33yrs old Implanted February 6th 2018 Journal (Pic page 6)

[Greg1956]

Day 35

Not much to report these days.
I'm trying to cycle as much as possible but not doing quite 30 minute sessions.
At least 15 for sure twice a day though.

Girlfriend and I showered together today.
She felt my scrotum which made her squeal.
"It's so weird!" but in a funny sort of way.

She did bum me out by saying it looked about 1/3 smaller but that it's not the size of the boat.
I hope to prove that to her next Tuesday when we can finally have sex again.

She is sort of in the stage of grieving "what once was"
There is no more natural erection she could partially coax out of me.
The feeling of arousing your partner and watching an erection grow is gone.
She understands that this was the best option because even if she could coax my dick up, it never lasted that long.
Just as I got through the change and processed it, she will too.

We're both excited and ready to start the next chapter in our sex lives.
I know that I am packing enough heat to satisfy her.

Off to cycle before bed.

Gnite brothers!

I think it is normal to grieve what we lost, but when what we lost was no longer doing what it was intended to do, we have to take steps to get what we want and need. Once you begin using your implant and get over the fact it is different, I hope both of you will focus on the fact you will both be able to get great pleasure because of it. When my wife and I had sex the first time after I got my implant and I was able to see and hear her have her first orgasm because of my implant it was amazing. Best wishes.

Greg

[Anonymous3]

Show her how the pump works. IMPORTANT TO STRESS squeeze pump not real nut. Stay deflated let her go down on you as she sucks and plays with all three nuts got squeeze the pump. I not quite the same as natural but she still gets the feeling. Invent some new sex games where tgge reward if you win the round it good for a couple of pumps. If she wins she has the choice to deflate you a little or give it a few more pumps. Just a thought.

When yall were in the shower were you maxed out

[Larry10625]

Day 35

Not much to report these days.
I'm trying to cycle as much as possible but not doing quite 30 minute sessions.
At least 15 for sure twice a day though.

Girlfriend and I showered together today.
She felt my scrotum which made her squeal.
"It's so weird!" but in a funny sort of way.

She did bum me out by saying it looked about 1/3 smaller but that it's not the size of the boat.
I hope to prove that to her next Tuesday when we can finally have sex again.

She is sort of in the stage of grieving "what once was"
There is no more natural erection she could partially coax out of me.
The feeling of arousing your partner and watching an erection grow is gone.
She understands that this was the best option because even if she could coax my dick up, it never lasted that long.
Just as I got through the change and processed it, she will too.

We're both excited and ready to start the next chapter in our sex lives.
I know that I am packing enough heat to satisfy her.

Off to cycle before bed.

Gnite brothers!

Just wait until she gets raw because you are still goin' two hours later... she'll be a believer

Larry

[jackhammerdreamz]

Show her how the pump works. IMPORTANT TO STRESS squeeze pump not real nut. Stay deflated let her go down on you as she sucks and plays with all three nuts got squeeze the pump. I not quite the same as natural but she still gets the feeling. Invent some new sex games where tgge reward if you win the round it good for a couple of pumps. If she wins she has the choice to deflate you a little or give it a few more pumps. Just a thought.

When yall were in the shower were you maxed out

Thanks Larry, Hugh, and Greg!

Hugh I don't think I was quite maxed so she may be in for a surprise when we get to the sex
For me, it's usually 28-20 full pumps to be at about 80% and when I get to 25-30pumps(or half pumps by then) it starts to ache and the pump doesn't depress at all.

She knows that even if it's a little smaller for now that it'll still work for as long as we want it to.

A lot of the reservations either of us have, will disappear when we start fucking again

When you're waiting as you heal, your mind wanders that's all.
We're definitely staying positive, it was just some inadvertent and accidental negativity on her part.
We talked it through and even though it wasn't meant and she knows it'll be great, it was one of those things you have trouble unthinking.

I like the idea of her pumping it, or of playing games around it. So ready to have a blast

[Larry10625]

Show her how the pump works. IMPORTANT TO STRESS squeeze pump not real nut. Stay deflated let her go down on you as she sucks and plays with all three nuts got squeeze the pump. I not quite the same as natural but she still gets the feeling. Invent some new sex games where tgge reward if you win the round it good for a couple of pumps. If she wins she has the choice to deflate you a little or give it a few more pumps. Just a thought.

When yall were in the shower were you maxed out

Thanks Larry, Hugh, and Greg!

Hugh I don't think I was quite maxed so she may be in for a surprise when we get to the sex
For me, it's usually 28-20 full pumps to be at about 80% and when I get to 25-30pumps(or half pumps by then) it starts to ache and the pump doesn't depress at all.

She knows that even if it's a little smaller for now that it'll still work for as long as we want it to.

A lot of the reservations either of us have, will disappear when we start fucking again

When you're waiting as you heal, your mind wanders that's all.
We're definitely staying positive, it was just some inadvertent and accidental negativity on her part.
We talked it through and even though it wasn't meant and she knows it'll be great, it was one of those things you have trouble unthinking.

I like the idea of her pumping it, or of playing games around it. So ready to have a blast

Man oh man, I can't wait for your first post after your first go with her....

Larry

[jackhammerdreamz]

Day 38

Cycling the implant morning and night is going well.
Seems I get a different amount of pumps if I'm laying down.
Standing it's 15 + another 10 to max.
Laying down it's 20 with another 10 to max.
Either way I'm keeping it pumped for 10-20 minutes at a time.
I have been jerking off roughly every other day.

I've noticed fooling around with my girlfriend if I get aroused I'll produce more pre-cum than I used to.
That's interesting but not really good or bad.

I have a single clear stitch left in my incision. I'm going in at 9am(CST) to have my surgeon's nurse look at it.
I don't know if they'll just snip it and be done or if something else has to happen? Like they'll leave it?

Not a huge deal my incision is perfectly healed, crazy it's just a little pink there's no real obvious scar.

Been getting back in a cardio routine. Ready to up my stamina for the marathon sex we'll be having next week.

Later my dudes!

[Quincy]

Thanks for documenting your implant so well. It's been very helpful to me in making the decision to have an implant. I anticipate that I will be coming back to these posts most every day post implant as a way to see if I'm progressing normally. While it will be different for everyone, I'm sure that some similarities will be reassuring.

It sounds like you're in great shape. Best wishes for continued progress.

Quincy

[jackhammerdreamz]

Thanks for documenting your implant so well. It's been very helpful to me in making the decision to have an implant. I anticipate that I will be coming back to these posts most every day post implant as a way to see if I'm progressing normally. While it will be different for everyone, I'm sure that some similarities will be reassuring.

It sounds like you're in great shape. Best wishes for continued progress.

Quincy

Thanks Quincy!
And I'm happy to share.
I know it's a crazy decision to some people. But we gotta do what we gotta do.
When nothing else works you either live to cope with it or you go extreme

Best of luck with your implant in May!
I'll keep updating. Give us updates while you heal too.
We're all here for each other.

Cheers!

[jackhammerdreamz]

Day 39 March 16th

Incision is all healed!
At my appointment the nurse pulled the stitch and snipped it.
She waited 5-10 seconds to see if there would be any bleeding and there was none.
So it just poked through healed skin basically.

She was happy/impressed my gf and I have waited the entire 6 weeks before intercourse.
She said she has seen people that have too soon and it does get infected or the implant becomes broken in some way. Probably not mechanically but how it is positioned I would guess.
She didn't give details.
She did say to take it slow when getting back into sex.

So excited for next week

Cheers

[Anonymous3]

Just remember the fable of the jack rabbit and the turttle. The turttle won. For now you need to be the turttle.