I’m super suicidal

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ArianMalone
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I’m super suicidal

Postby ArianMalone » Sun Sep 08, 2024 4:55 pm

I’m 26 rn. I got this issue after jelqing when I was 20. It only got worse. Recently I’ve gone all numb down there. I’m super suicidal. I can’t do anything. I have no jobs no money rn to get the implant and don’t know how long it takes to be able to have it with insurance. The thing that mostly concerns me is the sensation. I’m afraid I will never be able to feel that pleasure even after getting the implant. I’m afraid nerve damage

Up4Real?
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Re: I’m super suicidal

Postby Up4Real? » Sun Sep 08, 2024 11:15 pm

Google suicide hotline and call them asap.
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Txagq8
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Re: I’m super suicidal

Postby Txagq8 » Mon Sep 09, 2024 12:25 am

I’ll repeat what the previous poster said. If you’re suicidal, call 988 if you’re in the US or 911 for transport to an emergency room.

At this point don’t sweat lack of insurance or money for doctor bills. An emergency room is required to do whatever procedures are needed to stabilize you. If that’s a psychiatric admit, so be it. For all the complaints about our system of medical care it’s hard to beat in a crisis.

I would be concerned but not without hope about your nerves. They have a way, over time, to find new pathways and connections and will attempt to restore the body to functional.

Due to some bad parachute landings in the Army, being a dumbass in the gym, and a host of other stupid shit I have no unruptured disks in my back below T7T8. The pain doctors would go in and kill nerves periodically to keep me from walking around shaped like a question mark. After a month or 6 weeks, guess what? The nerves they’d killed came back to life and it would hurt like hell.

I’m not sure how much damage a guy can do by pulling on his pecker. It’s not like you sat on the back of a pickup truck and used your dick to tow a trailer.

Anything we say and do right now is irrelevant. First priority is get you safe. Once the idea of suicide loses its appeal, we need to think about job, with money coming in and maybe insurance. Before we give up hope we really need to know what dick doctors think about the situation.

If they are now able to transplant a penis onto a soldier whose dick got blown off his body by an IED in Iraq, I suspect that nerve repair due to jerk-q-ing will be a picnic in the park.

988. Ask for help. Lots of stuff can be fixed but that’s not an option for people no longer among the living.
Age 68. Physically fit educated red neck in Texas. Very married. 23 cm (18+5) of LGX installed by Dr. Bryan Kansas 12/31/2019. I fought the ED and my wife & I won. I’m either full of shit or sound advice. You decide which.

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Re: I’m super suicidal

Postby LastHope » Mon Sep 09, 2024 2:09 am

Txagq8 wrote:I’ll repeat what the previous poster said. If you’re suicidal, call 988 if you’re in the US or 911 for transport to an emergency room.

At this point don’t sweat lack of insurance or money for doctor bills. An emergency room is required to do whatever procedures are needed to stabilize you. If that’s a psychiatric admit, so be it. For all the complaints about our system of medical care it’s hard to beat in a crisis.

I would be concerned but not without hope about your nerves. They have a way, over time, to find new pathways and connections and will attempt to restore the body to functional.

Due to some bad parachute landings in the Army, being a dumbass in the gym, and a host of other stupid shit I have no unruptured disks in my back below T7T8. The pain doctors would go in and kill nerves periodically to keep me from walking around shaped like a question mark. After a month or 6 weeks, guess what? The nerves they’d killed came back to life and it would hurt like hell.

I’m not sure how much damage a guy can do by pulling on his pecker. It’s not like you sat on the back of a pickup truck and used your dick to tow a trailer.

Anything we say and do right now is irrelevant. First priority is get you safe. Once the idea of suicide loses its appeal, we need to think about job, with money coming in and maybe insurance. Before we give up hope we really need to know what dick doctors think about the situation.

If they are now able to transplant a penis onto a soldier whose dick got blown off his body by an IED in Iraq, I suspect that nerve repair due to jerk-q-ing will be a picnic in the park.

