New Journal and Ramblings

[Wodjathat]

New update: T+6

…, but proof that this implant is more of a mental than mechanical solution. Conquer the headspace around it, and just change the world at your will (for good, please).

You nailed it with the above comment.
I just had my procedure on 21July so very early days for me but…..I know it sounds crazy, even the way I now interacted with the nursing staff was different….a deep down feeling of self confidence, that I have never ever had in my life prior. I hope it wasn’t just the opioids in the medication!

Best of luck to you on your journey forward.

[proudz]

New update: T+6

…, but proof that this implant is more of a mental than mechanical solution. Conquer the headspace around it, and just change the world at your will (for good, please).

You nailed it with the above comment.
I just had my procedure on 21July so very early days for me but…..I know it sounds crazy, even the way I now interacted with the nursing staff was different….a deep down feeling of self confidence, that I have never ever had in my life prior. I hope it wasn’t just the opioids in the medication!

Best of luck to you on your journey forward.

My best wishes to you. Also, please be careful with the opioids.

On a related note, I can confirm the confidence boost is surreal. I'm getting dozens of matches on dating apps, especially on Hinge. One girl even told me I had written "the best response ever on the app" and I'm still in the early stages of recovery.

Godspee

[proudz]

T+3 Weeks
Well, apart from occasional discomfort, all the pain is gone and my stitches have healed fully. I was able to swim in the Mediterranean and have hot baths. Pumping is approved, but still no sex or masturbation. Most of the time, I totally forget I even have an implant. The pump and valve are still high up on my frontal side and haven't dropped down yet, so the device is invisible at a simple glance but very noticeable if you touch the area. I'm also not able to move the pump around yet.

This week was a hardcore rollercoaster on an emotional level, and I think it's important to point this out for future users.

At the end of week three, I got cocky. I pumped to the max with no pain or discomfort at all and decided to test out my new bionic dick. I wasn't impressed by the size so much as the comfort of being able to choose any time to get it working. So, I opened Hinge and set up a date with a 27-year-old Latvian tall, smart, but not very sexually driven.

First date was on the beach. She could see the bulge of my semi-deflated penis but said nothing (I'm pretty sure other women on the beach glanced over at it). When we started swimming and she jumped into my arms, my deflated penis must have felt like an erection to her. She didn't say anything but kept pressing against me.

This is where the panic set in. I was in the water and suddenly noticed the "dog ears." I started fearing something inside had moved or retracted. The tubes were really visible and palpable to me, but she didn’t mention anything or seem to feel anything wrong. Still, I was suddenly overthinking everything, like, "What if I messed something up?"

Somehow, we ended up at her place. I asked for a shower, where I started to pump and try to relocate the tubes. For some reason, even though I can pump with one hand, it's not a full pump but rather a series of small ones. This is more comfortable at this stage, and I don't care about spending a minute or two in the shower pumping. After 50-60 mini-pumps, it felt good. I went back to the bed with a towel, but when I lay down, the stupid dog ears appeared again and I had another panic attack.
I managed to hide it pretty well; she just liked seeing me "excited." She asked about the stitches, and I told her I'd had an accident recently and was still healing, so my dick wasn't quite ready for action. She was so excited to cuddle and kiss that she ignored the tubes, the feeling of the pump, and other visual artifacts. I slept fully pumped and managed to deflate it in the morning.

The lesson: nobody cares. It's the vibe that matters. We agreed to see each other again when I'm fully healed. Back at home and more relaxed on my own, I managed to pump properly with up to 100 mini-pumps, and everything got back to normal. In fact, a few days later, I noticed my dick is getting bigger in length, though I'm not so sure about the girth yet.

T+4 Weeks
Everything is normal. I have a routine of pumping every day, but I'm only doing it once. Sometimes I try to use the VED but end up getting scared that I might move or hurt something. I'll try using it again in week six for my peace of mind. I'm able to masturbate and orgasm using a Fleshlight; I don't want to use my hands yet. I managed to get some ibuprofen just in case any occasional pain appeared, but I've been completely without pain since my date. This morning's glances at the beach were wild.

Sincerely, I was worried about my size after the fast initial healing, but I've understood that this is a marathon. I'm enjoying every day without any time pressure. Especially knowing that if an opportunity to get laid comes up, I'll be ready anytime. The results are clear: no rush, a clear headspace, incredible performance at work, and soaring self-confidence. Everyone is telling me I seem like a different person. Everyone is so horny, but I have the highest conviction of all. Undefeated.

My last journal entry will be when I get the official all-clear from the doctor at week 6!

Best wishes to the bionic brothers who are enduring this summer.

[Wodjathat]

And very best of luck to you.

I’m only 2 1/2 weeks in and it is winter down here. I’m looking forward to spring.

My big incentive is that I plan to catch up with a woman in November. Last time I saw her I spent a week with her and sex was an absolute disaster. I simply couldn’t get it up even though I was gobbling a lot of Cialis.

I hope that with some diligent cycling between end of August and then I will regain some length and girth. All I know is no matter what size I am, odds are I will be hard.

Interesting times ahead.
Once again, best of luck to you

[proudz]

Week 6-7

Well, my fellow bionic brothers, let's put this in perspective. Right now, my size is 14 cm (5,5). I keep cycling every day, and I see progress every day. I've almost forgotten I have an implant, except for when I'm riding my motorcycle and have to keep it in place.

Let me keep this simple. I got a date with the 27-year-old Latvian woman. She's tall, busty, and looks like an Eastern European supermodel type, so I assume her body count is high. It was date night, time to test my bionic dick in the real world. Spoiler alert: In my 37 years and many relationships, I have never heard a woman scream, laugh, and orgasm like this one. She probably had around five orgasms in an hour and a half.

I followed all the forum advice, but for some reason, my implant deflates a bit during the action, so I need to keep pumping. To give you an estimate, I keep myself pumped at 115% the entire time during sex and cycling. My pump is located right at the front of my scrotum; if you touch it, you can feel the components. So, I just covered it with my hand and told her not to touch me in that area. I actually pumped it while she was giving me oral sex, and she literally noticed nothing. She probably thought I was just playing with myself, so my fear about the noise was gone. Later, I gave her oral sex and finished pumping myself to the max. Again, she didn't notice or mention anything.

Time for doggy style. The feeling was incredible, to see my penis not dying after a few thrusts. Since I consider this my new superpower, I focused on my form and technique to use the least amount of energy for the maximum effect on her. And I just kept going and going.

My ADHD struck me in the middle of it all; I started remembering that I should write some notes for my thesis and check the markets when we finished. Her screams brought me back to reality. I didn't orgasm; she gave me a few BJs, but we were both exhausted and it was late. I went to sleep fully pumped.

Damn, this thing is a superpower, and most of the drama on this forum is fud. In fact, this is more than a knee replacement or a stomach surgery. It's a mind-control power. It should be banned or only allowed for a select few. I fear the day this becomes popular like Mounjaro because it will remove the essential "headspace" factor from the equation.

My thinking on this has been confirmed, and everything has progressed as expected. I want to write a final post with recommendations on doctors, locations, budgets, and after-care. But if this thing works this well at 6 weeks, I can't imagine how it will be in 6 months, especially if I regain my last 2 cm of length.

Best wishes to everyone.

[Kodixx]

proudz, wow what a great update ! Congrats on such a successful recovery and new experience with your bionic capability !

- Chuck