Postby aussiePeyronies » Sun Apr 02, 2023 11:41 pm
It's been a week since my last update, and almost 8 weeks post surgery. I have had ups and downs which I will explain below.
Girth/Size/Engorgement
I am very happy and grateful for the way my penis is going size wise. Today, before cycling, I pumped to about 90%, I tried to get engorged, and it worked. My girth is very impressive and much girthier than pre-peyronies, so, girthier than ever! I need to invest in a tape measure so I can measure for you guys, and also to track if the girth improves over time. Lengthwise, I have not measured, I estimate it's the same as my last update, I think there is an extra half inch length when engorged. The glans swell and the penis becomes round when engorged. Without engorgement, the glans is a little smaller, and the shape of the shaft is very oval and flat. It is difficult to stay engorged as I am still in pain and sensitivity is still down.
I am very happy with the girth, I will invest in a tape measure and measure it soon. I do attribute this to TEP and having a titan.
Pain
I still have flaccid pain, there are times where I have done something and caused extreme pain. For example, I tucked everything upwards and went downstairs to play with my niece, 5 minutes later, I was in excruciating pain. I really am not sure what happened but I almost went to the emergency department. About an hour later, the pain subsided. This seems to be intermittent and aggravated by certain movements. I have booked in to see my GP in 3 days. My scrotum is still adjusting to having the pump in it as well, I still have pain in my scrotum too. I think this may just take time. I do get pain and burning behind the glans at times as well, though this may be due to cycling.
Deflating
Deflating is easier, I can find the valve easily. Now, today, I deflated by putting my fingers in an ok position and squeezing down the penis while holding the deflate valve. Almost like a jelq I think? This seemed to give me the best deflate ever. My penis is now very flaccid, looks like a flaccid, is pointing straight, and the dog ear has disappeared (for now). I have been this way for about 3 hours and the device has not auto-inflated, and the dog ear has not appeared. However, I suspect things may change when I sleep and lay on my side.
It still takes a lot of effort to deflate, and also about 1-2 minutes to fully deflate. This would be difficult to conceal if one were to choose not to disclose the implant to a partner. In saying that, I am not against disclosing the implant, I do however, believe that some things are personal and I may only disclose to a long-term/casual partner.
I have noticed that, being deflated more, seems to be causing more flaccid pain.
Dog Ears
The dog ear was/is very uncomfortable. It makes sleeping to the side very uncomfortable. However, as explained above, after deflating a certain way, it seems to have disappeared for now.
My dog ear is on the right side base, when erect, my penis is slanted slightly to the right. Almost like a little twist. Now, I am wondering, if I was shorter on the right side due to peyronies, and this is what is causing the dog ear. Perhaps, as everything stretches out, the slant and dog ear will heal itself.
Burning sensation
At times I get a burning sensation within the shaft, and behind the glans. My anxiety is saying this is erosion or an infection, but I think the more likely reasoning is that it is simply the coating from the cylinders or stretching from cycling. I will confirm with my GP in 3 days.
Cycling
An important thing to note, and please correct me if I am wrong, but for some of us who have been aggressively sized, does it make sense to go easy on the cycling? I was sized an extra 1cm, and then another 1cm for TEP, so 2cm extra. Now, I am thinking, if I cycle to excruciating pain, I could be overstretching the tissue and causing more damage.
I was doing 2 x 1 hour sessions to excruciating pain. I now do 1 x 40m session and work my way up, I'll pump to 90% for 10m, then 95% for 10m then 99% for 20m. This is less painful. However, generally, I have gotten a lot more used to cycling, and it is less painful than before. I may bump it up to 2 x 40m sessions after seeing my GP.
Sensitivity
Sensitivity is very slowly coming back. I still have numbness in the shaft, and in particular, behind the glans is almost completely numb. I assume this will improve as time goes on. Regular implant surgery takes time for sensitivity to return, with TEP and circumcision, I assume it may take a few months. I believe my surgeon also did some grafting which can cause temporary numbness as well. I will find out when I get the surgical notes from my GP in 3 days.
Flaccid Angle
Today I got a great deflate in, and my flaccid looks like a normal flaccid, it is thinner and shorter. However, it is now pointing more out, maybe at 3:30. I am guessing this is due to the cylinders still being very stiff. This makes doing anything very difficult, if I point my flaccid up to walk around, it results in pain, same if I point it down. I can't walk around naked or have it pointing out all the time. This has left me mostly in my room.
Some Final Thoughts
I have really been struggling, I am almost 8 weeks out and I am still mostly bed ridden and pain is a constant. I really don't know if this is due to TEP. I think I just need to rest and wait it out.
For people considering this procedure, weigh it up. I think if I had just the implant surgery, I may have been healed by now. I also would have been more sensitive, and I would have had my foreskin. However, I may not have the increased girth, and length which seems to be improving slowly with cycling. Was it worth it? I think so. However, if I was 60 years old, married, only having sex with one woman, I don't think going from 6 inches to 7 inches or even 8 inches length would make a big difference to the one woman I am having sex with 2-3 times a week. In my case, I believe the extra girth/length I seem to be slowly gaining is worth it, especially after 5 years of peyronies. Time will tell.
Feedback is always appreciated, I've been pretty immobile and reclused to my room. Hearing from you guys really gives me support, hope and brightens up my day.
J
34 Years Old...Peyronies for 4 years. 20 Degree left and upwards curvature, major dents and narrowing, ED.
Implant + Tunica Expansion Procedure, 7th Feb 2023, Titan 22cm + 1cm RTE