Day Five

[dcmusc]

So, from a healing perspective, all seems to be going as planned. Last (hopefully) opiod taken on Friday night. Will maintain my mostly bedrest into tomorrow, then start moving about on Tuesday. Which I need to do, because laying around I can't seem to get my dick off my mind, which leads to the next set of issues.

Learned a little about myself during this wait for activation. First, being horny is going to be hell. Second thing, as that as the doctor told me, I maintained a fair amount of blood flow. So much so that it seems the initial horniness that I feel will manifest is a semi, at least. I look forward to the fact that I will get some hardness naturally (part of the reason I decided not to wait much longer on the implant). And, because of the implant, the semi is hard, not soft. And because of the implant, this semi is bigger. And because I am who I am, I want to jack off. Luckily, I was talked off this ledge this morning. I knew I needed to leave it alone, but it was good to talk to someone about it.

The blood flow is great, but being horny and not being able to do anything about it, wow.

Okay, so back to the healing process.....My pump is behind by balls, which is great. Interestingly, it seems to be smooth. The demo I was given, was ridged which made sense from a grip standpoint. Do any of you have smooth pumps? I was able today to almost get my deflate button, just a bit more digging, and beings that it is so early, I thought better of it.

All is good. Still, I don't know how you guys made it to activation without going a little nuts.

[radioradio]

Dcmusc,
Tomorrow is my activation, and I am a little nuts. But then I've always been somewhere between a little and a lot nuts.
Glad you're doing well, glad someone talked you out off taking things in to your own hands so soon. And I'd advise exploring very gently. Let the neighborhood calm down.
Bob 2.0

[Morton]

Glad you're healing well. Fortunately, I have not had to deal with horniness. I keep my mind busy reading, texting, and doing research on the internet. Does your scrotum hurt after you feel around for pump and deflate button? What do you mean by digging for the deflate button? Trying to find it? Or is their fluid/swelling in the way? Is all your swelling gone?

[dcmusc]

Morton,
By digging, I mean just getting into my scrotum and finding the button. As the swelling has come down, the pump was easy to find. Until today, I couldn't manipulate without causing some pain. However, today, I could and that is when I got the top of the pump and the deflate button. Even though I am off my feet, there is still a swelling. My scrotum, when cold, is not big.

[radiodec]

From someone on day nine, you are doing very well. Keep up the good healing.

David