Malleable journal - nervous but hopeful

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Re: Malleable journal - nervous but hopeful

Postby easymoney » Thu Jan 02, 2025 8:46 am

I don't think I lost much of anything with the Rigicon. Considering I had a stroke 2 yrs before the implant and never had an erection again, and only got to use the VED for 6 weeks before surgery can't complain about the end result. I have a penis that can function and do what it is supposed to do which gets me back in the game and that is the whole point of going through all the pain and distress of having someone cut on us.
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Re: Malleable journal - nervous but hopeful

Postby Friday121224 » Thu Jan 02, 2025 8:59 am

Hey Duke,

Congratulations on your Journey so far, the best is yet to come I'm sure! Your journaling has been extremely therapeutic for me, I had my Titan fail after 4 years, but it was life changing for me when I was implanted. All of sudden women liked me again.... I was often told I was 'amazing" and many women told me I was "the best lover they ever had" and that was "the best sex they ever had." I'm now currently engaged, not sure this would have happened without the implant honestly. It is amazing what these experiences did for my confidence and self esteem after suffering with ED for years.

How is the concealability of you Malleable going at this point?

Im really leaning towards this as an option for me as I am youngish,44, and the thought of IPP failure in the future is nauseating...

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Re: Malleable journal - nervous but hopeful

Postby duke_cicero » Thu Jan 02, 2025 5:22 pm

Friday121224 wrote:Hey Duke,

Congratulations on your Journey so far, the best is yet to come I'm sure! Your journaling has been extremely therapeutic for me, I had my Titan fail after 4 years, but it was life changing for me when I was implanted. All of sudden women liked me again.... I was often told I was 'amazing" and many women told me I was "the best lover they ever had" and that was "the best sex they ever had." I'm now currently engaged, not sure this would have happened without the implant honestly. It is amazing what these experiences did for my confidence and self esteem after suffering with ED for years.

How is the concealability of you Malleable going at this point?

Im really leaning towards this as an option for me as I am youngish,44, and the thought of IPP failure in the future is nauseating...


Thank you for this lovely comment. I'm so glad that your implant was life-changing for you when you finally got it. I'm also sorry that your first one failed. I'm dying to get back in the saddle and for everything to heal up so I can get back to a normal love life. It's incredible how a decade-plus of ED destroyed my confidence. But then again, of course it did. It's just so traumatizing. And obviously it's so often seen as being an irrecoverable failure in the eyes of (even very sensitive, well-meaning) women.

Take this for what it's worth given that I was only implanted 3 weeks ago to the day. I'm not allowed to bend it yet. But even now, with the right pants (loose slacks, sweatpants, or joggers) it's honestly pretty good even without the ability to bend it. You just have to accommodate a little. But once I can bend it and find what's best for me, I don't think I'll have any problem at all!
Born 1990. ED since age 20 after a bicycle accident. Coloplast Genesis malleable implanted December 2024. Read my implant journal here.

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Re: Malleable journal - nervous but hopeful

Postby Stewy78 » Thu Jan 02, 2025 7:56 pm

duke_cicero wrote:
Friday121224 wrote:Hey Duke,

Congratulations on your Journey so far, the best is yet to come I'm sure! Your journaling has been extremely therapeutic for me, I had my Titan fail after 4 years, but it was life changing for me when I was implanted. All of sudden women liked me again.... I was often told I was 'amazing" and many women told me I was "the best lover they ever had" and that was "the best sex they ever had." I'm now currently engaged, not sure this would have happened without the implant honestly. It is amazing what these experiences did for my confidence and self esteem after suffering with ED for years.

How is the concealability of you Malleable going at this point?

Im really leaning towards this as an option for me as I am youngish,44, and the thought of IPP failure in the future is nauseating...


