps and you really don't know how to add those up like the full pumps in the earlier levels of inflation.

[geophd]

Thanks for your answers.

I’m happy for you. I don’t think your story is a sob story I think it’s a happy story. Shit happens, you have overcome it. You should be proud of that conquest too.

[jackhammerdreamz]

Cnidium,

Thank you for all your replies man.
Truly appreciate them!

Definitely take some time away from the boards, now that you're off into the horizon, try to stop back once in a while to answer some questions.
The boards will naturally be less a part of your life now that you've achieved the ultimate end goal.
When I become part of the bionic brotherhood in 3 months or so, I plan on keeping up on here a bit to help those who had so many questions like we once did.

All the best homie