Major anxiety

[bobsteel]

Took me 6 months to finally get implanted. That meant a lot of thinking about it. For me it seems to be quite a gamble but I couldn't see an alternative. Satisfaction rates over 90% means 10% unsatisfied. Chances of complications low but severe when they happen. I don't like the idea of having to do it more than once because of some problem.

I did it! Two weeks now and my dick hasn't fallen off. The swelling has gone way down and the incision is healing nicely. The doctor told me it would hurt and that is the truth. Much better now. I can sleep at night. Only need tylenol from time to time. I can hide my partially inflated dick reasonably well with new underwear but I look forward to being deflated for a break and good night sleep..

Only a couple issues have me concerned. I would really like to know what my size will be. I don't have much to spare. So now I worry about that. I will just have to accept what I get but I would sure like to be close to original.

My biggest concern is that I can get a hold of the bulb on the pump but the rest is just a clump of stuff. I can't get a grip on it or feel the sides. It is probably not a big deal at this point but i would sure feel better if I could get a feel for what things will be like when i can actually use the thing. I see the doctor again in 5 days.

Has manipulating the pump been a challenge for anyone else at 2 weeks?

[alibaba]

It will get easier to find and work as time goes on. Everything is still thick and swollen for a while, even if it does not look it. Hang on.

[charlesr]

Due time. Mine was impossible to work for a good two months. Now it's like breathing. Everything gets easier over time.