Five-year report. My dick day just happened (february 7) and it is as significant to me as my birthday. Five years ago, i went under the knife to have the penile implant installed. Typed below is my report.
Good news. At year five, my implant continues to work as well as it did when brand new. Psychologically, my outlook on life remains dramatically improved thanks to restoration of my sexual ability. In fact, my sexual ability is better now than it has ever been in my lifetime. My wife is expressing some jealousy of my overall situation as she has stated, ”you are having the best sex of your life now, and I am jealous that I cannot fix my aging parts like you did.” . She is 61 years old, and fortunately for me, she has been waging a full court effort to do vaginal rejuvenation through estrogen use and Mona Lisa treatment.
What is sex with the implant like?. Well, it is for me better than sex without any implant sense there is 100% certainty of success and there is 100% certainty of a bravado performance. Before having the implant, there were concerns about the adequacy of my erection; and now these concerns are completely off the table. When walking into the bedroom, I have the confidence of a powerful stud.
Report on my last sexual encounter (just 7 days ago): My wife and I started in the bathtub with relaxing warm water and occasional kissing with wine. I had my implant at 65% inflated and she occasionally would touch and stroke me. The complete lack of any timetable was totally freeing and I enjoyed the intimacy of sharing a warm bath with a lover.
We retired into the bed and she said “just lay on your back and get comfortable.” I gave a few extra pumps and she then straddled me and rode me cowgirl style. Within a few minutes and with my hand on her clit, she had a strong orgasm. After that was over, I got that joyful feedback stating: ”you can do or have whatever you want” and I of course asked for doggy style (which unfortunately she rejected) but instead she offered sex on a countertop. We leisurely strolled over to a bathroom countertop and she leisurely placed towels on the countertop while I pumped up to 85% hardness.
With her on the counter top, I grabbed her butt cheeks and penetrated and rode her hard and deep and had an awesome orgasm. She also seemed quite into the pounding (and maybe orgasmed again).
We went into a deep sleep back in the bedroom and the next day I had a post sex calm with post sex confidence knowing that no man would be able to provide that level of sexual act that I provided.
Some quotes from my wife:“oh honey, after that, anything you want(In terms of positioning)”
“pump that baby up, my body needs servicing”
“don’t mess with any foreplay, just put it in and start making it happen(and often I can get her to orgasm with that)”
And some quotes well we’re not having sex:
“when we’re old and in a retirement community, I will go ahead and pimp you out. I get the money, and you can have all the old ladies that you want since you’ll be the only male able to perform”
“I wish that there were some signs that my sexual attractiveness produced an erection in you, I really miss the natural process of making a penis hard”
“I wish that the tip of your penis (the glans) would get harder”
“I love the way you make passes at me occasionally when we’re just around the house or in the kitchen”
“I hate the way you treat me like a sexual object, and I sometimes wonder if you think I’m just a sex worker since you seem to be demanding it all the time”
Some changes in my outlook on life and pursuit of hobbies:I have been taking dance lessons along with my wife. Since I was so terrible at dance I actually took several private lessons as well. I do this since, deep down, I believe I am a potent man with attractive characteristics. Dance, when done arm in arm and body to body, is a prelude to sex and it shows a woman how you would be in the bedroom. Now with my implant, I truly know that I am a boss and totally confident in the bedroom. I am working on becoming a really good dancer as part of developing this over all package of sexually confident male.
I noticed after getting the implant five years ago, just getting on the airplane going home I once again made eye contact with the flight attendant since I felt that I was a potent man with something to offer. Since then, flirtation with other women has been fun since deep down I know that no matter how much sexual energy they throw at me, I am able to throw just as much back with no hesitation or performance anxiety. This makes the world filled with women a fun place for me. A Franktalk member named LMcatman said it really well:
“knowing I can fuck her is life-changing, Will she let me, well, that’s a whole other thing”
Women do seem to sense that underlying sexual confidence. It makes you more attractive. It also makes for a better marriage since I also flirt and actively seduce my wife. She says that it is too much emphasis on sex; however, before the implant, we all know that an impotent man will not make any advances towards his wife since, well, those in advances might lead to something, and with impotence, there can be nothing.
When I was making phone calls with other implanted man just before my operation, one man told me that if nation leaders got the implant, we likely would have fewer wars since there will be fewer ”Angry power-hungry frustrated compensating men.” I do personally have a general feeling of Zen happiness. And absolutely, the day after a fully successful vigorous and aggressive sex session, I feel “A glow of worthiness” which lasts for a whole day.
Another hobby that has improved is travel. Now when I plan a trip, I stay in hotels which are as fancy and romantic as I can possibly afford. Travel is fun again because I sometimes feel like I am living in a Cialis commercial where the couple does fun caring things all day, and then tops it off with an intimate joining at night. Before implant, there was some anxiety that I had regarding the night activity since I may have to time things perfectly for injection or pills. All of that is now gone, and I just enjoy myself.
My emotional state of mind, my psychiatric state: Back in the bad old days, there was a rushed anxious feeling during the act (because of performance anxiety). All of that is now solved. Shown below is an important and very true statement:
“penile implant surgery will free you from the emotional baggage of a erectile dysfunction. The implant will set you free”
That above statement (made by my surgeon) is so completely true, especially now that I make this five year reflection on the sate of things for me.
With regards to accepting the implant as completely part of me, I have made this transition totally and it is now just the way that I am and the way that I work. There’s no stigma in the back of my mind that I have plastic in my dick. In fact, my psyche is that I have bionic capabilities that far outweigh any other non-bionic non-drug injected man. I had a dream the other day which involved sex, and part of the dream, I just pumped myself up and completed the sex act. I suppose this is a little bit like learning to become fluent in the language. Once you begin to dream in that language, it is at that moment that you know you are truly fluent. The way sex feels for me is much better than my crappy erectile dysfunction state. Orgasms last longer then they did in the past. My penis is more girthy than it was in the past and slightly longer. My woman is able to have orgasms with just penis in vagina (Apparently only 20% of women can have this and certainly my woman absolutely was not able to orgasm on my penis before implant). My tactile sensations while I am thrusting are better than they were before because I can focus on those sensations with no worry about losing the erection. My connection with my partner is more intense before because I have a mind that is free to completely get into her head without concerns about what is happening in my body.
Summary points:So that is my five-year report.
This has been one of the best life changing decisions that I have ever made and I feel truly blessed that medical technology allows for such a fantastic sex device.
My regret is that I had hoped that I would be having sex regularly in a freakish way at least twice a week. That absolutely is not happening and we are now drifting towards twice a month at best. This is because my wife is getting older and has never been that much into sex.
Frank talk brothers, we are all men and have many thoughts shared by nearly all testostorone filled males. When we drive our cars or sit quietly on a park bench, there is a dialogue within us called the inner voice. My inner voice tells me:
“dude, you are a super-capable sexual man. Enjoy looking at those pretty girls walking by. Enjoy dancing with new partners in dance class. Enjoy planning seductive evenings or trips for moments of connected ecstasy with your wife.”Godspeed, fellow brothers,
Tangerine