988. Ask for help. Lots of stuff can be fixed but that’s not an option for people no longer among the living.


This is so well said. I really really wish there was a like button on this platform.

wilsonmill
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Re: I’m super suicidal

Postby wilsonmill » Mon Sep 09, 2024 8:42 am

LastHope wrote:
Txagq8 wrote:I’ll repeat what the previous poster said. If you’re suicidal, call 988 if you’re in the US or 911 for transport to an emergency room.

At this point don’t sweat lack of insurance or money for doctor bills. An emergency room is required to do whatever procedures are needed to stabilize you. If that’s a psychiatric admit, so be it. For all the complaints about our system of medical care it’s hard to beat in a crisis.

I would be concerned but not without hope about your nerves. They have a way, over time, to find new pathways and connections and will attempt to restore the body to functional.

Due to some bad parachute landings in the Army, being a dumbass in the gym, and a host of other stupid shit I have no unruptured disks in my back below T7T8. The pain doctors would go in and kill nerves periodically to keep me from walking around shaped like a question mark. After a month or 6 weeks, guess what? The nerves they’d killed came back to life and it would hurt like hell.

I’m not sure how much damage a guy can do by pulling on his pecker. It’s not like you sat on the back of a pickup truck and used your dick to tow a trailer.

Anything we say and do right now is irrelevant. First priority is get you safe. Once the idea of suicide loses its appeal, we need to think about job, with money coming in and maybe insurance. Before we give up hope we really need to know what dick doctors think about the situation.

If they are now able to transplant a penis onto a soldier whose dick got blown off his body by an IED in Iraq, I suspect that nerve repair due to jerk-q-ing will be a picnic in the park.

988. Ask for help. Lots of stuff can be fixed but that’s not an option for people no longer among the living.


This is so well said. I really really wish there was a like button on this platform.



Excellent and correct... A lot of us have experienced stupid crap and a looking at your age a lot more over the years.. don't sweat it.
Age 64, type 1 diabetic, Married 20+ years, Titan implant 23 cm 27Feb2019, Duke Medical Hospital, Dr Lentz, failed March of 2024, revision 25Jun24 AMS700 LGX 18cm 5rte's Dr Andrew Chang associated urology Raleigh NC, Rex Hospital

Fidelio
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Re: I’m super suicidal

Postby Fidelio » Mon Sep 09, 2024 12:05 pm

Txagq8 wrote:I’ll repeat what the previous poster said. If you’re suicidal, call 988 if you’re in the US or 911 for transport to an emergency room.

At this point don’t sweat lack of insurance or money for doctor bills. An emergency room is required to do whatever procedures are needed to stabilize you. If that’s a psychiatric admit, so be it. For all the complaints about our system of medical care it’s hard to beat in a crisis.

I would be concerned but not without hope about your nerves. They have a way, over time, to find new pathways and connections and will attempt to restore the body to functional.

Due to some bad parachute landings in the Army, being a dumbass in the gym, and a host of other stupid shit I have no unruptured disks in my back below T7T8. The pain doctors would go in and kill nerves periodically to keep me from walking around shaped like a question mark. After a month or 6 weeks, guess what? The nerves they’d killed came back to life and it would hurt like hell.

I’m not sure how much damage a guy can do by pulling on his pecker. It’s not like you sat on the back of a pickup truck and used your dick to tow a trailer.

Anything we say and do right now is irrelevant. First priority is get you safe. Once the idea of suicide loses its appeal, we need to think about job, with money coming in and maybe insurance. Before we give up hope we really need to know what dick doctors think about the situation.

If they are now able to transplant a penis onto a soldier whose dick got blown off his body by an IED in Iraq, I suspect that nerve repair due to jerk-q-ing will be a picnic in the park.

988. Ask for help. Lots of stuff can be fixed but that’s not an option for people no longer among the living.


Thank you. You might not even realize how many other men you help sharing your own view on the topic. It might be just another post for you, but it means a world to us.
28 y/o, Poland, ED after heavy metal poisoning
Corporal fibrosis after ED - Traction + VED to regain size - seeing great results
Lost 1"L 0.5"G. Regained all length and 0.2"G.
Making money to afford implant, meanwhile trying everything else


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