Lost Sheep wrote:darkflame wrote:516430203 wrote:do you regret it?
If I get an infection I will 100% regret it.
I am very torn right now, maybe I need someone to shove a xanax in me but the anxiety of having a ticking time bomb in me is terrifying. Hard to build a life around.
When the ticking gets so loud that it interferes with your sex life (which you would NOT HAVE HAD WITHOUT THE IMPLANT) then consider not replacing a failed implant.
Look at it this way. Suppose no revisions were possible at all and an implant would let you have good sex for 10 years, period.
Would you rather have those 10 years in your 30s or in your 70s?
I guess, I just don't want my dick to eventually make me a societal outcast again. Having something wrong with your dick underlines every single experience you have with other people. You lie to yourself and say that you can be confident regardless, but there is a physical reality to all of this that is impossible to ignore. Having already experienced this in my early 20's the prospect of going through it again after tasting a little bit of what normal people get to experience is horrifying.