Malleable journal - nervous but hopeful

[wasim1]

Hey Luck( AKA MR HANCOCK )
good to hear it back from u and very happy for u .we have been waiting for a pic and wishing u a good luck for next date ....cheers man

[LastHope]

Great news, Duke. I 100% agree. Waking up every day with morning wood is such a sweet bonus. I’d never really thought about it before, but in retrospect, it’s pretty amazing. Can’t wait to hear about your next adventure!

[FenderStrat_93]

Hey all, so sorry I haven't been as active — work has suddenly become extremely intense and for the most part, any personal time I've had for myself I've done away from screens and my phone.

Day 48. Everything is going well. I had a date last Saturday and while I didn't have penetrative intercourse (she felt uncomfortable because she hadn't shaved—I was clear that I didn't object and was interested in sex anyway), I did receive an impromptu blowjob that was simply amazing.

Something that's important to mention is that when she touched my pants, I immediately felt a pang of anxiety and nervousness. In my head, I thought "Oh no—what if I can't get hard or stay hard? What if I have an erection for only a few minutes and it goes away and completely ruins the mood? What if this upsets her? How will I fix it?"

And then I realized: Those days of anxiety and stress and insecurity are over. They're finally over. I touched my penis just to make sure I wasn't dreaming. Yes, of course it's hard. It's been hard 24/7 for almost two months straight. Even though I went through the pain of surgery, and recovery, and all the other stuff, I'm still not totally free of the mental anguish of the past. Still, deep down, there is a big part of me that is afraid that I will not have a satisfactory erection.

But, those days are gone. It's going to take time for my mind and my emotions to heal.

I have another date with a different girlfriend of mine this Saturday. We are exchanging late Christmas gifts and then getting right down to it, if our text message exchanges are any indication of her interest. I can't wait to update you guys.

Also, I know I'm late with a photo. I'll work on working up the courage to take care of that, too.

Love you guys. Thanks for all the ongoing support.

This is excellent to hear Duke, I’m glad it’s already working out for you. Gives me hope for my future implant!

From a sensation standpoint - how did things feel? Did you have any issues with numbness or over sensitivity from the blowjob?

[SWorks17]

Hey all, so sorry I haven't been as active — work has suddenly become extremely intense and for the most part, any personal time I've had for myself I've done away from screens and my phone.

Day 48. Everything is going well. I had a date last Saturday and while I didn't have penetrative intercourse (she felt uncomfortable because she hadn't shaved—I was clear that I didn't object and was interested in sex anyway), I did receive an impromptu blowjob that was simply amazing.

Something that's important to mention is that when she touched my pants, I immediately felt a pang of anxiety and nervousness. In my head, I thought "Oh no—what if I can't get hard or stay hard? What if I have an erection for only a few minutes and it goes away and completely ruins the mood? What if this upsets her? How will I fix it?"

And then I realized: Those days of anxiety and stress and insecurity are over. They're finally over. I touched my penis just to make sure I wasn't dreaming. Yes, of course it's hard. It's been hard 24/7 for almost two months straight. Even though I went through the pain of surgery, and recovery, and all the other stuff, I'm still not totally free of the mental anguish of the past. Still, deep down, there is a big part of me that is afraid that I will not have a satisfactory erection.

But, those days are gone. It's going to take time for my mind and my emotions to heal.

I have another date with a different girlfriend of mine this Saturday. We are exchanging late Christmas gifts and then getting right down to it, if our text message exchanges are any indication of her interest. I can't wait to update you guys.

Also, I know I'm late with a photo. I'll work on working up the courage to take care of that, too.

Love you guys. Thanks for all the ongoing support.

Duke my man, how did I miss your great update

I'm glad that your first step on the moon was amazing, just kidding One small step for man, one giant leap for bionic kind!

At 6 weeks with my IPP, I still had too much pain for penetrative sex and even at 8 weeks it was not the best sex, but it was good to be back in the saddle again, and it kept getting better.