Thank you for this lovely comment. I'm so glad that your implant was life-changing for you when you finally got it. I'm also sorry that your first one failed. I'm dying to get back in the saddle and for everything to heal up so I can get back to a normal love life. It's incredible how a decade-plus of ED destroyed my confidence. But then again, of course it did. It's just so traumatizing. And obviously it's so often seen as being an irrecoverable failure in the eyes of (even very sensitive, well-meaning) women.

Take this for what it's worth given that I was only implanted 3 weeks ago to the day. I'm not allowed to bend it yet. But even now, with the right pants (loose slacks, sweatpants, or joggers) it's honestly pretty good even without the ability to bend it. You just have to accommodate a little. But once I can bend it and find what's best for me, I don't think I'll have any problem at all!


Hey man, thanks for sharing your experience. I’m on my fourth IPP and I’m considering a malleable for my next revision. I’m an avid cyclist, riding about 200 km per week. Do you think it’s possible to continue cycling with a malleable implant? I know you might not want to think about biking after what happened to you, but it would really help me to hear your thoughts. I understand if you're still early in your recovery to judge that.
32yo, VL from birth. Implanted in 2020 with AMS CX by Gabriele Antonini. Pump stopped working after three months,replaced with new pump that stopped working again. Complete revision Titan Touch 24+1 implanted by Dr.Eid. Titan failed in October 2023.

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Re: Malleable journal - nervous but hopeful

Postby duke_cicero » Thu Jan 02, 2025 8:05 pm

Stewy78 wrote:Hey man, thanks for sharing your experience. I’m on my fourth IPP and I’m considering a malleable for my next revision. I’m an avid cyclist, riding about 200 km per week. Do you think it’s possible to continue cycling with a malleable implant? I know you might not want to think about biking after what happened to you, but it would really help me to hear your thoughts. I understand if you're still early in your recovery to judge that.


Hey there. I appreciate the thought. I'd be lying if I said I didn't consider never getting on a bicycle again after the implant, just to be safe. And of course I was afraid to get on my bicycle after the big accident 15 years ago. But I think I'll continue riding once I'm healed up, just will take the necessary precautions, maybe wear a cup or underwear fitted with a cup or something just to be totally safe. I think it's a bit early to judge, but my sense is that I'll be okay. I've heard of other people on this forum doing it, so you should be good!
Born 1990. ED since age 20 after a bicycle accident. Coloplast Genesis malleable implanted December 2024. Read my implant journal here.

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Re: Malleable journal - nervous but hopeful

Postby Stewy78 » Thu Jan 02, 2025 8:14 pm

duke_cicero wrote:
Stewy78 wrote:Hey man, thanks for sharing your experience. I’m on my fourth IPP and I’m considering a malleable for my next revision. I’m an avid cyclist, riding about 200 km per week. Do you think it’s possible to continue cycling with a malleable implant? I know you might not want to think about biking after what happened to you, but it would really help me to hear your thoughts. I understand if you're still early in your recovery to judge that.


Hey there. I appreciate the thought. I'd be lying if I said I didn't consider never getting on a bicycle again after the implant, just to be safe. And of course I was afraid to get on my bicycle after the big accident 15 years ago. But I think I'll continue riding once I'm healed up, just will take the necessary precautions, maybe wear a cup or underwear fitted with a cup or something just to be totally safe. I think it's a bit early to judge, but my sense is that I'll be okay. I've heard of other people on this forum doing it, so you should be good!


Hey, thanks a lot. I totally get your concerns. I hope you heal up quickly, and once you're fully recovered, maybe I'll reach out again for a more complete opinion. Thanks again, I really appreciate it!
32yo, VL from birth. Implanted in 2020 with AMS CX by Gabriele Antonini. Pump stopped working after three months,replaced with new pump that stopped working again. Complete revision Titan Touch 24+1 implanted by Dr.Eid. Titan failed in October 2023.

