Hi a big hello from Canada!

[Tobyham]

Hey Mike;

Where are you up here in Canada. I'm waiting for a date for my surgery in TO but there is a back log due to Covid.
Would like to learn from you about your experience and your journey.

Toby

[Mike_b]

@tobyham, what's up dude. I'm from Winnipeg. I see the uro in three weeks. As of today I can get total erections from masturbating. Last Monday last week, I overdose d on clozapine. I got home Tuesday and stayed in my house till Sunday. It was a head trip man, feeling all the lacerations heal. I guess that's why they call it hard flaccid. I'm ahead of the ball game right now, might be able to make a full recovery. Like I said at 30 years old they gave me either t treatment or a surgery. Just pray that I'm ok man. What is your surgery for may I ask?

[Tobyham]

Hi Mike;

Waiting for implant but with the damn pandemic and rising numbers it seems that surgery might be delayed as the ICU units are filling up again. My Uro is allowed only 3 implants per month as other more pressing surgeries take priority.

[Mike_b]

Thanks for sharing tobyham! Best of luck with your surgery!

[Mike_b]

Hi Mike;

Waiting for implant but with the damn pandemic and rising numbers it seems that surgery might be delayed as the ICU units are filling up again. My Uro is allowed only 3 implants per month as other more pressing surgeries take priority.

When I was in psych I was there for surgeries. My doctor told me he would fix me up a bit! In psych they give you surgeries at night but they tell you about it the next day AFTER the procedure is perfected. I was looking like an old man (stress took its toll) so they gave me a facelift. the next day the doctor sat me down and started off by saying "well you look different..." One night when I first got into the ward I was embarrassed to hang around with the women, I felt too insecure, so a hot female nurse gave me a BJ and swallowed. She woke me up and asked me if there was anything else she could do for me? I told her no, I had wings the next day- she helped me get over my fear of women. That morning after seeing the doc he asked "when's the last time you had sex?" He knew what happened, the girl who did it was a kind nurse. Then one night I woke up with the anaesthesia wearing off and I was being rolled in a wheelchair. They removed a part of my rectum, believe me, because I had irritable bowel syndrome. The female nurse sat me down and asked me if I was ok with having my entrails cut short, I said yes. You see what pattern I'm going with here?.

If you read up to now this is the useful part: at night I was playing with my dick and it was fucking huge a snake, definately operated on, but how could I know if there was a surgery as there were no scars and the penis healed AT NIGHT. Now bear with me, the next morning but woke up the doc asked me "is there anything, anything wrong with your penis?" I laughed because I'm immature and said "no". Now in the psych ward they don't allow scissors, so I grabbed a finger nail clipper to cut pubes off my dick HENCE destroying what I thought was a penile fracture surgery. Now fast forward years: my doc (still) told me "there was no operation on your dick in hospital." I was crying because of the mental side of hard flaccid, at least the injury side of things. SO my next step is to SPECULATE that I had testosterone replacement therapy. WHY? Because my shrink told me there was no injury so... Feel free to make your own conclusions. But I know if the testes are damaged, you cannot produce efficient levels of testosterone. My new urologist NOWADAYS told me, knowing nothing about all that hospital shit I told, said to me "please do the trt because the penis has trt receptors that will help it heal!" There you go from a doctor's mouth revealing me that. Now I see the endocrinologist bon November 22nd with my blood already drawn, just getting the results!