Exchanging late Christmas gifts Are you going to put a red ribbon at the base of your new bionic dick Just kidding, but I think that would make the perfect Christmas present for her

Keep getting better Duke,
We're pulling for you
SWorks

P.S. You know, I sort of wish I could talk to my guy friends about dick problems, but it's nice to be able to share our experiences with other Bionic brothers

[dan_bionic]

Hey all, so sorry I haven't been as active — work has suddenly become extremely intense and for the most part, any personal time I've had for myself I've done away from screens and my phone.

Day 48. Everything is going well. I had a date last Saturday and while I didn't have penetrative intercourse (she felt uncomfortable because she hadn't shaved—I was clear that I didn't object and was interested in sex anyway), I did receive an impromptu blowjob that was simply amazing.

Something that's important to mention is that when she touched my pants, I immediately felt a pang of anxiety and nervousness. In my head, I thought "Oh no—what if I can't get hard or stay hard? What if I have an erection for only a few minutes and it goes away and completely ruins the mood? What if this upsets her? How will I fix it?"

And then I realized: Those days of anxiety and stress and insecurity are over. They're finally over. I touched my penis just to make sure I wasn't dreaming. Yes, of course it's hard. It's been hard 24/7 for almost two months straight. Even though I went through the pain of surgery, and recovery, and all the other stuff, I'm still not totally free of the mental anguish of the past. Still, deep down, there is a big part of me that is afraid that I will not have a satisfactory erection.

But, those days are gone. It's going to take time for my mind and my emotions to heal.

I have another date with a different girlfriend of mine this Saturday. We are exchanging late Christmas gifts and then getting right down to it, if our text message exchanges are any indication of her interest. I can't wait to update you guys.

Also, I know I'm late with a photo. I'll work on working up the courage to take care of that, too.

Love you guys. Thanks for all the ongoing support.

Duke, great news and I'm so happy, more and more catching-up with sweet stories about the dates.
Yes no worries anymore about the fact, if your penis is going to stay hard or if it'll be hard enough for penetration?

Just forget it all and get the girls on top of you dick and tell her to fuck you as hard as she want and to fuck your brains out!
we wait for pics and your next hot story.
give it to her like him:

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I like the pic of Bionicrocketman from this thread: https://www.franktalk.org/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?f=6&t=12167&start=70
Dan

[duke_cicero]

Day 52. Had sex for the first time since getting surgery.

All I can say is: Wow. I had the best sex of my life last night. For almost 4 hours. I tried positions I was either too nervous to try before or simply couldn't manage because of venous leak. I definitely put my cardio training to the test last night. All that work on the treadmill and the bicycle really appears to have paid off. I gave my lady a pounding that thedriver would no doubt be proud of.

I made her finish 9 times last night, 2 times with my mouth and 7 times with my Genesis. I take an anti-depressant (Wellbutrin) that sometimes makes it difficult for me to finish, but I came 3 times in total, myself. I haven't lost any sensation in my penis. And, importantly, my girlfriend wasn't able to tell that anything was different with me. There's no visible signs of scarring or swelling or anything.

I almost can't believe it. But holy shit, I did it. I feel like my entire life is ahead of me, romantically speaking. This has given me so much confidence. I feel almost high from my accomplishment. I'm so glad that I took the risk and went in and just did this for myself. It's one of the best things I've ever done for myself.

Other notes:

I still have some sexual anxiety. Incredibly, I still had some occasional anxiety about whether I would lose my erection. Which, logically, is ridiculous. I have a $10,000 pair of rods inside my cock. But that's the nature of anxiety. I literally double-checked myself a couple times last night to make sure I hadn't lost it.

The Genesis is very malleable when you're having sex. I noticed that particularly after a hard cowgirl session, my penis would be gently bent in the direction that it ended up in. It didn't feel painful to bend it back into its "natural" position, but I think maybe I was a little sensitive. Healing is definitely still occurring. Probably it's the case that the Tactra doesn't have this characteristic. I don't think it's a problem with the Genesis, since the device is designed to be this way.

I'm a little sore, but probably no more sore than I should be. I have a very small amount of residual soreness from last night, but I think this is normal, especially considering the fact that I had sex for 4 hours. I think anyone would probably be a little sore.

Thank you all for your support. Means the world to me.

[SWorks17]

Day 52. Had sex for the first time since getting surgery.

