The only time I want sex is when I’m drunk

[RMJ9224]

I used to want to masturbate/have sex after waking up with an erection. Now that I have no natural erection I never want to have sex and I never think about women. The only time I consider inflating to masturbate is after drinking idk why maybe it’s because the extra dopamine in my brain. I’m not on any meds that would suppress libido and I had my hormones checked and they appear to be normal. Also the sex I have when drunk I can barely feel anything because there’s no blood flow stimulating my penis/erection. Kinda feels like I’m in hell right now. I could have “sex” anytime anywhere but I have 0 desire to do so.

Inflating is unpleasant. I already had a revision to combat the erosion the tips have done and while I’m inflated all I can think about is how the implant is damaging my penis. Deflating sucks too. It takes at least 5 tries to fully deflate. I have to deflate a bit then walk around and do it again and repeat this 5-6 times over the course of a hour. The implant keeps having back flow that comes into the tubes. Sometimes I think I’ve fully deflated and wake up late in the night in pain from the tips because it auto inflated again.

i havent had this issue with backflow yet. Some guys say squeezing your penis as you hold the deflate button helps to deflate, what i found worked best for me is hold down the deflate button and gently push the penis in a downward position while keeping the deflate button pressed. I can feel way more fluid leaving the shaft when i do that. I have the AMS MS pump. Also the erosion to the tips i didnt think was a thing with the IPP i knew it was with the MPP. Were you dramatically oversized or something?

[FMLFML85]

Yeah idk I got my hormones/testosterone/sex binding globulin tested and it was in normal ranges for a 40 yo. I’ll have dreams about sex and wake up with engorgement but the moment I wake up the physical as well as mental arrousel ends.

I’m definitely not proud of this implant. I think with length and girth combined I lost 30% of my size. I was with my x gf when my ED started and also when i got implanted. No fault of hers but losing 30% of my size made sex feel terrible with her.

I think the loss of size is because the titan XL doesn’t expand enough. I cannot feel my tunica albica expanding because the rods/clyinders don’t expand far enough. I have extra skin now I can pinch and pull FAR away from my shaft. Inflated or deflated my penis/erection feels the same, no extra sensation from being inflated.

IDK if the erosion happened because of nightly/daily back flow keeping constant pressure on my glans or if it was because my erection has always curved to the left and the two straight cylinder rods tore through that curvature. But yeah inflating isn’t sexy to me it brings aloft of doubt about erosion.

I’ve had the implant for 7 years and know how to deflate it properly, it just doesn’t deflate properly and I think it’s getting worse. Sometimes I won’t inflate it for a couple weeks because of how unthrilled I am about using it. I’ve been single for a few years now since my Ex left me and would like to be in a relationship but I hate my implant. Even if I liked using it I would have to worry about when it will break, the erosion it’s causing, getting an infection if/when I get it replaced.

[fucked0ne]

Yeah idk I got my hormones/testosterone/sex binding globulin tested and it was in normal ranges for a 40 yo. I’ll have dreams about sex and wake up with engorgement but the moment I wake up the physical as well as mental arrousel ends.

I’m definitely not proud of this implant. I think with length and girth combined I lost 30% of my size. I was with my x gf when my ED started and also when i got implanted. No fault of hers but losing 30% of my size made sex feel terrible with her.

I think the loss of size is because the titan XL doesn’t expand enough. I cannot feel my tunica albica expanding because the rods/clyinders don’t expand far enough. I have extra skin now I can pinch and pull FAR away from my shaft. Inflated or deflated my penis/erection feels the same, no extra sensation from being inflated.

IDK if the erosion happened because of nightly/daily back flow keeping constant pressure on my glans or if it was because my erection has always curved to the left and the two straight cylinder rods tore through that curvature. But yeah inflating isn’t sexy to me it brings aloft of doubt about erosion.

I’ve had the implant for 7 years and know how to deflate it properly, it just doesn’t deflate properly and I think it’s getting worse. Sometimes I won’t inflate it for a couple weeks because of how unthrilled I am about using it. I’ve been single for a few years now since my Ex left me and would like to be in a relationship but I hate my implant. Even if I liked using it I would have to worry about when it will break, the erosion it’s causing, getting an infection if/when I get it replaced.

Maybe you should swap for an AMS. There was a conversation somewhere else on this board about something similar, and it was stated that the Titan doesn't deflate as well as the AMS. Apparently, this contributes to erosion.