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Re: Malleable journal - nervous but hopeful

Postby duke_cicero » Thu Jan 02, 2025 8:20 pm

Stewy78 wrote:
duke_cicero wrote:
Stewy78 wrote:Hey man, thanks for sharing your experience. I’m on my fourth IPP and I’m considering a malleable for my next revision. I’m an avid cyclist, riding about 200 km per week. Do you think it’s possible to continue cycling with a malleable implant? I know you might not want to think about biking after what happened to you, but it would really help me to hear your thoughts. I understand if you're still early in your recovery to judge that.


Hey there. I appreciate the thought. I'd be lying if I said I didn't consider never getting on a bicycle again after the implant, just to be safe. And of course I was afraid to get on my bicycle after the big accident 15 years ago. But I think I'll continue riding once I'm healed up, just will take the necessary precautions, maybe wear a cup or underwear fitted with a cup or something just to be totally safe. I think it's a bit early to judge, but my sense is that I'll be okay. I've heard of other people on this forum doing it, so you should be good!


Hey, thanks a lot. I totally get your concerns. I hope you heal up quickly, and once you're fully recovered, maybe I'll reach out again for a more complete opinion. Thanks again, I really appreciate it!


Thank you man. I'll be updating this thread pretty consistently and respond to DMs if you have any questions.
Born 1990. ED since age 20 after a bicycle accident. Coloplast Genesis malleable implanted December 2024. Read my implant journal here.

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Re: Malleable journal - nervous but hopeful

Postby fucked0ne » Sat Jan 04, 2025 5:20 pm

duke_cicero wrote:
Friday121224 wrote:Hey Duke,

Congratulations on your Journey so far, the best is yet to come I'm sure! Your journaling has been extremely therapeutic for me, I had my Titan fail after 4 years, but it was life changing for me when I was implanted. All of sudden women liked me again.... I was often told I was 'amazing" and many women told me I was "the best lover they ever had" and that was "the best sex they ever had." I'm now currently engaged, not sure this would have happened without the implant honestly. It is amazing what these experiences did for my confidence and self esteem after suffering with ED for years.

How is the concealability of you Malleable going at this point?

Im really leaning towards this as an option for me as I am youngish,44, and the thought of IPP failure in the future is nauseating...


Thank you for this lovely comment. I'm so glad that your implant was life-changing for you when you finally got it. I'm also sorry that your first one failed. I'm dying to get back in the saddle and for everything to heal up so I can get back to a normal love life. It's incredible how a decade-plus of ED destroyed my confidence. But then again, of course it did. It's just so traumatizing. And obviously it's so often seen as being an irrecoverable failure in the eyes of (even very sensitive, well-meaning) women.

Take this for what it's worth given that I was only implanted 3 weeks ago to the day. I'm not allowed to bend it yet. But even now, with the right pants (loose slacks, sweatpants, or joggers) it's honestly pretty good even without the ability to bend it. You just have to accommodate a little. But once I can bend it and find what's best for me, I don't think I'll have any problem at all!


Is it difficult to leave the house and run errands since you can't bend it yet? The loose pants work well enough?
40. Implanted July 5, 2024, by Dr. Andrew Kramer, Urology Associates of Cape Cod. AMS LGX, 21cm cylinders + 2cm RTEs. Idiopathic "hard flaccid" ED following bacterial infection. Tried pulse waves, Cialis, TRT, even spinal injections. Nada.

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Re: Malleable journal - nervous but hopeful

Postby duke_cicero » Sat Jan 04, 2025 8:29 pm

fucked0ne wrote:
duke_cicero wrote:Is it difficult to leave the house and run errands since you can't bend it yet? The loose pants work well enough?


Loose pants totally fine for the time being.
Born 1990. ED since age 20 after a bicycle accident. Coloplast Genesis malleable implanted December 2024. Read my implant journal here.

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Re: Malleable journal - nervous but hopeful

Postby wasim1 » Sun Jan 05, 2025 6:49 pm

duke_cicero wrote:
fucked0ne wrote:
duke_cicero wrote:Is it difficult to leave the house and run errands since you can't bend it yet? The loose pants work well enough?


Loose pants totally fine for the time being.

Hello Duke my friend how is it going?


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