All I can say is: Wow. I had the best sex of my life last night. For almost 4 hours. I tried positions I was either too nervous to try before or simply couldn't manage because of venous leak. I definitely put my cardio training to the test last night. All that work on the treadmill and the bicycle really appears to have paid off. I gave my lady a pounding that thedriver would no doubt be proud of.

I made her finish 9 times last night, 2 times with my mouth and 7 times with my Genesis. I take an anti-depressant (Wellbutrin) that sometimes makes it difficult for me to finish, but I came 3 times in total, myself. I haven't lost any sensation in my penis. And, importantly, my girlfriend wasn't able to tell that anything was different with me. There's no visible signs of scarring or swelling or anything.

I almost can't believe it. But holy shit, I did it. I feel like my entire life is ahead of me, romantically speaking. This has given me so much confidence. I feel almost high from my accomplishment. I'm so glad that I took the risk and went in and just did this for myself. It's one of the best things I've ever done for myself.

Other notes:

I still have some sexual anxiety. Incredibly, I still had some occasional anxiety about whether I would lose my erection. Which, logically, is ridiculous. I have a $10,000 pair of rods inside my cock. But that's the nature of anxiety. I literally double-checked myself a couple times last night to make sure I hadn't lost it.

The Genesis is very malleable when you're having sex. I noticed that particularly after a hard cowgirl session, my penis would be gently bent in the direction that it ended up in. It didn't feel painful to bend it back into its "natural" position, but I think maybe I was a little sensitive. Healing is definitely still occurring. Probably it's the case that the Tactra doesn't have this characteristic. I don't think it's a problem with the Genesis, since the device is designed to be this way.

I'm a little sore, but probably no more sore than I should be. I have a very small amount of residual soreness from last night, but I think this is normal, especially considering the fact that I had sex for 4 hours. I think anyone would probably be a little sore.

Thank you all for your support. Means the world to me.

Wow Duke, great update

You put that Bionic weapon through its paces and then some
I bet she was real sleepy after that pounding and cuming 7 times
Ahhh, to be 35 again
I'm glad that you have gotten your manhood back and you are on the road to sexual well being.

Curious, did you just bend it to the degree location that you wanted it and then let your dick find her hole, hands free or did you have to guide it in?

Did she ask if your Bionic Dick was ever going to sleep?

Keep the stories coming Duke,
SWorks

[1day2Bbionic]

Awesome update....I am sure there are lots of men who don't post but appreciate you documenting your journey. It gives many of us hope for the future that there is a way to put this awful ED behind so we can live life to its fullest.

[LastHope]

Duke, this report is awesome. You're a superhero! Sounds like Genesis totally crushed the 2nd FrankTalk durability test, just behind thedriver. That malleability you saw, was it during a cowgirl or reverse cowgirl session? And how comfy was your glans while going in, seeing as Genesis tips are a bit sharper than the Rigi10 or Tactra?

[duke_cicero]

Wow Duke, great update

You put that Bionic weapon through its paces and then some
I bet she was real sleepy after that pounding and cuming 7 times
Ahhh, to be 35 again
I'm glad that you have gotten your manhood back and you are on the road to sexual well being.

Curious, did you just bend it to the degree location that you wanted it and then let your dick find her hole, hands free or did you have to guide it in?

Did she ask if your Bionic Dick was ever going to sleep?

Keep the stories coming Duke,
SWorks

Thank you, SWorks! She was pretty sleepy afterward, and so was I, lol. Thank you so much for the well wishes!

About bending it: I just lift and place and it stays where I need it to be. Hands free the whole time.

She didn't ask if it would go to sleep! lol

Duke, this report is awesome. You're a superhero! Sounds like Genesis totally crushed the 2nd FrankTalk durability test, just behind thedriver. That malleability you saw, was it during a cowgirl or reverse cowgirl session? And how comfy was your glans while going in, seeing as Genesis tips are a bit sharper than the Rigi10 or Tactra?

LastHope, I feel like a superhero!! The Genesis totally crushed the durability test. The malleability I saw was during cowgirl, but I don't have enough information to know why it worked out that way. My glans was totally comfy the whole time. I inspected myself on the sly a couple of times in the bathroom, but everything looked good and felt good!