Postby LetoMan » Wed Mar 05, 2025 11:59 pm
My mental health is the best it’s been in years. That said, I certainly have some sex addiction issues. I think about it constantly, and put a lot more time into getting sex than I probably should. I’m kinda making up for lost time, as I’ve had ED since I was a teenager.
But I am neglecting other aspects of my life as a result, my career somewhat prominently, though I am fortunate enough to be in a financial position where I don’t give that much of a shit.
Sometimes I think it’s a bit shallow to be so obsessed with sex. I could be writing poetry or curing cancer, I suppose, though I don’t know much about rhyming or science. They don’t hand out lifetime achievement awards for fucking hot young women. Since my sex life is kept private from my family and all but my closest friends, it’s not like anyone’s gonna eulogize me someday for being a good provider, great father, and a reliably hard swordsman.
But I gotta tell ya. A year ago I was seriously contemplating the possibility that no one might want me ever again.
And last night I was balls deep in the most gorgeous woman I ever fucked, a super hot 22 year old that just loves my dick in her pussy and up her ass. A few weeks ago she gave me the most erotic night of my life theretofore. But last night she surpassed even that. I came inside her four or five times - I lost count - because I never stopped fucking her after I came. I just kept going. It was heavenly.
At various times the thought would pop into my head as I fucked her: how amazing is this? And how amazing that it is happening to me? I never thought it was possible. In that sense, I often feel like the luckiest man alive.
What I see now is the difference between how she experiences sex with me and how I experience it. For me, it’s the greatest night of my life. As a 50 year old apparent stud, I can’t be gushing to her about how that was the greatest sex I ever had, hahaha. I can only tell you guys that.
On the other hand, for her, she clearly loves it, she keeps coming back for more. But it’s just one good sexual encounter in a life of good sexual encounters for her. She likes the sex, but is still much more focused on other aspects of her life. She is only 22, still figuring this whole life thing out. She is blessed with a great sex life, but still has plenty of other problems.
In a similar vein, when I try to share how awesome my life is with some of my middle aged friends stuck in ho hum marriages, they don’t always share my enthusiasm for how many asses I barebacked last month!
What’s my point? You are still going to be who you are after you get an implant. If you are struggling at 23 with other aspects of being 23, an implant is not going to solve those. But it will help you to have better sex. And if that can help you solve other problems like relationship issues, that’s great too. But it’s not gonna solve financial worries and friendship issues and your relationship with your family or even your relationship with yourself overall.
For me, having the implant is giving me a lot of private joy. But it is certainly interfering with the rest of my life in a way that it wouldn’t if I was still just a boring middle aged dude with a limp dick.
Anyway. Life goes on. And there are still a lot of pussies out there waiting for me to pump them full of cum. It’s a tough job, but someone’s gotta do it.
Be well, Leto
50. Implanted 5/21/2024 at Kaiser SSF. AMS 700 CX 21cm, 3cm RTE. Penoscrotal. Venous leak my whole life. Pills helped, but hated the side effects; worked less as I aged. Skipped injections. Grateful to bionic brotherhood that helped me make this decision.
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